and so our family has named them, London, Milan and Paris. Paris is my black baby. Haa.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
just won the bid of the jeans i'm lemming for. becos i was fed-up that i couldn't bid the cheaper auction due to seller blocking asian's account. so before driving i bidded fer one of the auction out of anger. and when i'm back, i won the bid. luckily the price didn't go up to my max. shipping ish still ex though, i really hope i could fit into the jeans. if not my 145 bucks will be wasted! quite cheap though. the original price of the jeans ish 215 USD.



Victoria Beckham Rock & Republic’s London Crown Jeans
i think it's damn nice!! have been trying to bid successful fer the whole week.
and yeah, my purple hobo has arrived. got it at a real cheap price.
Victoria Beckham Rock & Republic’s London Crown Jeans
i think it's damn nice!! have been trying to bid successful fer the whole week.
and yeah, my purple hobo has arrived. got it at a real cheap price.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
oooh, my brikenstock was suppose to arrive on friday but heck nobody was at home to recieve it. therefore, i got my brikenstock today. yuppie. but seriously i wasn't as excited as before. and i still think my pop energy ish much more nicer than the silver i got. cos the buckle was suppose to be dark brown and yet it turn out silver. blargh. nonetheless, i'm still into the 2006 collection. and will definitely lemming fer one more pair.

and yeah, my hollister skirt has arrived too and it's ooooh fantastic!

pictures of my rabbits will be postponed once again. cos i'm damn lazy and busy shopping.
i guess it's my wishlist should change.
and yeah, my hollister skirt has arrived too and it's ooooh fantastic!
pictures of my rabbits will be postponed once again. cos i'm damn lazy and busy shopping.
i guess it's my wishlist should change.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Saturday, September 03, 2005
am seriously losing track of what i bought online recently. i need to write it down somewhere. cos am paying and paying non-stop but not getting any at all yet.


Am gonna sew up "IM" there.



hollister sparkle mini. the best reward of all.
yups yups. and my madrids!!!
gosh, i hope everything reaches my house in good condition.
i guess king ish gonna keep cursing upon seeing this.
should i do a count check too?
AE Cheerup T + AE Almost Handsome T = 45.07 + 11.53 = S$56.60
AE I'm His T = S$29.59
Hollister Mini = S$48.59
Madrid = S$58.70
Total DAMAGE= S$193.48
looking at it, shall conclude that shipping doesn't come cheap.
and please don't ask me where does the money come from. cos seriously am in doubt too. eeeeks. broke le la. but still wanna get my BAGS!
Am gonna sew up "IM" there.
hollister sparkle mini. the best reward of all.
yups yups. and my madrids!!!
gosh, i hope everything reaches my house in good condition.
i guess king ish gonna keep cursing upon seeing this.
should i do a count check too?
AE Cheerup T + AE Almost Handsome T = 45.07 + 11.53 = S$56.60
AE I'm His T = S$29.59
Hollister Mini = S$48.59
Madrid = S$58.70
Total DAMAGE= S$193.48
looking at it, shall conclude that shipping doesn't come cheap.
and please don't ask me where does the money come from. cos seriously am in doubt too. eeeeks. broke le la. but still wanna get my BAGS!
Friday, September 02, 2005
yeah, i couldn't find my fcuk tee. shucks. guess still gotta wait.
oooh and am utterly disappointed today. with what?
with SUPERSTAR result.
i could only say,
"the blinds vote fer the blind. what a blind world."
don't provoke me fer nth, am sure alot of non-superstar entertainers agree with me.
shall post some pics of my lovely rabbies soon. maybe tml? when i'm free of my crappy LSSS test?
oooh and am utterly disappointed today. with what?
with SUPERSTAR result.
i could only say,
"the blinds vote fer the blind. what a blind world."
don't provoke me fer nth, am sure alot of non-superstar entertainers agree with me.
shall post some pics of my lovely rabbies soon. maybe tml? when i'm free of my crappy LSSS test?
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Monday, August 29, 2005
saturday was kinda rush. king didn't had to complete his confinement. and so the day began.

the duper cute cake we got fer his sis belated bday. ice cream cake heh heh. so guilty after eating it.
we caught the maid at our usual place. but it ain't very nice. perhaps i wasn't really watching afterall. haa. my eyes were either close or i was concentrating on my nachos.
dinner was at outback steakhouse. not sure if i got the restuarant name correctly. food was not bad. very australian style. but jack place's black pepper steak ish much more delicious. the meal was filling though we didn't order much. and one thing i don't lyke about western meals ish they make me ultra thristy.


