we caught 'hancock' yesterday after a long wait fer a better movie. the choice was mine with will smith producing really good films lately. hancock was 3 stars, maybe another half with will smith being the lead. the story was twisting, heroic, hilarious, hrmp... the power woman was hot and probably just all. another 17 days before baby's leaving. darn, the countdown makes it seem lyke there's no few secs left.

anyway, here's pictures taken by my photographer with his new canon s5.

my photographer.


rockiest road.

eeeewwwuu... those slimy eyes. would have been better with contacts, eyeliner, fake eyelashes. haa.

what a 'nice' caught in unglam action shot.

probably the best picture outta the night.

subtly, you blew kisses into my heart.

the ERP girl.


thanks baby fer keeping grins.

even before you could count the days left, i'll be here by myself.

could we go out on a date with purple umbrella?

i really really miss baskin robbins but sadly they ar nowhere found in singapore. (update: the website claims they do have it in singapore. ?? clueless. anybody?) why why why? i absolutely love their chocolate, chocolate fudge, or anything chocolately. simply love it so much that i had to have it everywhere i went during my last overseas trip. icecream at below o' degrees korea and summer heating bangkok. even kl has it, sad. they should replace haagen daz cos it seems that only the price is increasing and not the quality nor quantity. you pay fer some ridiculous 8.90 per scoop. the taste and flavour is definitely not worth that price anymore. baskin robbins has 31 different flavours while ben and jerry has really crazy and cool ingredients, what do you have to offer?


http://www.baskinrobbins.com/



i do hope shanghai has baskin robbins.

impromtu-date with the girls.

ladies night at ma-maison.

our favourite cha-soba salad. yummy!

mei's fav cheese~

mushroom cream omu-rice

didn't took a picture of my squid-ink pasta. definitely not a inch near pasta brava's.

i dunch know if you've once read this or has it caught yur mind. i was watching this romance movie (nothing drastic fer the faint heart as he's not around) and heard that song. heart, by stars. i flipped through, search and found this written just fer you.



and there's just one thing i'm sure of this time if whatever fails, i'll still be in love with you.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Hm7vWmFSEU


if you could keep it in yur heart...

if you dunch ever feel safe inside yur man's drive, ditch him. fer real! i use to hear celebrities talking about why they chose to marry that guy of their dreams, maybe not exactly of their dreams but that man just particularly makes her feel ultimately safe with his control over the wheels. i know truely get the feeling. i'm not asking to date taxi drivers, they ar paid and oblige to make it a safe ride fer you. my dad makes me wanna think twice sitting his car every single time. my baby? is the first man that i have complete trust on.

there's just one sentence one speaks which trembles my heart.

my life is one part of a whole. you complete my other.

how weekends have we left?

the thing that cuts down romance? lotsa work, little time, extreme tiredness.

i stare in blank.

after all these years, there's still this huge stress upon my shoulders with the thought that he's always demanding something from me, judging me as aways. i'm tired.

i'm really amaze with my own tolerance.

i know it has been long since i last blogged. even my baby has been blogging so religously more than me lately. this is probably my slackest holiday besides the one i had just before i entered NUS. after not been able to search fer any lab interns, i have my other reasons fer keeping myself unrestricted by obligations. any-o-ways, baby and i got a canon s5 today which was something really delightful fer his coming 159 days in CHINA trip. and thanks to baby's friend, i've been indulging in wii fer just these couple of days.

alrighty, my dog needs my company in bed now. ciaos.

http://mediaclub.stomp.com.sg/hotstuff/view/page/1

The STOMPer says the event, which was held in a booth the size of a 5-room HDB flat, was also poorly organised."The booths were poorly set up, and the only supplements were a series of talks. Shouldn't a world-renowned Faculty organise an event more befitting to their reputation?

