ya know who ish stella huang xiang yi? she ish this bimbotic (okay. this ish definitely not a word to describe her. cos she doesn't has those 'beauty' looks. maybe i just want to make her seem stupid and dumb) girl who only knows how to act cute. i know i'm so mean. but she really ticks me off whenever i see her on mtv.

babies ar so cute! especially baby boys...

i totally feel lyke crying... i scored so badly fer my ABC. and it's lyke filled with careless mistakes. and there's so many things i miss out just becos i didn't pay real attention over the common test. sad.



so low self esteem now. i can't even pass through diploma smoothly. how will my future be lyke? will i be able to get my degree, masters, phd? i suck totally... and my life ish so damn boring. gosh...

I miss the stars badly. Meaningfully, i'm missing some stuffs badly...

hmmm... went to this 'wala wala' pub in holland village today. met this online friend i've got to know recently. his name ish fabian. he's lyke this nice guy who ish so out-spoken and his air-force stories ar lyke so interesting. love hearing them. it's so cool to have a pilot as ya friend. haa.

yixin was with me too. the band there was perfect. nice atmosphere and music. but hate that cigarette smell everywhere. my hair stinks badly now!

we stayed there fer two sets of band playing. the 2nd part of it was a lil scary. their music were lyke so catchy and there was this group of drunk 'ang mohs' dancing around the centre of the place which was exactly behind where we were sitting.

out of a sudden, someone pulled my chair back. and this fat 'ang moh' was lyke holding my hand and trying to pull me up to join him fer a dance. come on, if he were handsome ( i might agree dancing) but he was lyke drunk and eeeks. i was grabbing yixin all the time. luckily fabian helped me out by pushing him aside. haa... so damn shocked and can't stop laughing over it. throughout the whole time, this fat 'ang moh' kept pestering us. yixin and i agree that he's quite scary. blargh... the lead singer of the band even went on singing, "doctor evil dancing alone .... la la la (forgotten the lyrics)." but it was a fun night out anyway. enjoyed the company of everyone. and thanks fabian fer the free ride home! (=

Sagittarius Woman:

Sagittarius woman is very frank and outspoken. She is very blunt in talking. Her outspoken bluntness often causes misunderstandings. She almost immediately forgets all those sarcastic talk she just did and would be friendly. She has a clear and realistic view of things around her. She can never lie and is honest to the core. She is very independent and not the one who would take orders. Her actions match her talk as she does not only that which she preach. She doesn't expose her sorrow. Though she is intelligent, independent and could take care of herself, her heart is vulnerable to pain. She is very honest. Sagittarius woman are extravagant. She is sentimental in love to the extent that she would not allow anyone to touch the pen her lover gifted her. She is not a nagging type. She makes a good friend to her children. Children get influenced by her honesty, frankness and optimism which leaves the mark on their character.

*so true!

try this site. it's lyke so cute!

http://members.home.nl/saen/Special/ilike.html

i need a new hair-cut + hairstyle badly!! i wanna get my hair rebond but i can't becos of all the previous bleach hair. and that's so sad! i don't ever want to bleach my hair again unless i really need them?

i wanna get my hair dyed ashy blonde brown and ash pink strips.
a tweety bird hair-cut. how's that?

bad girl... i'm so spend-drift today. and just within moments. i can declare that i'm broke fer the week. but i'm happy that i've pampered myself.




looks a lil blur.

i tried this tube dress which i found real sweet. but guess what. it's too big fer me! it's already S. cos it's too loose around my waist. doesn't look nice.

but it doesn't look that bad from side view.


of cos. i didn't got it.

First thing of the day,

Announcement!

5 things i need to make sure of myself this new school term!

1)Listen to lectures.
2)Don't be more than 20 mins late fer lessons lyke you always do.
3)Stop yur habit of chit-chatting in class.
4)Don't be such a piggy. And STOP SLEEPING in lectures.
5)Study hard.

Ahuh. I got back my Instrumentation common test paper. If you guys recall, i've said this in my previous entry.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004
hmmm, in the middle of the wee wee night... not sleeping yet but not studying also!! hecks, i flunk badly fer today instrumental test. got everything so mixed up and i can't seem to concentrate on friday's cell culture test. gosh, i guess i better buck up. at least a pass...