the duper cute cake we got fer his sis belated bday. ice cream cake heh heh. so guilty after eating it.
we caught the maid at our usual place. but it ain't very nice. perhaps i wasn't really watching afterall. haa. my eyes were either close or i was concentrating on my nachos.
dinner was at outback steakhouse. not sure if i got the restuarant name correctly. food was not bad. very australian style. but jack place's black pepper steak ish much more delicious. the meal was filling though we didn't order much. and one thing i don't lyke about western meals ish they make me ultra thristy.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
my bad habit ish getting worst and starting to kick. gosh, my friends shld know how often i purchase new bags, hangbags and any of that kind. and now, i'm totally hook with branded ones. i mean though i used to adore them, they ar still untouchables. hrmp, am totally addicted to them now. their lovely cutting, material and superb quality. yummmy...


and lastest arrival. it's sooooo suitable fer school. eeeks. someone please go to hk and get one AAA grade fer me. hahaha.

and pumps. argh...

give me a reason fer not being in love. hmmmm, i know! am poor, could not afford therefore shouldn't even think about it. haa.
king would probably faint knowing my thought of it. whahaha.
ookies ookies. it's time to get in bed.
and lastest arrival. it's sooooo suitable fer school. eeeks. someone please go to hk and get one AAA grade fer me. hahaha.
and pumps. argh...
give me a reason fer not being in love. hmmmm, i know! am poor, could not afford therefore shouldn't even think about it. haa.
king would probably faint knowing my thought of it. whahaha.
ookies ookies. it's time to get in bed.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
i feel myself drifting apart. i ain't got any interest in studying though i've term paper dued and 3 tests ahead. plus examinations in 2 weeks time. my heart feels nested and my brain ish seriously lack of oxygen. my head ish ultimately heavy fer no reason and i really feel awful.
firstly, king got his first confinement thanks to his known only fer 3 days buddy and he ish not coming back fer sat night. sad hur hur.
secondly, i've recieved an email from my very duper weird but friendly lecturer about UOW offering scholarships fer singaporeans. and there it goes, looking at my past 4 semester of results. blargh, i'll tell you. last sem was terrible. initially when i wanted to go through everything, i really felt happy with a C+ for my immunology. but looking at my grade point average and comparing it with my last 3 semester. the only word i could blurt out ish 'FUCK'. unknowingly, my 4th semester result slip wasn't even touch at all. and when i tore out the sides and peep at my grade point today, damn! it was even lower than what i had remembered.
even so, i'm still lucky enough to be qualified fer the degree. i didn't realise they expected that much from a biotechnology student though. and there goes my third point with the verge of crying through solemnize thoughts. am i really prepared to get into another path of my life? i hate changing lifestyles to suit the environment. i hate the times where i had to make decisions on my future when i'm still living peacefully. and most importantly, i do not wish to study in australia. i don't dream of studying there becos i don't really enjoy the culture there. even so, will i be able to leave my family and king fer 2 years? 2 weeks without them ish sucha torture. 2 years? especially when king ish not IT savy at all. eeeeeks. am freaking out with the thought of it.
4th, with so many complaints, do i actually have the power to make those choices? who knows? i might not even qualify fer any. will i be able to get into a local U? with so many question marks bombarding my mind, i really feel lyke giving up.
but of cos', i would normally spurt and never give up. shall look into these matters when i'm free of exam troubles.
2 years fer a degree course should be a-o-kay.
and man, i'll tell you. the school logo fer UOW ish sooooooo alike from ngee ann's.
firstly, king got his first confinement thanks to his known only fer 3 days buddy and he ish not coming back fer sat night. sad hur hur.
secondly, i've recieved an email from my very duper weird but friendly lecturer about UOW offering scholarships fer singaporeans. and there it goes, looking at my past 4 semester of results. blargh, i'll tell you. last sem was terrible. initially when i wanted to go through everything, i really felt happy with a C+ for my immunology. but looking at my grade point average and comparing it with my last 3 semester. the only word i could blurt out ish 'FUCK'. unknowingly, my 4th semester result slip wasn't even touch at all. and when i tore out the sides and peep at my grade point today, damn! it was even lower than what i had remembered.
even so, i'm still lucky enough to be qualified fer the degree. i didn't realise they expected that much from a biotechnology student though. and there goes my third point with the verge of crying through solemnize thoughts. am i really prepared to get into another path of my life? i hate changing lifestyles to suit the environment. i hate the times where i had to make decisions on my future when i'm still living peacefully. and most importantly, i do not wish to study in australia. i don't dream of studying there becos i don't really enjoy the culture there. even so, will i be able to leave my family and king fer 2 years? 2 weeks without them ish sucha torture. 2 years? especially when king ish not IT savy at all. eeeeeks. am freaking out with the thought of it.
4th, with so many complaints, do i actually have the power to make those choices? who knows? i might not even qualify fer any. will i be able to get into a local U? with so many question marks bombarding my mind, i really feel lyke giving up.
but of cos', i would normally spurt and never give up. shall look into these matters when i'm free of exam troubles.
2 years fer a degree course should be a-o-kay.
and man, i'll tell you. the school logo fer UOW ish sooooooo alike from ngee ann's.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
my naughty ashlee gave birth to 3 babies. so that shall explain why she's in such a foul mood lately. and they actually have the same birth date as me. the 19th. wooo, i really hope they will survive though we didn't actually expected them to breed. and i was seriously dis-encouraging ashlee and her husband to be ever placed together. they sleep in different cages and never had the chance to play together. i guess dad was not listening to be instructions properly.