"Also, in March, I visited another open house organised by NUS. I was disappointed as the talks were targeted towards 'A' level graduates," he says.


i can't help but to agree. comparing the difference between a tea session by NUS and NTU, you'll get the picture. not that i had any experience with my lecturers when they had their mini welcome talk (there was only 1 there fer the main talk and seen none outside the lecture hall, the students were only there to get good looking people fer camps, maybe its just the scale, maybe its just me within that whole list of others i don't belong to.), but the NTU talk was a lovable session with really approachable lecturers sharing lotsa thoughts about their personal experiences and opinions. we spent so much time asking questions and even their students weren't spared. judging from the scale, manpower placed, money spent, i guess we should all know that a very reputable place does not exactly require efforts to get people making a choice bwt them over the others. its a brand and i'm sure we all realise that one fine day. whether ish there a difference in that foreign land, we'll just find out somehow.

i need goodbye kisses.

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-4524/A-Moment-To-Remember-Movie-Episode-1.html

if you're willing to shed some tears, enjoy.

when the age adds on, you start worrying about many many other things and that includes health. yur age adds on with increased risks to everything. health equates to money. why? simply because its medical bills ar a killa.

with a few occasions and events, i slept and dreamt, woke and slept, slept, dreamt and woke, going through the cycle a numerous but still countable times and began to feel sucha sore. yeah, i'm getting really bored, till the extend that its sucha chore, i starting feeling the 'should have never came to mind", aimless and yups, perfectly useless. its just about finding the balance in life, and it does not seem any better if yur boyfriend ish competently and diligently making himself fully occupied in school, still at this hour. just as long as my man doesn't start grumbling that i'm totally useless, i can still type a few reports if you need me to or at least my brain does not start to rust.

despite my efforts trying to explain myself, it still beats picking up a song, trying to sing it, or dance the tune, exposing yur flaws on television at this hour. there, i absolutely adore their courage and that's all.

baby ish leaving fer 22 weeks. 22 weeks ish so hard to digest. its gonna be so hard missing him.

shocked and disbelief. disappointed. why does it always have to turn out this way. disheartened, it makes me feel lyke giving up once again. i thought i was used to it, but then after i realise, no! this should not happen, its not fair, i'm soooooo cursed. no, i do not lyke it when my efforts deem to nowhere. argh! maybe i'm just meant to be that stepping block baby always mention.

ish it human nature to step on one in order to make yurself seem better? do you really need stepping grounds in life?

i feel so awful, i could hardly to get any rest.

why do the good guys always get dumped while the good girls always get cheated? is this the so called nature of balance?

i think i've lost count the 24th due to neglection. happy 17th.

i do not understand why would someone twist my words or anyone would thought that i've badmouth one. what kinda of era is this? college? you can backoff me, block me on msn, delete my contacts all you want to. if this is a friendship you do not value, there's nothing i can do about it. besides, if i would really just come up with all these sorts of crap, trust me, it's gonna be infront of yur face. and a good advice, maybe you should start judging that person you've been listening to. if you hate someone just because you heard gossips from another person and make fun of that person every now and then, shame on you.

my dog kisses me more than my bf does.

分开是为了等待重逢,

经历过考验的爱情才能牢固,

才是真爱的开始.

i dunch wanna say goodbye...

it felt lyke a short holiday over the long weekend. only w/o actual relaxation and instead, bug attack, running around places and bbq with the boy's family. as long as he's around.

Women tend to get carried away by things they cannot see," a man said to me. "Unpredictable as the tides, light as air."

Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

baby suggested that it would be great to spend another birthday on a foreign island. 1 special winter this time round? we'll see if wishes comes true. you know the mushy stuffs. any where ish fine just with baby around. but still, winter + holiday + birthday + baby = delightful combi!

Haven't blog in a long while. I caught doomsday after my 3rd exam last last sat, had sakae buffet with sharks last wednesday, met my girlies on thursday evening, short dinner with old friends and iron man just few hours ago with my beloved.

Photos from the short celebration fer all their birthdays.

