i don't match my gown.

i'm so happy. i managed to catch transformers 2 on 24062009. gleams*

a long bus ride alone puts myself into deep thoughts.

pondering over things i've never ever had the time over.

and then, i realise how silly i was before.

how did things make a turn?

everything changes, nothing stays the same.

& sadly, it lead me to a surprise dead end.

i'm stuck. where should i go next?

i am excited. why would i not be?

everytime i talk about that to him, he'll give me this expression -_-

2412 2012

i love you.

this girl is crap. she must be the laziest dumbarse in my life, ripping every word i've said. when you're nothing, there's nothing you can do to make yourself look better. doesn't she get that point. omg.

why am i always prone to mistakes? argh...........

i'm tired.

i'm back.

its really the end of my route.

I just need love to be simple.

mel has to relax. i just had a sudden breakout. yucks!

totally hates exams especially with modules that you totally have no interest in. god bless mel.

Is this a trend or something worth the envy?

Every graduating couple has been looking up and in fact applying, queuing for new hdb flats!

baby, i can see your halo.

pray you won't fade away.

wants INSTANT shopping. ARGH! new hairstyle too?

often, the same scenerio appears in my dreams or the least the same devastating feeling occurs. i have no reason why its always this way but i always wake up with an overwhelmed anxiety, hating every aspect of what i've dreamt. its alright when one doesn't have the right over the control but what if one day, else one trampers on everything you've built on with easy sweet words given by a new stranger in your life. if things were this easily shattered, where does security play the role?

i know. locking my blog on and off. there ar times i just wanna shut down and hide.

coax me. i'm so far away from everybody.

Wants