Friday, August 19, 2005
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
yadaa yadaa, i met a crazy guy today! i didn't want to talk about it but the more i think about it, the more i think he is crazy.
and so this guy i first saw at the atm machine right behind me. he was in a gloomy and fcuking mood. seriously it shows by his looks. perhaps he just gotten fired at work or some girl wouldn't want to agree to his date.
and worst still, he stays just at my block. my goodness.
i was waiting fer the lift and there he came behind me. and so i was infront of the lift and when the door open, he rush inside and shut the door right after he press '4' with his fat fingers without waiting for me to get in the lift. that was ultimate rude and the door shut right after i went in. so i spurted out "what a rude person". and guess what? he stared at me fiercely and crazy-ly, "shut up, do you have a problem, miss?" and with a classic reply, "was i talking?" and there he goes in this duper slow motion speech, "oooooooooooooooh, isssssssssh it? i think i heard wrongly thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn." i didn't felt any fear that time and i don't know why. all i know that ish he's mad and rude. luckily he left at 4th storey. i should have called dad to let him learn some manners.
but of cos, i do NOT want to meet such a person again. could shorten my life.
and so this guy i first saw at the atm machine right behind me. he was in a gloomy and fcuking mood. seriously it shows by his looks. perhaps he just gotten fired at work or some girl wouldn't want to agree to his date.
and worst still, he stays just at my block. my goodness.
i was waiting fer the lift and there he came behind me. and so i was infront of the lift and when the door open, he rush inside and shut the door right after he press '4' with his fat fingers without waiting for me to get in the lift. that was ultimate rude and the door shut right after i went in. so i spurted out "what a rude person". and guess what? he stared at me fiercely and crazy-ly, "shut up, do you have a problem, miss?" and with a classic reply, "was i talking?" and there he goes in this duper slow motion speech, "oooooooooooooooh, isssssssssh it? i think i heard wrongly thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn." i didn't felt any fear that time and i don't know why. all i know that ish he's mad and rude. luckily he left at 4th storey. i should have called dad to let him learn some manners.
but of cos, i do NOT want to meet such a person again. could shorten my life.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
i went thru my napfa test today after puking my dinner fer two nights. so there was i merely passing all basic obstacles. why? knowing the fact i would barely pass my 2.4km. how could you possibly run if you have not been doing so fer the past 4 years and you eat without any limits? yeah, perhaps it's my perfect excuse. eh, but it's pretty amazing that i finished the 5th round at near 16mins. heloo? i was expecting myself to be in the 4th round at near 18mins. haa.
poor king ish going fer his field trip tml morning and i pray hard that it doesn't rain. omgawd, it better don't. i don't wanna miss two straight nights with him though i have two major written test going on the following week. am gonna rush all my work this weekend just fer my yummy king. 2 reports, 1 stats report and a btn term paper. gosh, i really needa calm down and work forward.
brother came and pick me up fer my laptop and we secretly took this big flag home. shall post some pictures of it tml. hee.
poor king ish going fer his field trip tml morning and i pray hard that it doesn't rain. omgawd, it better don't. i don't wanna miss two straight nights with him though i have two major written test going on the following week. am gonna rush all my work this weekend just fer my yummy king. 2 reports, 1 stats report and a btn term paper. gosh, i really needa calm down and work forward.
brother came and pick me up fer my laptop and we secretly took this big flag home. shall post some pictures of it tml. hee.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
am not feeling well tonight and only king knows why.
i miss my king. and fer a sec, i hope i could go to field camp with him.
by the way, why is perfect ten playing korean music in the middle of the night.
had quite a week relaxing and gotta rush fer assignments this weekend again. blargh. why is this always the case.
i miss my king. and fer a sec, i hope i could go to field camp with him.
by the way, why is perfect ten playing korean music in the middle of the night.
had quite a week relaxing and gotta rush fer assignments this weekend again. blargh. why is this always the case.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
you know i hate taking pics recently and i'm ultimately lazy. plus the fact, i think i look darn restless these days. here's a pic to prove my point.

i know how my blog used to fill with heavy bandwidth of my shopping loots and daily self-adore pics. no longer here eh. cos lyke i've said, things have changed the way i blog. till the day i feel that i look much better and feel much better. i will make full use of my poor camera.

