just started my first day of work today... a little tired cos i woke up quite early fer nothing. anyway, you guys can go find me. i'm at OG people's park basement one. working fer lawman jeans. guess you guys won't be so interested in it. but you can bring yur mother or father come and purchase... haa. just joking.

people do change with time. somehow at least that's the way i feel. when you have higher expectations, you'll have more disappointments. it's sad. but that's the concept. no matter what has been done. it's always to late to regret. therefore, it's better not to do so.

i hate liars. i guess everybody hate them too. but why do people still lie? fer good or fer bad, i don't care. it's still a lie. i feel lyke ripping off the keyboard now. human ar great liars... sheesh, better stop ranting here. it as been a real bad day!

you know sometimes it's hard not to think of things or people you shouldn't... but memories makes it all round up back into yur mind. i'll always treasure them lyke i always do. good or bad... silly or smart act, it's all part of my memory. no doubt, everything in life doesn't always happen the way you want. but maybe fate can put it back again... i hope? appreciate life and look forward i guess... people come and go into yur life and it's never to late to realise they've been there beside you all along...

i'm totally in need of a job!!

I'm so stuff... Stomach bloating lyke hell... Had a real filling meal at Kushin Bo today. It's quite worth it. Me and Darling ate (this list might be a little long)

3 Chawanmushi
1 Miso Soup
1 Plate Of Cold Dish
8 Types Of Sushi
4 Servings Of Salmon Sashimi
4 Servings Of Maguro Sashimi
2 Ebi Tempura
1 Tori Karage
1 Soft/Shell Crab
1 Saba Shio (Grill Fish)
4 Big Crabbie Legs
1 Wakame Udon
1 Chicken Katsu Curry Rice
1 Kaisen Kaminabe (Seafood Paper Bowl Steamboat)
5 Coke
2 Green Tea Ice-Cream

Total price $172.50

But we paid only the buffet price which ish $68.85 (no service charge)
I recommend guys to dine there fer special occasions. The food there ish not bad and service ish as good too...

Anyway, i finally gave darling the new CK SUMMER perfume fer him. And in return, i've got sunflower!! First time i receive sunflowers. It's really yellow and bright. Makes my day shine so much. Thanks darling fer them...

After midnight and it all seems so 'Cinderella'. It's our 1st aniversary together.!! So delighted. And this ish a poem i'm gonna dedicate to him.

A Lucky Day in May

How do I say I love you,
When mere words cannot convey.
The feelings and emotions,
That I have for you today.

When I awake each morning,
And look upon your face.
I see my life's perfection,
In your full and beauteous grace.

When we first met that brilliant day,
Remember, on the fifth of April
I was hoping you were thinking,
"OH GOD, I hope that's her".

I thought that I was ready,
I was never nervous nor was I meek.
But once I looked upon your face,
I felt my knees grow weak.

When we first starting dating,
I thought "hey, this is fun".
But then a second thought occurred to me,
"I wonder if you are is the one".

I didn't want to tell you,
Of all my secrets kept within.
But your openness compelled me,
To throw caution to the wind.

On the day I told you of,
My feelings that were true.
Was the day I was surprised to learn,
That you really loved me too.

And now, its one year later,
Has it really been that long?
My feelings they grow stronger,
And I know they can't be wrong.

You are the song that I sing,
With gladness and with glee.
But these simple words my darling,
Cannot say what your are to me.

So, here I sit with you tonight,
In wonder and dismay.
How did I get so lucky,
Just one year ago....
Today.

A summarise of things i need now... First on the list ish the Nike low dunk i saw in Cineleisure's sportslink. It's grey with a pink tick. Love it. Gonna get it definitely. Ahuh, and that pink sweater i saw in Espirit's sale. 39 bucks only. Hope i have enough money in time. Levis jeans 599 ish next. How i wish i could go Thailand again. Cos' the levis jeans there ish cheaper by a quarter. Wanna get a black bag before school term starts. Sling to be more preferable. Saw a new sandals from Charles and Keith. A cool pink or white hat to block the sun on the way up the school hill... Most importantly a new haircut / hairstyle and color!! It then all rounds up happily with a camera flip phone.

New blogskin... It's kinda pink... But perhaps a change from the usual black. Hope it's still pleasing to eyes... This bloggie contains lots of picture... Even the background ish a picture. Therefore if there ish a problem with the bandwidth. This blog will look really ugly. So i hope nothing big happens.

Real tiring... Have been sitting infront of the laptop since 9am.

