Woo hoo...... Today i went out in the late evening to celebrate adel's birthday.

I brought along ah gu and darling... I guess it's not a bad gathering after all, although it's so last minute stuffs. We brought adel to 'Spageddies' (i wonder if my spelling ish wrong) at paragon fer our dinner. The food there ish not bad. moderate shop which you guys can go ahead and try.


Adel munch this into her stomach... Heard it's really nice from her.


Ah Gu prefer something simple... He actually wanted pork chops... But eventually was stopped by us. Cos' we all think it's so silly... Darling even reccomended to bring him to the nearby coffeeshop for one 5 bucks instead of $18.50.


Darling and i shared this enormous seafood pasta... Quite tasty and definitely filling... But a little too sour and too much garlic plus discusting onions...


Ahuh... I got something sweet fer adel!!


2 T-strings from Topshop... Real nice and cute. Just nice fer girls lyke her.

i guess i really can't work well in the morning... or perhaps afternoon. i woke up near 12 noon today. all i wanted was to complete my ipc tutorials. but i spend lyke 5 hours till 4 plus... it's so hell pathetic. it's just 2 tutorials with around 15 questions... argh! i guess i have to blame it on myself. i didn't concentrate well enough, was watching tv and eating all the way... i need more productive work mel! worst still, tomorrow's tutorial has been cancelled... which means i wasted 5 hours slogging over this stupid worksheets.

talking about last night... that yan fell into deep sleep and totally forgotten about me. luckily i had something to do... hope this ish her last time.

*anybody has the software CM?

kkays... i'm waiting fer yan to call since an hour ago... dear yan, what ar you doing? it's 3 am now. my laptop ish finally ready. will be blogging with it now and then. next week ish study week. i'm not doing much studies after all. i'll be only having 2 tests going on. maths and chemistry. basic ones... just hope i don't make foolish mistakes.

i spend my whole day at home. darling went ubin. he did called me along, but you guys should know... i'm never going there. i don't really lyke cycling there although people always tell me it's really relaxing... but nah, i'm not interested and yes, i hate being the one fer letting you people worry. especially when there ar slopes everywhere.

guess i'm gonna be slogging at home tomorrow again. hope i can be patience with my work. haa. study hard mel!

I Promise
by Stacie Orrico

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

i'm done with the new colour theme... the love in the air ish so high... hee. hope you guys lyke it! (= will blog soon... (that ish once i get my laptop repaired!!)

oh no, oh no...! darling ish too sweet le... it's my first valentine's with him and i'll keep in memory ferever... although there's no sunflowers fer me... but the gifts he gave was too much a surprise...

we went out today of cos'... first we went fer a movie 'along came polly' in ps... great love comedy. makes the mood of love in the air so high... next we walk and shop to wistma fer our dinner at jack's place. and at that moment i started recieving all those gifts one by one... darling wrote a 'me to you' card to me. the contents were perfectly romantic. cos darling has never been this romantic before. i'm definitely touched by his words... love him so much my dear. my next gift was nicely wrapped in a box with slivery ribbons on it. inside it, was a sony digital radio reciever... it looks too cool. darling bought fer me this nice bracelet from perlini's silver. he got me a ring too. it's part of a couple set. lastly, a diamond and white gold pendant from goldheart jewelry!! love it so much. it's heart shaped and can't believe darling really bought it. just becos i said i lyke it once before. i can't even remember myself pointing to that and telling him that's nice! and it's the first time recieving diamond from someone... not saying the guy i spend my life with everyday. my lovely darling ish so sweet. his charm and love fer me never ends.... muacks. thanks alot darling!

i guess i took almost ages to blog this... but you can't blame me. i'm getting really lazy and slacking all th way. thanks to those holidays and open house... it just allows me to stop stretching my back anymore. mel ish really piglet after all. but i used to weigh 49 kg and now? 46 le!!! argh... why am i losing weight? i didn't did it on purpose. i swear! just few days of exercising and i'm left just bones. haa... so crappy, i'm gonna stop here. this stupid keyboard ish getting me crazy. i hate typing these days!

long time... i didn't blog... my mind still in blank... still stuck in the mood with school's shedule... will blog if there's something to tell...