happy poly friends.!
i know how my blog used to fill with heavy bandwidth of my shopping loots and daily self-adore pics. no longer here eh. cos lyke i've said, things have changed the way i blog. till the day i feel that i look much better and feel much better. i will make full use of my poor camera.
happy poly friends.!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
am very happy with the shopping loot i got recently.
the zara purple shrug. although ain't the actual one i wanted but it's still a-o-kay.

two cheap fox peach tops i've bought today. whew.
the rainbow-ed color victorian gem.
perfect couple keychains.
gojane white tiered mini skirt.
and lastly, my ultimate delight. the black paul frank flip flops king got fer me today!
whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
am still craving fer my miss me jeans, bebe big rhinestone top and that topshop shoulder bag that caught my eye today.
the zara purple shrug. although ain't the actual one i wanted but it's still a-o-kay.
two cheap fox peach tops i've bought today. whew.
the rainbow-ed color victorian gem.
perfect couple keychains.
gojane white tiered mini skirt.
and lastly, my ultimate delight. the black paul frank flip flops king got fer me today!
whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
am still craving fer my miss me jeans, bebe big rhinestone top and that topshop shoulder bag that caught my eye today.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
why do i these days recieve absurd news. haa.
i was looking thru my no longer in use yahoo mail and i found this.
FROM: MR CHEUNG PUI(cheung_pui72001@coolkiwi.com)
Dear Friend, Let me start by introducing myself. I am Mr. Cheung Pui director of operations of the Hang Seng Bank Ltd,Hong kong. I have an obscured business suggestion for you.
Before the U.S and Iraqi war, our client Major Fadi Basem who was with the Iraqi forces and also business man made a numbered, fixed deposit for 18 calendar months, with a value of Twenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars only in my branch. Upon maturity several notice was sent to him, even during the war early last year. Again after the war another notification was sent and still no response came from him. We later find out that the Major and his family had been killed during the war in bomb blast that hit their home .After further investigation it was also discovered that Major Fadi Basem did not declare any next of kin in his official papers including the paper workof his bank deposit. And he also confided in me the last time he was at my office that no one except me knew of his deposit in my bank.
So,T wenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars is still lying in my bank and no one will ever come forward to claim it. What bothers me most is that according to the laws of my country, at the expiration 4 years the funds will revert to the ownership of the Hong Kong Government if nobody applies to claim the funds. Against this backdrop, my suggestion to you is that I will like you as a foreigner to stand as the next of kin to Major Fadi Basem so that you will be able to receive his funds.
WHAT IS TO BE DONE: I want you to know that I have had everything planned out so that we shall come out successful. I have contacted anattorney that will prepare the necessary document that will back you up as the next of kin to Major Fadi Basem , all that is required from you at this stage is for you to provide me with your Full Names and Address so that the attorney can commence his job. After you have been made the next of kin, the attorney will also fill in for claims on your behalf and secure the necessary approval and letter of probate in your favor for the move of the funds to an account that will be provided by you.
There is no risk involved at all in the matter as we are going adopt a legalized method and the attorney will prepare all the necessary documents. Please endeavor to observe utmost discretion in all matters concerning this issue. Once the funds have been transferred to your nominated bank account we shall share in the ratio of 70% for me, 30% for you . Should you be interested please send me your full names and current residential address and I will prefer you to reach me on the email address below;Email:(http://us.f528.mail.yahoo.com/ym/Compose?To=cheung_pui72001@coolkiwi.com&YY=90212&order=up&sort=date&pos=0&view=a&head=b)Finally, after that i shall provide you with more details of this operation. Your earliest response to this letter will be appreciated. Kind Regards, Mr. Cheung Pui.
so i've told yur story to every single person who reads my blog. ar you gonna sue me?
haa. haa. idiot.
i was looking thru my no longer in use yahoo mail and i found this.
FROM: MR CHEUNG PUI(cheung_pui72001@coolkiwi.com)
Dear Friend, Let me start by introducing myself. I am Mr. Cheung Pui director of operations of the Hang Seng Bank Ltd,Hong kong. I have an obscured business suggestion for you.
Before the U.S and Iraqi war, our client Major Fadi Basem who was with the Iraqi forces and also business man made a numbered, fixed deposit for 18 calendar months, with a value of Twenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars only in my branch. Upon maturity several notice was sent to him, even during the war early last year. Again after the war another notification was sent and still no response came from him. We later find out that the Major and his family had been killed during the war in bomb blast that hit their home .After further investigation it was also discovered that Major Fadi Basem did not declare any next of kin in his official papers including the paper workof his bank deposit. And he also confided in me the last time he was at my office that no one except me knew of his deposit in my bank.
So,T wenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars is still lying in my bank and no one will ever come forward to claim it. What bothers me most is that according to the laws of my country, at the expiration 4 years the funds will revert to the ownership of the Hong Kong Government if nobody applies to claim the funds. Against this backdrop, my suggestion to you is that I will like you as a foreigner to stand as the next of kin to Major Fadi Basem so that you will be able to receive his funds.
WHAT IS TO BE DONE: I want you to know that I have had everything planned out so that we shall come out successful. I have contacted anattorney that will prepare the necessary document that will back you up as the next of kin to Major Fadi Basem , all that is required from you at this stage is for you to provide me with your Full Names and Address so that the attorney can commence his job. After you have been made the next of kin, the attorney will also fill in for claims on your behalf and secure the necessary approval and letter of probate in your favor for the move of the funds to an account that will be provided by you.
There is no risk involved at all in the matter as we are going adopt a legalized method and the attorney will prepare all the necessary documents. Please endeavor to observe utmost discretion in all matters concerning this issue. Once the funds have been transferred to your nominated bank account we shall share in the ratio of 70% for me, 30% for you . Should you be interested please send me your full names and current residential address and I will prefer you to reach me on the email address below;Email:(http://us.f528.mail.yahoo.com/ym/Compose?To=cheung_pui72001@coolkiwi.com&YY=90212&order=up&sort=date&pos=0&view=a&head=b)Finally, after that i shall provide you with more details of this operation. Your earliest response to this letter will be appreciated. Kind Regards, Mr. Cheung Pui.