But i didn't! I was damn surprise with my results.


78. I was lyke expecting a 60.

And this funny comment i got from my lecturer.



Haa, it's funny okies. Stupid yo0u (lecturer)!

Went out with Ujin today... We went shopping. I bought a cap. Caught many glimpse of pretty girls as we walk on the busy street of orchard. And everywhere was sale. Didn't manage to grab anything, although there was many wallets, purses and pants that caught my eye. Maybe i'm too choosy. But i hope to get them soon. Hee.


Neoprints i took with Ujin.

After all that walking, we went to 'Ding Tai Fung' fer dinner.


Silly me. Taking photos again.

Okies. I finally got home. And oh my god, i took lots of pics with my cap. Hee. Guess i really love my cam. Or maybe i love to share my pics. Anyway, do enjoy lots okies?


Smile And Say CHEESE!!

I change my contacts today to HONEY. Love it or hate?

I look so shapeless here.

I don't lyke the skinny me here.

Another mirror pic.

I manage to curl the front part of my hair in jus 30 secs.
Is it nice? Tell me. If they ar, i will in future curl them to school!!

Updated my profile with new pictures.

My mood finally getting better. Maybe i wasn't thinking smoothly... But it's clearer now. Went out with little little brother just now!! Finally i've got the chance to bring him out. Brought him to the movies. We caught Alien Vs Predators! During the whole show, he was lyke telling me... "Jie, jie... Too loud le..." Haa. Can't stand him. Ahuh, before the movies. Treated him his favourite spaghetti.



Thanks fer everyone who showed me their care and concern. Love you guys lots. You know i won't be beaten by those harsh comments people give. Cos i believe in myself. Right, Yahui? Hee.

*Ps. Don't concentrate on my crude entry. Do comment on my new blogskin! Thanks. Please? (=

Damn. In a fcuking mood right now. I feel lyke ripping off everything. I'm not a slut and guys in friendster don't message me becos they've seen my blog. And why blame me if they message me. I can't control them. My blog was meant fer him and my friends. But since he ish gone, let's strike him off the list. I don't understand why he could actually say that i post indecent pictures in my blog. So besides this 'g-string' above. What ish so indecent in this blog? Do you actually see me shoving my boobs around lyke those sluts in friendster do to attract? Do you see me showing my naked butt or back? Fcuk. Fuck. I hate him for claming that i'm different just becos he ish jealous. I hate him fer now. Why must he choose to hurt me so deeply? He know i haven't change and why does he claim so. Retard.

Why blame everything on me? Why? If you guys/gals don't understand the situation, don't act lyke you do. Don't critisize if you don't know what's going on. Childish adults.

new skin. simple. it's just simple. i hope so. i spent 7 hours doing it. typing those codes, looking fer pics, editing pics, rearranging everything, trying to make them loook better each and everytime i refresh my explorer. not really completed yet but my neck ish real stiff now. gonna rest fer the day.

the blogger header ish irritating. so i've moved my blog further down.

no theme fer it and i didn't got it from blogskins. a simple playing of boxes. just decided to make it's width wide instead of it's length. so do enjoy! and comment. thanks alot. will try to refurnish them soon.

hmmm... went to class outing during the evening... marina bay. everything was quite chaos in the beginning. everyone was late and i was the only one surviving first. but i ended up in city hall waiting fer yahui, yixin and viki. they really took ages.



and moments of awaiting...

finally i got impatient. caught mrt straight to marina bay by myself.


stupid pic i took while on escalator.

reach marina bay station and started to get a lil boring. played gloomy business with the help of reflections.



gathering time. we were late and by the time we headed towards the rest of the class, lianghua was shaking his head to me. he told me to go cos the food they having sucks. so we venture towards the shop with the "prettier image" and had our steamboat+bbq.



we were damn unlucky. towards the end of our meal, it started raining so heavily and our soup was been nourished with heaven's tears. and we were only "lucky" ones. i was cursing but laughing lyke mad. haa.

after dinner was entertaining time. went fer a lil arcarde and bowling!


A pose from someone who doesn't know how to bowl!