After some careful scouting and selection, i chose Royal Copenhagen Tea Lounge. The food was a-okay. The cakes were fabulous, blueberry cheesecake to be specific. I had no idea how to rate the scones because it didn't really caught any of my tastebud but i do think the jam was delicious.

where will you be on the 8th August 2008? 08/08/08

i love my boyfriend man, love my boyfriend man, absolutely love my boyfriend man.

last winter, my very first winter.

throughout the korea trip, baby kept running thru my mind and every second, i picture myself with him cuddling beside me.

i miss winter, im gonna miss him when he's not around...







ferris wheel, the cold, the chill brings you to a fairytale wonderland.

i love you so.

my man has been very supportive thru and i hope i won't disappoint him. so its my last paper tml, i really wonder what's gonna happen next. plan my days or include me in. thankew.

sometimes i wonder if its just people being too rich and willing to be cheated/rip off, or lacking of ability to source. there's this spree organiser offering ridiculous priced candies and chocolates and with dumb ladies recognising the effort. jellybeans doesn't need 7 bucks fer that expensive first class flights, even the school coop and ntuc sells them at merely less than 4 bucks. reese's peanut butter chocolate doesn't need 3.20 per packet because they dunch sit in the plane's fridge during their hours of flight here. it only cost me 1.40 per packet and i have 2 dozens on them reaching my mailbox soon. are girls naturally too stupid or what?

extracted.



grandest and smallest gestures of love, random acts of classic or over-the-top romance will still make a difference in someone's life.

there was once this comment one told me regarding how both doesn't seem close lyke its suppose to be. it really sets me wondering why still. seeking fer the truth might not be the best way out here. sometimes its really just a mutual thing. you may not have to show it to the whole world, but do the least.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3bqof7qtsjw&feature=related

love.

24th is so over.

i just spent the last 3 hours looking fer gifts. i guess i ought to be shot fer not completing mircob's lab revision tonight. eeeks. i'm thinking of a coach bag fer mother's day.... hrmp. should i or should i not? a few hours ago during dinner, she did hinted that coach's handbag looks kinda nice actually.

anyway, i'm so tempted to get this fer myself.



argh. lemmings...

i love my boyfriend. and it doesn't feel good everytime it reads in my mind that he's leaving fer 6 months.

yearning fer either the bluebox with white ribbons (tiff and co.) or grey box with sliver ribbons (agnes b.) - agnes b logo with a heart or star ring/necklace.

you can say that i'm materialistic but if i was, i would have gotten them right next to me. and the reason fer not doing so ish simple. those ar gifts with significance that could last probably forever. gifts, you get it?

tells a story.

http://weddings.bobbyleong.net/#

really sad and disappointed. i just feel so cursed. but what can i do to cut off the pain?

every single week, i wish i could meet my girls. but every single week, something crops up. and there goes weeks and months. and now another month till exams ar over. argh...

it's the last week of school and yet there's still prac to attend, lab report to hand in, CA2 to come along on the very last day of school. cool yeah? with my first paper next saturday.

many times you weep before you close yur eyes. many times you weep upon hearing a sad song. many times you weep fer feeling alone. many times you weep through a romance movie, reminiscing about love. many times those thoughts linger and you weep subtlety. many times you try talking but nobody's listening, you drop a tear, go silence fer a few moments, yet its just not there.

4.20 in the morning. should the mugging stop?

would you write a 871 days diary fer someone?

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d08X2lN669k&feature=PlayList&p=AFF6F2DC317ECC5E&index=1

absolutely meaningful.

wishing that i'm always by yur side.

frustrated with school, frustrated with life, frustrated with future, frustrated with myself. in the brink of slow death. who can pick me up along the way? i really do not wish to tag on the road on my own. emo day i know. i hope i'll get better.