so i've told yur story to every single person who reads my blog. ar you gonna sue me?
haa. haa. idiot.
remember the times i said i wanted to get fcuk shirts online?
i think i'm gathering orders this time round. and till king lends me his d/card.
http://www.ebay.com.sg/listResults?Gallery=&PageNumber=1&Query=&SearchWorldWide=1&SellerId=shazam8057&browse=0
and i'm kinda interested in ordering brikenstock again.
so it will be www.footshopping.com
plus lastly.
charm bracelets you won't find in singapore.
http://www.ebay.com.sg/listResults?browse=0&Gallery=&Query=&SellerId=cherabella&SearchWorldWide=1&SubmitSearch=Search
enjoy the spree.
i think i'm gathering orders this time round. and till king lends me his d/card.
http://www.ebay.com.sg/listResults?Gallery=&PageNumber=1&Query=&SearchWorldWide=1&SellerId=shazam8057&browse=0
and i'm kinda interested in ordering brikenstock again.
so it will be www.footshopping.com
plus lastly.
charm bracelets you won't find in singapore.
http://www.ebay.com.sg/listResults?browse=0&Gallery=&Query=&SellerId=cherabella&SearchWorldWide=1&SubmitSearch=Search
enjoy the spree.
Thursday, August 04, 2005
why ar the blogs i read today utterly boring? maybe it's just me. so it has been a day stuck at home with many wants to cross the customs fer shopping or watching charlie and the chocolate factory or even as simple as going to bukit panjang plaza to get 'da chang jin'.
i was totally disappointed with my IS project presentation today. but i knew it was coming though i didn't expect it to be worst. and there it goes fer creatively when no groups has it and yet that history teacher said it was excellent. how could it be when the skit was making people falling asleep? you may say am just jealous or whatever kkays. but a skit ish suppose to be light hearted and easy fer viewers. why ish there soooo many speeches about impacts and consequences in a argh reporter or meeting style? history ish boring enough and yet you made it worst.
could somemore please chat with me over the phone today? i miss talking and sharing hearts. or maybe it's king that i'm missing. argh. i'm just bored la.
and please gawd, stop all those boring people from talking to me. and that includes sending me ugly songs.
i was totally disappointed with my IS project presentation today. but i knew it was coming though i didn't expect it to be worst. and there it goes fer creatively when no groups has it and yet that history teacher said it was excellent. how could it be when the skit was making people falling asleep? you may say am just jealous or whatever kkays. but a skit ish suppose to be light hearted and easy fer viewers. why ish there soooo many speeches about impacts and consequences in a argh reporter or meeting style? history ish boring enough and yet you made it worst.
could somemore please chat with me over the phone today? i miss talking and sharing hearts. or maybe it's king that i'm missing. argh. i'm just bored la.
and please gawd, stop all those boring people from talking to me. and that includes sending me ugly songs.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Monday, August 01, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
Thursday, July 28, 2005
you know the taste of satisfaction with yur completed assignment? i'm 98% away from finishing my essay and i'm so proud of myself and my lovely partner. it was sucha a headache to squeeze everything before wednesday so that i could have enough time to accompany my king fer his bookout. i guess it's time fer another war this weekend. imagine i've to squeeze 3 projects in 3 nights just fer king. but lyke i've said. king ish yummy and i will do anything fer him.
remember i once talk about how weird it is fer a group of guys to date the same girl? oooh, it's lyke cheese cloth using again and over again.
how true it is that you only blog about what you want people to know about you. but it's amazing how people lie to their friends and audience. i know that everybody has a secret. but lying on stuffs to keep you on popularity ish so artifical. lying on how much you hate this thing but yet has it, ish so artifical. lying on stuffs to prevent yurself from being seen thru by others ish so miserable.
i don't care how people see in me when i criticize. seriously that's me being straight-forward within that moment of thoughts. at least i don't blog boring diary paragraphs about how my baby doll went missing. blargh, you get my idea. the fact that people who doesn't know you, shouldn't be able to affect you by drawing with a dark charcoal all over yur face.
my thoughts ar random. sometimes they come in a bunch. and craps.
on tuesday, i had this comment from someone in my NEW class that he shouldn't tell me 'smt'. and so he claims that i'm a 'BIG MOUTH'. he's just so lucky that i caught my cool that day. i would have given him a big tight slap fer speaking rubbish infront of me. if i've never spoken more than 1 paragraph to anyone in my class and lecture personally (of cos beside the ones who got transfered with me in this new bunch of lecture). where did the big mouth came from? some guys just do absurd stuffs to catch yur attention.
wala, good dye.
remember i once talk about how weird it is fer a group of guys to date the same girl? oooh, it's lyke cheese cloth using again and over again.
how true it is that you only blog about what you want people to know about you. but it's amazing how people lie to their friends and audience. i know that everybody has a secret. but lying on stuffs to keep you on popularity ish so artifical. lying on how much you hate this thing but yet has it, ish so artifical. lying on stuffs to prevent yurself from being seen thru by others ish so miserable.
i don't care how people see in me when i criticize. seriously that's me being straight-forward within that moment of thoughts. at least i don't blog boring diary paragraphs about how my baby doll went missing. blargh, you get my idea. the fact that people who doesn't know you, shouldn't be able to affect you by drawing with a dark charcoal all over yur face.
my thoughts ar random. sometimes they come in a bunch. and craps.
on tuesday, i had this comment from someone in my NEW class that he shouldn't tell me 'smt'. and so he claims that i'm a 'BIG MOUTH'. he's just so lucky that i caught my cool that day. i would have given him a big tight slap fer speaking rubbish infront of me. if i've never spoken more than 1 paragraph to anyone in my class and lecture personally (of cos beside the ones who got transfered with me in this new bunch of lecture). where did the big mouth came from? some guys just do absurd stuffs to catch yur attention.
wala, good dye.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
am still 800 words, 4 paragraphs away from my targeted scientific essay. "molecular diagnosis of alpha and beta thalassemia" after reading soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many scientific papers since, am totally numb to every single one now. if any of you really wish to go into science, please think twice before doing so. scientific papers are really terrors that you wouldn't want to go through. believe me, they are a billion, billion, billion, million, million, million times tougher than yur average textbook.
Sunday, July 24, 2005
and so the king was back fer 2 precious night. i tried my best to push everything off just to keep him accompanied. we had lovely moments by each other. and so just lyke every other girl would do. pictures with the NS style. didn't took any with his smart 4. cos it was argh, too big fer me. though it's a M in size. so the caps shall make me gleaming.


