okay, after much protest to mum, bro, weibin, ray and friends.



this ish me lo... believe me!! haa.



it's meeeeee okay?

i wanna stay in thailand. omfg. i hate sg, i hate the state i'm in now. i hate everything.

once before, someone told me : "love ish unconditioned, there's only space fer one."

but it's never true now. if there's no one you can recieved 100% from, the 100% can be seperated. but then again, that's not love anymore. it's just flinging when nobody cares.

and then again, to love and be loved ish never as easy as it seems. there's so many factors and sacrifices to make. if they could see it, yeah it's all worth while.

fer those who ar concern and seriously can't remember. i'm coming back on next monday. i'll have fun so dunch you worry!

the first time i'm attracted to jap guys. damn, he's so charming in train man.




he looks so good in train man.

anyway, this ish a stupid game.

http://www.fujitv.co.jp/denshaotoko/game/index.html

yadaa yadaa, i haven't been blogging cos i'm simply busy. busy entertaining. busy till mummy nags at me every single night. and i'm getting sick of it. i've promised myself that i'm gonna enjoy fer one freaking month. (yan knows) and i seriously will. it's still more or less a reward i need cos i big fcuking deal got into NUS. (yeah, but dad thinks its "of cos will what") heloo, i'm going to NUS with a poly cert, tell yurself how hard it ish to. (cabin doesn't think likewise. he says i could get in becos they lowered their standard. bish*) and heloo, i think if i were to go through A levels, i would flunk and most likely end up only able to choose engineering courses or SIM? so, i would say it's a blessing with disguise since's the Os. i can happily walk back to yusof ishak and give them a snout face lyke they always do when they know you got into poly. but i'm still deciding. NUS or NTU with the big envelope from NUS happily sitting on my desk every single day. lets go party!

i didn't knew people at this kinda of age and look could still be sucha bitch and hypocrite. perhaps the wrong company. and this ish lyke what yan says, childish! people could look kind and amazed upon meeting you and go, "oooooooh, i didn't knew you were here!" but the actual fact? they knew it long ago that they would be sticking their piece of arse infront of you. you ar so pathetic and i don't wanna know why.

i'm back with the headache and the flu. i shan't mention about the mess i had yesterday cos seriously nobody bothers.



joyce was telling me to suck the hotdog hence the side view...



natsudase@hotmail.com says: mel are u just super fair or i am just super dark ?
natsudase@hotmail.com says: hahahhahaa
medio melodi-chic mel says: okay. i look lyke steam chickie. you look lyke roast chickie!
natsudase@hotmail.com says: u look damm fair
natsudase@hotmail.com says: hahahaha
medio melodi-chic mel says: i agree!



this pic ish too big to be clear in my blog template. so i'll split ookies. and look at how retard i was standing. darn! haa.


i dunno if i'm proud of my belly or what.



i think zhen you didn't realise he ish doing that manhunt look. haa.

i've been having sore throat since the 10th. you just imagine. fuck.

i feel so out of love. yeah, i've always felt this way. and i guess only minimal knows why. though i haven't been thinking of my own actions lately but when the ah mei cd starts, i really do start being sober about everything. i'm just disappointed fer being foolish. you made me felt inferior. i hated you fer not hurting me. i would rather it stings lyke hell than letting my heart numb. i guess it's lyke what yan says, no matter what happens, it will be just left hanging there and it stays my dear.

i was watching channel 8. (it's been sooo long since i ever caught a show from there) and sooooo tell me, how could a poor and blind girl get to wear a junk food tee?

i know there's minimal possibility NUS would freaking care a damn at my application now. it's the season of tears and wah wah, i'm not racist ookies. but i got a fcuking C from another indian lecturer again. it's lyke the same drama over and over again. it's not lyke i've not studied and i seriously do not get why the C. why?

heck, i just wanna rejoyce. i got an A+ fer attachment. this shows that i'm good at communication. nah, haha.

and most importantly, i happily called mum just and told her i cancelled out the evil curse i had since PSLE. i got a freaking DISTINCTION fer my FINAL YEAR PROJECT okay!!! it's a AD, A DISTINCTION.

lalala, i wanna big envelopes to come. and please, will you?

urrrrrr, phuture has all the good looking guys and they are so much better than the saliva dripping crowd in smoove. zouk has really relaxing mambo music that i seriously still can't figure out how to dance in it. wahahahaha. so me and yan was really lonely exploring zouk and phuture. thank gooodness to kind aik wee, who came and fetch us over to MOS. smoove's music ish soooo much better though i always hear the same tunes but DJ tang is soooo worth being there. overall was fun besides the hitch i got from someone. it was the first time i left MOS at 3 but i got a free ride home. weeeeee. free entrance, free drinks and free ride home. thanks aikwee. (=







all taken in phuture. everyone looks so pretty in the dark. haa.

*coz i am giving u a gentle smooch n tats all i want to give to u :> cheers* omfg.

there ar people you enjoy talking to fer hours and some you can't stand 5 mins with them. so now it makes me wonder, do people feel bored with my never changing stories?

i'm absolutely addicted to MOS on thursday. especially DJ Tang plus his lovely gf!

4 more days and i'm getting the last results from poly. i dunch normally say this but someone please pray hard that the As will increase. i wanna get into U. and cos it has not been a really good month. i hope the ending works well. amitaba!

someone said my links were so pathetic. hey, i just do not have time to add on after i eliminated everybody who didn't blog religously anymore. haa.

i have quite alot of photos to upload and i'm too tired to do so. while i take the time to do so, please wait patiently. enjoy the pic below.



i'm so duper in love with this pic. i dunch know why. but yeah, we had that much fun in MOS.

finally! i've got every single detail done fer my dnd this thursday. my heels, my clutch and all to match my forever 21 dress (don't worry. i'm not wearing the common black. but i heard pink ish gonna be the majority this time round?). with my appointment settled, i'm gonna look really casual this time round. something more appropiate fer a dinner. but darn it, i just realise my necklace looks a lil tad too weird. why? i dunch know. but it just simply looks weird with the whole combination. maybe i'll search fer a new one tml hoping that i'm not spending anymore cos i'm too broke. the clutch itself was 39 so? blargh! i'll show pictures of every single buy i had recently after thursday ookies? had been too busy on preparations and entertaining. i just hope i'll enjoy thursday well enough regardless the fever and coarse voice. i wanna party with everybody!

changi nasi lemak ish duper nice! *

ookies dokies. i dunno why people say pokky. haa. but anyway, my dinner and dance ish this coming thursday. i haven't gotten myself any dress, accessories, heels, tame my brows, made any appointments fer my makeup and hairdo, and etc. all just not done. i guess everything ish gonna be last minute? i'm gonna slip into my forever21 dress (most dresses that i fancy ar lyke 200 and above? plus it's buffet style lo. wear so nice to take pics only ar? haa.) and get some freelance artist here. and there i go. i do hope the makeup and hairdo would work well. money fer that ish not of a matter anymore. it's gonna be a busy to week to come considering the amount of dates i have next week. so taa daa, i hope it never stops.