Annabel's Cousin Wedding 28th Feb 2009!

All 3 cousins. The question started popping - Who's going next? Definitely not me. (i guess)

Mummy & Me

Jennifer Cousin

Bend down fer the ROSSIE!

Esther Cousin

Jennifer & her mummy

Esther & Wilson (Uncle's Family)

Jennifer & Family

Bride & Groom

My mum treats Esther Jie like her 2nd daugther.

Bride trying to drink her Sharkfin soup & the groom just couldn't wait!

Jennifer & Mummy

Lookalike?

Haa. Coussie posing fer me. (That's Annabel's sister.)

Cousin and his son, Troy.

I was sitting two tables away!

Sip and sip.

YUMMMMMMMM SENG!

Look at Da Yi's expression! Priceless~

Wahahaha...

Troy and Jennifer

That's my only full length shot. I wanna take those SHOES!

Alike? Haa.

Jennifer & her Dasao

Wishing them a blissful marriage!

Thanks baby for the lens but i'm still pretty upset with you for erasing my fond memories.

"In psychology, tests of memory or attention will often use a second task to selectively block a particular mental process," Andrade said. "If that process is important for the main cognitive task, then performance will be impaired. My research shows that beneficial effects of secondary tasks, such as doodling, on concentration may offset the effects of selective blockade."

http://health.yahoo.com/news/healthday/takenotedoodlingcanhelpmemory.html

so afterall, all the scribbling is actually good!

it's time for a good change.

maybe its the movie today that made me started thinking and flipping out THE memories. it made me recalled how did i fell fer this guy just 2 years ago. (same raining scene, same old cathay, the same type of movie ambience)

so, am i still the exception?

sometimes i really wish that love could be least complicated.

deep in my heart i know that i truly love ma baby and will always do.

maybe he's right. nothing lasts forever.

being in love is falling in love with the same person over & over. (sounds familar?)

i have no idea when this kicked in but i'm starting to see blank for the future. and the last thing i hope could happen, is to have everyone stop asking 'what will you be doing after you grad'. i've always told myself that i can pretty much accept any jobs, not that i have no clue on what i want, rather i wanna see my own options, been through it, and settle down with what suits my life most. but its just all talk, will i be able to put it to actions?

and my wardrobe seems to be shrinking. i have trouble thinking of what to wear each day. gosh. after all that phobia buying online, getting bad quality clothes, should i take the risk again?

14th Feb to 16th Feb

Vday 2009. No specific plans on that specific date but we had steamboat sharing love with baby's maternal family. No flowers, no exchange of gifts but he gave me a dslr a week before vday while i got him a brand new havaianas. Vday celebration was the routine vday buffet at Carousel which we decided that next year its gonna be a good change.




I know how much he means to me and he knows how much i value his existence. That's about how simple our love is.

tired of hearing it.

vday should be filled with love, surprises, poems and dedications.

if everything was so simple.

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The greatest moments come when you cease your expectations.

Kinda miss the days in China. Not the place definitely. But the carefree life, deadlines free, the ultimate control of your own life and of cos the sweet honeymoon (awaking with him just beside).

越害怕失去他，你越会失去他。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/illyqueen/12373769

the things that would make you realise how much you actually love someone.

this chinese new year makes me realise one thing especially when cousie is getting married next month.

you dunch need a guy with great looks or even one who is very capable. you just need one that loves you, willing to take care of you and most importantly someone who has strong family values.

When i was young and pretty (i have pictures to prove it. my grandma just brought me really old photos with unglam panty shots and me enjoying macdonald sundae with a straw. shall scan them up someday.), the first day of cny was always going around with my grandparents and collecting angbows from seriously, i have no idea who. As i aged (very old already), the custom stops and i would just stay home because daddy doesn't visit his relatives. But happy and lucky me, fer the past two years, baby brings me to his place and i get to celebrate that family spirit there with elfie. There's so many things on can cherish upon. Pictures fer the day. I've yet to wear my expensive dress and my big aunt came to visit. Dang*

impulsive buy!

a 149.90 dress to start this cny.

however, no salon packages this time round. shared heels from mummy's cny buys. 50 cents ribbon from baby's neighbourhood.


but i need more angbows to recuperate my loss (from a empty heart).

i must be crazy to wake up at 6am and get stuck in a 2hr jam, only to reach school when half of the lecture is over. since its the last semester, i'm aiming to reach school at 7am so that i wouldn't be late fer class anymore. applicable to only tues lesson.*

school work is as usual pounding just that we chose to ignore it.

cny is coming and i'm not very prepared yet. maybe its time to dig out those clothes that were once bought and never worn. we'll see how this cny 2009 is going to be lyke. at least elfie has her own cheongsam this time.

i need rainbows to color up this empty space of mine.

i'm not sure if its myself who's pushing everything away. but even for times when i put in lotsa effort, all i get are disappoinments. even when there's no expectations.

are we all drifting apart?

i'm getting old and i see the generation gap coming along the way................................. gosh.

school's gonna start and i'm gonna die with everybody rating final cores 'terrors'.