we caught the island at a extravagant price of 9.50 each. it's overall still a-o-kay. the plot was a lil interesting. but the scenes were just somehow normal to make out the movie.
did shopping. got myself a really nice tee. i love the graphics on it. am so in love with the bebe satin camisole and lacey pearls tank top. oooooh, but one cost 129 and the other cost 89. mum would gladly kill me in peace if i were to get them. mango's new season collection ish not bad too. the victorian style ish back in town. i love that victorian style white jacket. and again, it cost 179. why do the stuffs i choose ar always that ex. wanted to get the purple zara shrug but the last piece was a miserable L. eeeeeks. and don't ever remind me about fcuk. their new season tops ar terrible. i mean the tees ar. the only design i fancy ish of a material of 19.90 bucks.
remember about those ugly beads i say. it's crashing everywhere. and it's either getting bigger or even shiny. give it 2 weeks to a month and it should be over. necks would be suffering real hard by then. i played with this enormous white ugly one while shopping today. and king yelled at me. haa. and every shop kept claiming that those ar pearls. seriously, pearls doesn't cost less than 9 bucks. doesn't mean that it's round and shiny, it's yur so called pearls.
am waiting fer king's book out again. he's yummy. haa.
we caught the island at a extravagant price of 9.50 each. it's overall still a-o-kay. the plot was a lil interesting. but the scenes were just somehow normal to make out the movie.
did shopping. got myself a really nice tee. i love the graphics on it. am so in love with the bebe satin camisole and lacey pearls tank top. oooooh, but one cost 129 and the other cost 89. mum would gladly kill me in peace if i were to get them. mango's new season collection ish not bad too. the victorian style ish back in town. i love that victorian style white jacket. and again, it cost 179. why do the stuffs i choose ar always that ex. wanted to get the purple zara shrug but the last piece was a miserable L. eeeeeks. and don't ever remind me about fcuk. their new season tops ar terrible. i mean the tees ar. the only design i fancy ish of a material of 19.90 bucks.
remember about those ugly beads i say. it's crashing everywhere. and it's either getting bigger or even shiny. give it 2 weeks to a month and it should be over. necks would be suffering real hard by then. i played with this enormous white ugly one while shopping today. and king yelled at me. haa. and every shop kept claiming that those ar pearls. seriously, pearls doesn't cost less than 9 bucks. doesn't mean that it's round and shiny, it's yur so called pearls.
am waiting fer king's book out again. he's yummy. haa.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
i know i've been sucha naughty girl today. i've slept to 2.30 pm. i studied lyke 'kachang putei' today. and i'm not paying attention to my lecture notes though my last CT ish 35 hours later. i'm sucha irresponsible girl today.
but
i've
found
classics
while going thru my com.