Gonna rest now...

i'm back!!

what a tiring chalet...

speak more if i'm willing. at least now i'm too boring to blog.. perhaps next time or never... some pics fer viewing...


alvin been fooled while sleeping.


hey! who ish peeping?

wah............................................................................................

exams ar over finally. but what the shit me! i actually miss out a 9 marks question in today's paper. hell with it. anyway, it's all over!!! yeah~~

after my exams, i went to 'The Oriental' fer a lunch with my family and grandma. It's more lyke a mother's day meal. But it's really too classy fer me. It's lyke the food i put in my mouth actually cost 10 times more than what i usually have. Haa. But it's nice. With abalone, sharkfin, lobster, crispy duck, scallops.... muahhhh.............. tastes so heavenly!

ahuh, and after everything... i went shopping!!!! it has been such a long long time. i definitely miss the feeling. Hee... I got new sloggi again (this time in bright colours), a new black hand-bag, a sally and hensen french manicure set, giordano matching tee fer me and darling. and darling's 1st anniversary present which i think he'll love it!! just hoping fer the 16th May 2004 to come...

ahuh, my left eye-brown looks damn ugly.... cos when i was trimiming it, my brother push me aside. and there the blades cut so innocently. weird shape by the lost of hair.

i'll be going fer chalet on monday. maybe my blog would be empty again...

pictures can't be seen... don't worry... i'll try to get them put up a.s.a.p!

blog after exams... new and upated blog links. life ish so boring. i wanna meet my old pals!!

hmmm... ah...... my mind ish getting a little clear now. i was lyke rushing here and there on thursday. first to iac classes... then back home to change into my formal wear... took a cab to school cos the heels were too high fer me to walk a long distance. the taxi queue was long, so i decided to book a cab. but when i hang up, the cab came. during the journey, a number kept calling. must be that uncle. haa. i ignored it. kinda bad right? ocom went well and i rush back home to change again. then finally last destination to bugis. it was ah gu's birthday. i went out with leon, jiawei, xiaowen, yuqian, jason and of cos' ah gu... my last minute surprise plan was perfect. haa. simple yet he was touched!! dinner at V8 was fine. their steak doesn't taste as nice as before. after the meal, we went to ktv at chinatown and they sang their hearts out... great day indeed. fun people and great friends...

friday? saturday? lagging at home. not touching any homework or revision at all...

sunday... went out fer a movie. hellboy ish better than spiderman. it's something lyke x-men. nice and cool.

monday, tuesday, wednesday? all stuck in school!!

what happened fer the past week? erm... not really clear now. just woke up. will blog soon.

by the way, do catch hellboy! it's nice...

yeah! mel mel did a good job during her oral communication formal presentation today. my lecturer told me that i score at the 'A' range. this ish too good to be true. hee. although my leg was shivering while presenting my speech but luckily i was well-prepared enough. muacks* to myself.!!

ac milan and real madrid lost the champions league during the quarter-finals.? this cannot be true. it ish definitely so shit. how could monaco beat real madrid. poor raul must be real disappointed. i hate the stupid commentator during the real's match. he was lyke super bias. it was still 20 mins away from the end of the match. and he keeps saying that real madrid ish out. monaco has won. fake game!! without this two good teams who ish going to watch champions league. i wouldn't even waste any of my sleep just to watch monaco vs chelsea.

passion of christ ish not a bad show after all. don't look at it from a perspective of a christian. think in real situation. how could a man actually survived so much toture, accusations and yet still pray fer those who hurt him badly, those who tore his skin lyke a crazy bull. the devil ish in the heart of every others. gosh, love that touching part where mary ran to her child. carry him up and look right into his innocent eyes. with all those flashback, it was really a tearing moment fer me. the music was match well enough. jesus words came out so soothing and encouraging. but isn't this what jesus has to be? james caviezel was charming and monica bellucci was gorgeous.

speaking about monica bellucci. irreversible was a great show, putting off the fact it ish (Ra)ted. it's true art talking about the other side of this world. rape, gays, transexual, love and revenge. rapers ar terrible-ly sinful. making an innocent girl suffer while you enjoy sucks... catch that show if you people ar willing. it wasn't pleasant to my eyes at first. but after seeing the show, i began to understand the meaning of it. "anything could happen anytime. time ish something we could never control. life ish something you could never play-back"

enough of movies. ocom ish this thursday. i'm so lazy in it. gosh, guess i better buck up. 35% of my total grade!!! mel mel, move yur arse man!

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i've got my formal wear le... not really super formal cos i don't wanna look lyke a down to earth auntie. just wanna it to be real simple. it's a white top and beidge mini skirt. busy week coming by... hope i can survive with enough financial support.!

i bought my mango top today!! and i've yet more to purchase. saw this purple candy stripe hat at fourskin today. looks really cool on me and i perfectly love it. nokia 7200 ish not that bad after all. small and handy. perhaps it might help me change all my mind. but money ish the most important factor. guess i better start earning before i begin day dreaming.

did charity work today but i wasn't the one who sold lilies. there were too many volunteers and they told us to give out pamplets. had a fun day today. everything was so cranky and laughter filled me and darling's heart.

today i met someone i would really lyke to meet. although i didn't really caught his words... but he hurt my heart...

anyway, i went shopping today... saw this pink hat i wanna buy but guess the color ish a little too bright. but i love it! so hip man!! it's lyke the lastest fashion now.

spring time ish here and all those clothes seem so lively. gonna get myself this top from mango. mum ish gonna sponsor me fer it. i'm damn broke now and i want to keep shopping. it's been ages since i last shop.

what's the stupid craze with those poka dots and ribbons all found ion those dreamy land clothes hanging around the shops in far east. it's lyke so baa baa black sheep childish style.