darling ish not back from malaysia and worst of all... he can't be found. i've been lyke looking fer him since afternoon. where ish my precious?

yesterday, i turned up in school fer one stupid lesson. cos nobody was informed about the cancelation of the other tutorial. gosh, i woke up so early just fer this. felt so silly. nonetheless, i managed to find something else to do. 'a visit to darling's lecture'. 74 was really draggy. i waited fer almost half an hour. but luckily i met shunfoong. finally!! it's been so long since i last met him. miss him lots. had a nice chat with him. too bad he's not going the same route as i. he said many pleasant stuffs to me and i appreciate it alot. just hope he isn't lying. haa! (= right? foong?

hmmm, blah blah blah. and i landed in darling's lecture hall. hmmm, their lecture hall ish really nice. compared to the one in np. but i don't really lyke the atmosphere there. i guess it's too formal fer me. after the nonsense in sp, darling and i had macdonals. nothing much to eat there but we had a full meal. i went home to sleep right after seperating with darling.

then... it's reunion dinner's time. with dad around, everything ish so un-reasonable. he keeps complaining and shouting. i know he ish intentionally refering to me. but i don't care. (have been so sad about his attitude these days. hate it when he said darling ish a idle. gosh, what does he expect darling to do when darling sees him in work. he said darling gave no respect to him. so does it means, darling should call him 'uncle' during work?) forget about everything. i still had a nice time talking to grandma and grandpa. dinner with abalone... hee, love it. actually it doesn't taste really nice. but just the thoughts of it makes my mouth watering...

after dad and grandparents left. darling came over to 'bai nian'. mum was happy to see him here. we also had a great time playing with my brother. we played childish games lyke heart attack and sparkles. after the gathering at my house, we went fer a walk downstairs. we bought alcoholic drinks at 7 eleven... hmmm, i didn't drank much. darling drank most of it and he was nearly drunk. actually he ish lyke playing around with me. but i don't lyke it. cos it's so not darling anymore. haa, he ended up really kinda drunk. i sent him off the bus... couldn't bare to let him off. hee. but he ish now in malaysia celebrating in his grandmother house. think he ish enjoying himself. i can't wait to hear his voice soon. can't wait to see him smiling at me. can't wait to give me a big hug. can't wait to tell him i'm missing him...

enough of all mushy stuffs... think it's time fer me to sleep. tomorrow, i shall be taking ang baos!! hope it won't be boring... happy new year to everybody!!

gosh, this stupid keyboard ish giving me a hell of problems... my 'M' & 'E' ish lyke so stuck. i can't really type them out. i have to lyke use violence. but worst, they ar not the only ones... think it's time i get this keyboard thrown. school ish fine. maybe it's much easier compared to last semester but definitely more boring. i had sport and wellness today. it's quite fun but tiring. with all that running... i love the part to catch. yeah, balls. i chose softball fer my S&W. oral com ish scary. 5 mins to think of what to speak and you're up next! your heart goes tumbling and yur mind goes into blank. it's lyke you can't really focus well and whatever comes into yur mind ar just spat out. so please have a great general knowledge and vocab.

the doctor gave me a huge shock today. luckily it's all not happening. i've been having tummy aches on and off since saturday. last night, i couldn't put myself to sleep at all and i rest at only 4am in the morning. my eyes went blood shot right when i woke up at 6 plus in the morning. can't imagine myself falling asleep in lectures. although i managed to survive fer that 5 hours of lectures, but i'm pretty sure i'm caught eyes-shut. oh, about the doctor. he examined me and later suggested fer a urinal test. he said he wanted to check my kidney. he said that there might be chances of stones or infection. i was lyke, ah.... i'm dead. further test prove that it's just food poisoning...

wanna say thanks to yahui, bean and darling... made my day seem a belated brithday celebration. seems lyke i can't do rebonding or spa perm fer this moment of time, all thanks to my stupid bleached hair. but it doesn't matter cos bean got me that geometrics 8 in 1 multi-styler. finally it's here. i actually went westmall this evening to get it myself but i met bean. called him to accompany me in but i didn't expect him to pay fer me too. so 'bu hao yi shi'! first ish yahui then him. yahui, my poly classmate paid fer my movie tickets. caught mona lisa smile today. kinda filled with all those women determination and the changes from traditional rules to modern 'free' lifestyle fer them. by the way, i've got a slight trim on my hair today. i definitely feel lighter... lesser burden too. haa.

