this ish so cool~

a classic background to erase away what's before. if things cheer up, i'll add colors to it alright?

4.20am

i hope france really wins cos i support zidane. (dots. and while i type he's given a freaking red card!) argh! i want to see him win his last world cup and now he's not give the chance fer any shot. eeeks.

just finish watching this hk movie and saw louis koo + gigi leung crying in the public and so it struck my mind, "when did i ever cried in public?"

hrmp, this sounds stupid but yeah ...

i've wept in bus 960 from my place to bugis and the guy on the phone refuses to stop me from crying. i doubt he knows i'm crying anyway but he's mean with his words and perhaps his lies + ignorance cause the heartbreaks. yeah, i was seating near the bus front and everyone boarding the bus was peeping. darn.

cried in school with yixin by my side. (this ish so embrassing.)

4.44am

i dunch wanna type anymore cos italy won. dots dots.

cabin just called. the poor botak ish in company T, platoon 3 and er, i didn't caught the rest. but he's enjoying himself inside. craze.

i had a pretty good day besides having to swallow whatever ben has to say~

i was smiling the whole afternoon and happy fer what i've done willingingly.





went to witness qiyan's baptism.





and after the chit chat session we'll never miss out.


no pictures today alright?



heck!



3 gfs~

we ar happy together.

* and so the last message was that ahuh? dots.

just finish watching just my luck. i love the way these short films clear my negative mind and let me believe that there would always be a fairy tale at the end of the day.

nice song.~

I'll Be Ok by McFly


When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
Its been so long now you’ve forgotten how to smile
And overhead the skies are clear but it still seems to rain on you
And your only friends all have better things to do

When you’re down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Oh just tell yourself
I’ll, I'll be ok

When things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone there’s no one to share the pain
You’re sleeping with the tv on and you’re lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world would never help me to forget

When you’re down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder
Try your best to make it through the day
Oh just tell yourself
I’ll, I'll be ok

You’re not alone

i wanna get some nautical necklaces from taiwan. awe......

drawn back by being too friendly.

i think my dreams ar much more interesting than my life. sobs.

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nothing much i can type out.

i look back at my past entries, started feeling uncomfortable and thought of deleting most of them. darn. i have a number of mixed feelings which i do not feel lyke sharing and it's the first time i felt personal about them. gawd.

i've stop clubbing fer quite awhile and yet someone still insists that i party all week with an excuse each time. dots~ clueless of the reason why. disappointing and moody night at mambo but it surprising ended pretty a-o-kay. hrmp...

spend loads of money. within 100 i guess. but very happy with what i've bought to fill up the wardrobe.



forever 21 top. 28 bucks. i wanted to get this black dress which looks absolutely yummy. but i thought awhile and hrmp, realise it would be pretty weird wearing it to school, so shucks.



everyone in the forum has been talking about this victorian top and i happen to find it in far east. and since it's 20% discount, why not eh. but it looks a lil tad big fer me.



the same zara pants i had in white. but this ish 24.90 only. and the color ish so de-bi-li-cious~



last but not least, my favourite dale. laa laa laa. i'm still so in love with them.

i dunno if it's me or the people at momo using grade E cigars. my hair still stinks after 3 washes. damn!

nobody can forget the past this easily and heloo it's not a sin alright?

what he says ish true but becos he didn't knew the reason behind it, it simply hurts. but tomorrow would be a better day and he's still gonna be someone i'll confide and trust in.

never ever underestimate guys. they lie to you and regardless what colors they maybe, it's still a lie. they ar still trying to hard something from you and they'll be silly enough to think that it would always stay a secret. lyke how * scolds me a slut while * have been so much worst. so we ar? "sama sama alright." dunch dampen others to make yurself fly higher, you're pretty much making a fool outta yurself and ah hem.

i'm feeling a lil empty now and i need chocs to feel the heart up. when you're in the need of love, chocs ish the best substitute. ben and jerry's new york ice cream would be fine too. i wish things would change and not have the need to wait fer it to.

i'm very very lazy to blog. scamp was average. i expected more but was kinda in the fault too. cos i wasn't in the mood to cheer and i did fell sick. the seniors thought we were weird (which yeah, seriously some of them ar less enthusastic and i would prefer a much better crowd.) but i felt that some of them didn't really do their job well and that they were more happy merrily in their own clique. blargh. can't believe i miss fright night. eeeeks. nuff of talking. more pictures to sum up day 4 (watertours and bash night at momo).

our OG and our secret pal's OG.



litang, shuxuan, me!



joyce, shuxuan, litang and me!

the good looking secret pal couple! haa.

now, i dunch want to be sarcastic but now do you understand why i wasn't excited about secret pal anymore? they gave me someone WHO has problem talking to EVEN a GIRL! omg.

some photos though my head ish spinning. and my aunt screw up my bowel system.



the girls in my OG.

amazing race today.



3 seniors, 1 freshie. the guy at your right looks exactly lyke train man. aweee. and i can't stop saying he's so cute.



all the smart babes.



and there goes the pretty girls beside me.