now, just lyke i've told you. it's so classic. taken the time we haven't even got together. 24th april 2003. ain't it classic?
but we've grown up together. and definitely look better.


and even better.

yeah 'la'. better as so do i claim. hee.
going to bed now. 5 in the morning. how crap can i be. and king ish coming back into my arms in a day's time. yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupie!
but
i've
found
classics
while going thru my com.
now, just lyke i've told you. it's so classic. taken the time we haven't even got together. 24th april 2003. ain't it classic?
but we've grown up together. and definitely look better.
and even better.
yeah 'la'. better as so do i claim. hee.
going to bed now. 5 in the morning. how crap can i be. and king ish coming back into my arms in a day's time. yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupie!
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
if you realise, i've been blogging one sentence nonsensical entries. and does it really bores you off? actually, i really hope it does. or would you rather read 5 lines paragraphs of my daily routine of sleeping, eating and studying?
talking about corset. i would very in much, want a corset wedding dress.
you know sometimes how strangers irritates you? why they kept thinking that they ar part of yur life and they start blaggering stuffs to you and they seem to be really clear of the matter. could you just shun off and mind yur own. or you ar just some maniac sticking a piece of unwanted jigsaw puzzle into my lovely frame. i don't get the point fer you to allow yurself in such fantasy. it creeps people off and softly in my heart, i despise you. i despise the way yur memory flows and creates a unknown world of yur own to self-indulge in it. gawd, you ought to take some pills.
i've always said, unless you ar guilty of above mention, don't bother about it. if it itches yur mind, i'm glad it does. and please follow simple instructions.
when should i start my 1800 literature review. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. i hate attending seminars.
talking about corset. i would very in much, want a corset wedding dress.
you know sometimes how strangers irritates you? why they kept thinking that they ar part of yur life and they start blaggering stuffs to you and they seem to be really clear of the matter. could you just shun off and mind yur own. or you ar just some maniac sticking a piece of unwanted jigsaw puzzle into my lovely frame. i don't get the point fer you to allow yurself in such fantasy. it creeps people off and softly in my heart, i despise you. i despise the way yur memory flows and creates a unknown world of yur own to self-indulge in it. gawd, you ought to take some pills.
i've always said, unless you ar guilty of above mention, don't bother about it. if it itches yur mind, i'm glad it does. and please follow simple instructions.
when should i start my 1800 literature review. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. i hate attending seminars.
Monday, July 18, 2005
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Thursday, July 14, 2005
i love my blog. yes, i do. not becos i think my blog ish of good quality. infact, it's not. my english was never good at all and my grammer ish forever terrible. i still love my blog cos it allows me to go through thoughts i had before. mistakes i've made, rantings i've shouted, and every single pieces that adds up to this blog of mine. people do change as time pass by. their thoughts, their beliefs, their fancies. changes i've made in respond to the environment. and things i do not wish to blog about after the season i felt that my privacy, my style, my life has been invaded. i no longer blog as freely as i would or could. and perhaps it's time i'll shift. or perhaps it's time fer people to leave. and maybe things would turn out better. and time again would tell my decision.
king ish never off my mind. 9 to 11 pm ish the peak of my life. i've pick up different habits within days. i'll bring my hp everywhere i go. and after 9.30, i'll bring my house phone and hp everywhere i go. i'll type a sms draft at 9.30 so that i could send king in time.
am free these days cos of study and exam week. but ain't gonna blog much i guess. i'm beginning to detest some strangers. and that's bad.
king ish never off my mind. 9 to 11 pm ish the peak of my life. i've pick up different habits within days. i'll bring my hp everywhere i go. and after 9.30, i'll bring my house phone and hp everywhere i go. i'll type a sms draft at 9.30 so that i could send king in time.
am free these days cos of study and exam week. but ain't gonna blog much i guess. i'm beginning to detest some strangers. and that's bad.
Monday, July 11, 2005
i did illegal driving today. and gawd, i really don't know how to brake. haa.