i'm playing with dad's new e700 now... think perhaps i'm not getting it anymore. cos the functions ar not those i really fancy. in fact, after using darling's s200 fer 2 days, i find that phone much easier and interesting to use. despite the lack of camera functions. maybe i should think of another handphone to get fer myself... phone designs suxs nowadays. how i wish it could be better if i could choose my own design, my designated functions and everything ish so customized! that would be wonderful...

wah... the day of schooling has began and soon i'll lose all that glow i had during holidays. my time table ish a little distorted but i don't care. things will never be the way you actually wanted. just hope fer a quick semester ahead. first day of school and i have a huge time slot of lectures. busy, busy, busy... many holidays ar coming soon but there must be make-up lessons fer them... i would rather skip the holidays cos' make-up lessons ar hard to generate, all thanks to those messy IS modules. making my classmates and i limble here and there... nonetheless, i'll just hope fer more beauty sleep... haa!

i'm feeling real bad now. i wanna cry but i can't. why? i'm so force to a corner and my feelings ar all kept within.. dad ish at home now and i can't do anything. going out ish a crime, staying home ish a torture. nobody understands this confusion going on in my heart and most importantly he don't. why? why after all the things he have said, he does nothing. at least nothing to prove his heart. sometimes i just wanna tell him that there's no use of reprimanding himself when he knows something ish wrong. i hope he ish able to learn ways to change to situation. i always love to ask myself. am i asking too much? do i complete my own part? maybe love ish selfish. especially when a couple starts quarrelling. all those stupid blabbering noises began. you never know how words can hurt until this time. it cuts deep into yur heart and it bleeds. breathing ish such a difficulty. reading a love novel ish as easy but handling one ish never...

i hate holidays man! all thanks to dad. i'm not allowed to work. i'm questioned if i spend my own allowance. i'm lyke so totally grounded everytime he ish back home. with that stupid door opened fer him, i hear him asking about this and that. so demanding, forever lyke this. got a darker colour fer my hair and yet he starts blabbering about it again and again. why can't i keep my hair long? crazy! would someone's dad go round and round bothering about their daughter own hairstyle? it's my own problem... he keeps asking me to do something to my hair. "cut it cut it!" that's what he'll say. sick and tired of it. i hear this everytime... i want my hair long or short, straightened or curly... that's my business. if only... i dare. i give him a bald! it's not lyke i go around him and critising his hairstyle too. craze....

kkays... i'm planning to get myself the samsung e700 but i still need to wait fer the price to drop. dad doesn't want to spend such money now. hmmm, my wishlist ish finally going to clear off all so soon. hee. and thanks my sistas and my perfect darling, they gave me a sunny birthday. love them lots... darling got me a swatch watch and yan+adel got me a 4 in 1 hair styling set.

i guess i'm gonna spend the following few days left to sleep as much as i can. don't call me a pig. i just don't wanna regret when school reopens. the kinda of sleepy moments in lecture. gosh, i hate it.

i guess i'm getting real fickle minded... i saw panasonic x70 today. looks great to me too.



which one shld i buy? any suggestions?

went out exercising with darling just now... we cycle and ran around our neighbourhood. played soccer, basketball and childhood games with my brother too... was having real fun stretching out our muscles. early this morning i'm lyke so stuck with the computer. all thanks to my brother. he kept perstering me to play this 'prince of qin' game fer him. i started out 11 and only stop at 7pm. gosh... my eyes hurts lots. can't imagine how guys can get so engrossed with games.

oh yeah... and regarding computer games. i saw this true file story on television today. most teenages murder due to long term effect from computer games. meaning they usually gets too hooked up and by then can't differeniate reailty... hence, they starting looking fer predators, murder them fer the sake of fun. this ish real scary and crazy man...

i'm gonna get myself Samsung e700a... birthday coming soon but ain't really excited about it. anybody wanna give some ang bao money fer my new phone? geesh... (=