Overall conclusion - my dad is a dangerous driver who had just made a day for someone unlucky.

i'm not exactly very busy. but judging on the hours spent on my organiser, you can sorta know how pack things ar going to be till 6th may.

we caught rule #1 last saturday.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OQtVsTpDQQ&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0uGIb90S-M&feature=related

omg, i almost fainted watching this.

can never imagine that BIG hole and bump left.

what if it's twins? i guess i'll probably faint halfway squeezing. and why do they have to cut yur pp lyke it doesn't hurt? will they sew them back? oh dear.

someone... bring me to see dolphins. kwute...

i can't see my future. can you?

if you have been wondering...

i haven't had a clue about it.

all i know ish i have 3CAs, 1 lab report and 1 assignment due this month.

i just dunch wanna think about anything else. but you're willing to cheer me up, lighten me up a lil, please do so...

i miss my man.

just caught this somewhere and found it teed-weed-beautiful.

sharing the full story , calling on friends

When we are going through a difficult time, we may hesitate to call even our best friends because we don’t want to burden them with our troubles. This can be especially true if we’ve been going through a series of challenges, and we’re starting to feel as if we sound like a broken record. It is important to remember that at times like these our friends sincerely want to be there for us whenever they can. We can always check with them to make sure it’s a good time for them before we start talking, and if it’s not a good time, we can call back at another time, or call another friend.

We know for ourselves that when we have a good friend, we don’t want them to suffer alone when we are just a phone call away. We want them to call us and share their sorrows with us, as well as their joys, because this is what sharing a life through friendship is about. It is at our lowest points that we really need to rely on our friends without worrying that we are a burden. If you are feeling self-conscious about having a tough time, you can bring this fact into the conversation by acknowledging it. Chances are your friend will reassure you that she is happy to be there for you. In fact, rather than feeling taxed, most of us feel better when we have helped a friend simply by listening empathically while they share their feelings.

Without our friends, we would be hard pressed to get through the tough times and celebrate the good ones. If we leave our friends out of our process when the going gets tough, our friendships can begin to feel shallow. On the other hand, when we include our friends in the full story of our life—the good, the bad, and the ugly—we build authentic relationships in which we can be who we truly are. When we do this, we invite our friends to bring their whole selves to the relationship as well.

i'm alone by the window.

Relient K - Give Until There's Nothing Left



No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much is too much to give you
Well, I may never know so I'll just give until there's nothing else

Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give

No one told me how bad I need you (I need you)
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself (all by myself)
And I want all you have to offer (to offer)
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else

Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left

Sometimes it seems like all I ever do
Is ask for things until I ask too much of you
But that's not the way (that's not the way)
I wanna live (I wanna live)
I need to change (I need to change)
Yeah something's gotta give
Yeah something's gotta...

Give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give, give until there's nothing left
I'll give

just two days ago, it suddenly shot up my mind yearning fer a home with our own privacy, our own control over time. when will we reach that age?

remember how they always laugh at singapore men being too mudane and practical? how they say let's buy a hdb flat together instead of baby, i love you and i wanna provide shelter fer you fer as long as i'm breathing. but if a man is willing to build a home just fer you, wouldn't that have meant alot already? though we might always want to indulge in a lil romance and fairy tale. just lyke how much it keeps yur smile glowing with that i love you in the morning.

i'm not blogging yet, i've been momentary hurt and have deadlines to meet every single week till they call off this semester, literally just every single week. i dunch feel a inch to think about it anymore.

i know i've been looking really haggard lately, if it seems that i've been ignoring you in anyway, just take note that it's done un-intentionally and blame it on the toothache. it's getting better though, why wouldn't it? with >1k spent? money makes the bad seem better right? puke!

i just wanna catch the leapyears and cuddle kiki to bed fer another thousand lightyears. when will it reciprocate?

i nearly lost my conscious this morning. with difficulty to breathe, breaking cold sweat, losing vision and everything pixelated. i dunch know if its the painkillers or my health deteriorating but i really hate this feeling that i'm growing weak. everything needs money. gawd.

i have a toothache and its cutting my patience off everything. i can't even concentrate mugging fer amino acid breakdown.

somehow my tooth hurts ever since the erupting wisdom tooth. now the bottom right set keeps haunting me. my cramps hurt and i find it so hard to breathe. all at a wrong time when i need to concentrate mugging. but i'll feel better with baby just by my side.

it's a few hours of 1st of march and this ish very random, i just wanna say that i love him so.