3 referees to a job. how 'bright' can the future be?

yups, hurray. i'm back! after bday, after xmas, after new year. we're back! quite an amount pictures, modules to select and timetable to set, bidding time, shows to catch up, lotsa things to pack. some important tasks to do. shall see if there's time fer my travelog.

have a heart to heart you and me talk.

birthday in merely 2 days but i have this huge and swollen pimple popping. damn! all the dirt, oil and salt. anyways, its still very cold here even the room temperature is 14 to 16 most of time. i do have a travelog but cos the internet sucks and i'm too lazy to continue blogging after 3 entries. so pardon me, and i'll see how it goes. meanwhile, if you really miss me too much, you can look into my man's blog. oh and i can't log in facebook in cheena.

it sucks when your internet browser keeps popping up 'failed to open page'.

my hair still very yucky.

how much do you realise or know about me?

guess what. i kinda miss home, miss my dog, miss my mummy and bro...

yups. i am leaving tml and i just finish all the packing. everything's a rush.

thanks girls fer the early belated present ~ very very pretty.

but i really hope we 4 could meet up more often 09'.

tis the season to be jolly. fa-la-la-la-la-lalalala...

have been losing sleep lately, falling sick, and somehow everynight it seems that the day hasn't been round up yet. do we unknowingly take things fer granted?

this is actually a really nice song. the little nonya protrays lyke 90% of the population ar bad nonyas. evil, cunning, materialistic, flirts, cheats a hungry lady with a hungry child. hrmp, it reminds me of just 1 person.

just when i needed you the most.

anything can happen any minute.

i've been seating on my arm chair since 8pm and my legs are terribly aching. i'm really getting older. 2 more days till pharma and there's so many drugs, mechanism, side effects, disease, agonist, antagonist, treatments, signal cascade, enzymes to memorise. gosh. the flush~ it will get better. it should.

my mind is seriously all about hk 迪士尼雪亮冬日.

tiffany snow flakes! ~ been secretly in love with snowflakes jewellery. pretty pretty. aweee...... reminds me of that crystal diamond ring we saw at club street a year ago?

one more week till the month of festives. falalalalalala...... pretty alphabet charms you could change to yur special touch.

what's a exam paper database when there's a list of papers yet none release? damn.

it seems that my brain cannot work seeing yellow lab tables.

when you start dancing...

to high school muscial tunes...

while mugging...

in the middle of the night...

you know you're on the verge of going bonkers...

7 more hours to immunology EXAM. gosh, why am i still awake?

from the simplest love, the daily dosage of romance, i find my existence in yur heart.

e loveliest singable (from a guy) on a very important day.

Richard Marx - "Now and Forever"



Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever
I will be your man.

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever
I will be your man
Now and forever
I will be your man

have not been missing. just mugging, trying to listen to only classical music, trying hard not to catch any serials, trying hard not to surf youtube. argh... exams. just 6 days away. anyways, birthday in a month time. yupieeeee!

the stress is terribly mounting up. last week of school, THERE IS LAB REPORT DUE STILL, LECTURES WITH IMPORTANT CONTENTS, THERE IS NEVER EVER TIPS, NEW ADVANCED LEVEL LECTURE NOTES COMING IN STILL!

i'm afraid of disappointments mount on me.

help me.

everything that's on my mind now 24/7 (yes, even when i'm asleep.) ar thoughts of being in china with baby. i know exams ar damn near which means my flight to shanghai is so damn near too! i can't believe how early the anticipation has started but i really miss being ard him and wanna enjoy this holiday with him.

gonna get grounded soon cos my mugging efficiency ish perhaps 30%?

the loneliest friday nights home and it doesn't seem to get any better.

i am feeling the distance perhaps forced under circumstances. with the stress piling up and plans failing, i really wonder if there should be any anticipation. tell me what should i do next, plan my schedule fer me if you want me to be a part of it.

everytime a new picture appears, everything gets so foreign. change is the only constant.

"nothing lasts forever." i've been hearing this sentence fer upteen times. why?

this is noted down fer my bf just in case he needs to recall any.

there's no more CAs left. only with 1 lab report (15%?) which the practical would only be held on the last week of school.

i'll apply visa either first or 2nd week of nov. depending on school schedule becos i'm fully packed with practicals fer the 1st week of nov, which ish the 2nd last week of school. (gawd knows why lecturers ar failures in planning timetables.)

my exams start on the 24th of nov (1 more month to our 2nd anniversary!), next paper on the next day (25th), following on the 27th and last paper on the 2nd dec.

3rd, 4th, 5th would be busy days trying to exchange money, buying necessities and packing luggage.