Hey, who shot i butt?

Yahui & Yixin

Me And Yixin

The 3 Girlies!



From Me(I'm In Pink!) clockwise direction :
Hanping, Pream, Yahui, Kenneth, Calvin, Lianghua, Yixin.

eeks* my hair smells so bad. stinking bbq.

common tests ar over! cheer fer joy! let's celebrate. grins*

i feel sooooo darn relaxed now. how i wish i could share this happiness with everyone. wahaha...

btw, if you guys notice at the end of every blog. there's this SHED A TEAR, CRYSTALISE ME
be sure of it cos you can actually leave any comments of the certain article. so do tell me more. share with me yur thoughts. and love you all!

muacks...

ABC mutliple choice questions was a real terror fer me!! i wasn't really thinking at all. god damn me! losing all my marks fer it. sad. but no choice, i was terribly sick today and i can't seem to move my brain cells. hate the weather today. too hot and humid. what kept my laughter today during CT was my stomach. it was groaning so loudly throughout the test. i wonder if any of my lecture mates heard it. haa. i hope not*

yesterday's ACMB was good! at least i score what i need to.

yixin just told me just now that my blogskin looks so "hentai". oh my god! can't believe i could actually get such a comment. gosh, but i'm sooooo lazy to change. does it really look so bad?

my friends told me that my blog has a huge amount of pictures and it's entertaining. haa. i was lyke telling them it's at least better than those blargh blargh blogger who talks about their whole day of "doing nothing" journey.

yes, i do miss my ex. but ish that a crime?
if we can explain love in words, i guess we still don't understand anything about it. cos love to me ish a feeling that you can never name them in words. and it's a feeling that ish never-ending.

there ish nothing right or wrong in a relationship that goes wrong. blaming ish not the thing we should do during departure. at least don't waste the time at it. cos it's still best if we keep hold to beautiful memories that was once shared and let it stay shining fer-ever. but somehow loving seems to lead to hatred at times. why? why bother to hate someone you once loved so badly when they ar gone? does it means that if they're dead? you would blame them fer leaving too?

friendster? what's the main purpose of it in the first place? to link to yur friends, to get to know yur friend's friend, find yur best friends since the young days, share thoughts about their characters by giving them a testimonial, and more? at least that's the purpose to me in friendster in the first place.

but now? people who just love to look at yur pretty or handsome pics, they don't even bother to read yur full profile and testimonials, they message you and to tell you that you look so pretty, sweet, style, handsome, photogenic?

getting to know someone new it's not a bad idea actually but if you don't choose to be sincere by just a simple first step of getting the basic information of them. why bother to be friends? it's so darn ridiculous.

and i don't bother who reads my blog since it's a public blog. if you guys/gals wanna read my blog, but you wanna gossip over them, go ahead and gossip away from me and don't ever let me know about it. thanks.

totally sick. sore throat! i hate it whenever it happens to me. it's not lyke i haven't being taking care of myself. at least i gulp down a packet of peel fresh's fruit and vegetables + wheatgrass. it's yummy and most importantly healthy equipped with 15 types of fruits and vegetables. blargh. but i'm still sick. guess i do not have enough rest after all. shucks, hate to feel so damn weak.

Singapore's Li Jia Wei lost the place fer the fight between the silver and gold medal. but we can't blame her. she was striving fer her best and she did us proud in the first 3 games. could only say it's a tough fight. and yeah, i can't believe i'm eating kimchi and scolding the irritating Kim Hyang Mi from Korea. she ish noisy and noisy and just simply disturbing. i don't understand why she must keep shouting throughout.

i didn't study much yesterday and today either. guess i'm getting a lil worried. cos i've look through my ACMB exam paper and i can't seem to understand some of the questions. gosh, i'm panick! anyone willing to tutor me? 10 dollars fer a whole day? blargh~ help me!!

took some stupid photos just 25 mins ago after my bath. (okay, i admit i look very stupid in them) hee. (=


Photos minimised until you can't see them no more.

although i don't look really nice in this. but i love my eye-line.


gotta start studying again. bye!

i'm totally in-need of a hair straightener now!!! my vidal sassoon broke down. my hair ish all so messy now. can't stand it.