6th dec, i'll shall meet you at pudong airport with a big smile on my face. (= yuppie!

just caught high school musical 3.

duper funny hamster.




and zac efron ish sooooo omg suave.

but to me, my boy's so much more the heart throb.

sorry baby, gotta dig out a really old picture from you. hee.

i found this from one's profile at sdu (http://www.lovebyte.org.sg/)

I seek for a long term relationship which is binded by love, trust and sincerity. Personally, I ve good feelings for girls who are relatively tall, slim and have sharp features. In terms of character, I like girls who are easy going, sincere and generous. To me, communication is the most important thing in a relationship. As a couple, I believe that both sides should be receptive to hearing about both the good and bad things about each other. It is not the utmost importance to be like minded. However, it is important to be able to respect and embrace each other differences.

Looking For Age: 20 to 28

Seriously this MR, must have not been thinking clearly when sending his application. do you think a girl of such calibre needs sdu to help her search fer a good man?

the end of this year would allow the grants of my wishlist

01* [ ]A Better 08'
02* [ ]Bliss & Happiness
03* [ ]X Overflushed

05* [ ]Study Harder
06* [ ]44 Kilos
09* [ ]Memories To Last
10* [ ]Peektures
14* [ ]Wallet
15* [ ]Patent/Leather Coin Pouch
16* [ ]Tote

and most importantly, the last of all,

19* [ ]C.X

its all gonna happen during december! i hope its gonna be a great trip.

worst rebonding nightmare. i knew it when my hairdresser was doing tricks. =(

missing him lots. nothing can take away that feeling. been trying not to think about him but he's just there. he's getting further and there's nothing i can do now. i just wish he was right beside me.

months without a narcissitic moment. i'm still young, so why waste the youth? nothing should bide me down and i've been thinking about it.

1 picture with one too many variations. soon, you'll be sick of my face. haa.













haa. i told you.
okies back to mugging. i'm done plastering my big head all over.

sometimes it feels so dumb. even when its taken away, nobody knows.

still awake and thinking about something.

its the time of the month, feeling the blues. sadly, alone and used to it.

i'm not a blog reader.

unhealthy mel has officially fainted in a public bus after numerous attempts (thrice?). what an embrassing low sugar moment. now, i have a huge phobia standing in buses, smrt ones. helplessly, you only have yurself to depend on.

i wish fer a braun epilator, canon ixus, ds lite, painless wisdom tooth extraction, a trip to disneyland.

immuno lab today was fruitful. not in terms of what kinda of theory they went through fer 5 hours but it reminded me of days during poly.

what the hell is wrong with singtel. been constantly having connection problems every single night fer almost a week. damn you! we're not paying so much fer this kinda of lousy service.

there's a few friends i really miss, infact has been missing fer a long long time. shamefully i have to admit that we're all drifting away and sadly, that's something we can't control. especially when people starts walking different paths and having different goals. i'm just lucky to have met them and at least memories still stays clear in my heart.

is the sweet sweeter when its given to you or when you ask fer it?

take away the practicality, i have always wanted to live in a fairytale, who doesn't?

make me feel loved.

what a great season.

heroes season 3 just came out.

there's gossip girls, the hills on monday.

there's privileged, 90210 on tuesday.

there's antm season 11 on wednesday.

there's project runway season 5.

there's top design.

what more can i ask right? especially when he's not around.

another night gone mugging fer immunology. not exactly having fun with it but i just realised that whatever killed me during poly was just merely 5 lectures here. i hope it won't be 'mel's bane of life no.2'.  time's short. 32 hrs more to go... i just hope it'll get over soon. CAs ar taxing! they stop me from dividing my attention fer other modules. and hope that my mill wouldn't over-run tomorrow again.

i need some alone time, i might be drifting away.

please cut this distance away.

no more disneyland, fireworks at the magical night, fairy tales.

i miss the jewel in my life.

before i head to bed, some pictures taken this week. it was actually quite a great week besides mugging hard fer pharmaco's CA which did paid off well, the tedious biotech first practical and the thought of immuno's CA next week. how many times have i not mention immuno. dread it cos the notes ish almost crap though i really hope its just as it loooks.

yeah, we rushed to the airport to send chancy off to london. uhhhh, with envy.

tell me if its still the same.

i have no idea why i'm looking at my nussu diary at this hour and actually planning my exam timetable revision slots. gosh...

was suppose to hopefully read through all my immunology notes today. but i ended up stuck after the practical notes. then, i spent the whole day with my eyes closed. i have no idea how tired i am. but it's only 12 midnight and i feel lyke sleeping already. hai. so much fer a non-productive day. how am i gonna face that 30% immunology CA next week? i wish i could skip lab next week and stay home most of the days, 睡到自然醒 and mug. everything was push to study week, but time would never not work yur way.

i dunch lyke when things get mudane and you have to get used to stuffs.

i'm getting old i know.

i hate times when i feel melancholic (there's so many worries on and off) and i have to pull up myself.

we should all learn to be smiling, inside our hearts.

my wisdom tooth ulcer hurts duper badly.

gossip girls season 2 ish back. weeeeee!