am absolutely in a dull mood today. i realise that whenever i rely on ppl, i get disappointments. gawd, i never want to rely on anyone again.
am still missing my king.
i feel fear when he's not around. how terrible can it be.
am absolutely in a dull mood today. i realise that whenever i rely on ppl, i get disappointments. gawd, i never want to rely on anyone again.
am still missing my king.
i feel fear when he's not around. how terrible can it be.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
so how did i spend my day without my dearest king. (this maybe a lil boring)
i tried to wake up as late as i could. 1 pm to be exact.
i went out fer brunch with mum and bro. did groceries till 5 pm.
rent 4 vcds which i will slowly place a nice time slot fer. went back home and caught the first one with bro. son of the mask. funny but lame.
slept till 8. kept tuning on the star sports to catch f1's qualifying race. and damn, they didn't broadcast it. and seriously i don't know why. i don't remembering encountering such problems with king around. i'll just pray at hard that the race will be screened.
ate my boring dinner and gosh i've forgotten how i spent the next hour. i just recall myself waiting fer king's phone call from 9 to 10 pm.
i spent 10 to 12 talking to king. but yeah, of cos not the whole two hours. he called me thrice. 2 after his bath. another illegal call at 10.55 pm. it all adds up to only mere 7 mins. i looked through all pics of my and king and did a wallpaper of us which i could lay my eyes on the moment i'm with my lappy.
i dragged and bath at 11.30 pm. watch my fav show a 12 midnight.
caught another vcd at 1 am. a series of unfortunate events. it's alright. at least it wasn't boring. at least i wasn't wondering off about king.
so the poor king called at 2.06 am cos he couldn't sleep and was missing me badly. i tried my best to kept tears, cheer him up and sooth him back to sleep.
i'm guess i'm pretty good in arranging my time slot. i slot everything in order, so that there wouldn't be a lonesome time. during commercial breaks, i'll go through every single of king's message in my phone. and in the process, realise that if my phone was stolen. i would cry soooooooooooooo very badly not becos of the value or afraid of dad's yells. i would cry becos the only things i left that keeps me close to my king ish missing. and gone. ooooh, better not let that happen. i would curse and kill the hp stealer.
so it's 4.16 now. and poor king has to be awake in another hour time. bye. i'll tuck into bed and pray fer him right now.
i tried to wake up as late as i could. 1 pm to be exact.
i went out fer brunch with mum and bro. did groceries till 5 pm.
rent 4 vcds which i will slowly place a nice time slot fer. went back home and caught the first one with bro. son of the mask. funny but lame.
slept till 8. kept tuning on the star sports to catch f1's qualifying race. and damn, they didn't broadcast it. and seriously i don't know why. i don't remembering encountering such problems with king around. i'll just pray at hard that the race will be screened.
ate my boring dinner and gosh i've forgotten how i spent the next hour. i just recall myself waiting fer king's phone call from 9 to 10 pm.
i spent 10 to 12 talking to king. but yeah, of cos not the whole two hours. he called me thrice. 2 after his bath. another illegal call at 10.55 pm. it all adds up to only mere 7 mins. i looked through all pics of my and king and did a wallpaper of us which i could lay my eyes on the moment i'm with my lappy.
i dragged and bath at 11.30 pm. watch my fav show a 12 midnight.
caught another vcd at 1 am. a series of unfortunate events. it's alright. at least it wasn't boring. at least i wasn't wondering off about king.
so the poor king called at 2.06 am cos he couldn't sleep and was missing me badly. i tried my best to kept tears, cheer him up and sooth him back to sleep.
i'm guess i'm pretty good in arranging my time slot. i slot everything in order, so that there wouldn't be a lonesome time. during commercial breaks, i'll go through every single of king's message in my phone. and in the process, realise that if my phone was stolen. i would cry soooooooooooooo very badly not becos of the value or afraid of dad's yells. i would cry becos the only things i left that keeps me close to my king ish missing. and gone. ooooh, better not let that happen. i would curse and kill the hp stealer.
so it's 4.16 now. and poor king has to be awake in another hour time. bye. i'll tuck into bed and pray fer him right now.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
i was spending my whole day sending the king away from the palace. i skipped 1 major practical class and two lectures just to see a gimpse of my king the last time. 2 weeks ish oooh sooo long fer me. and i miss him the moment i board the bus home. it was a long and lonely ride home. i used to have the king's shoulders and his arms cuddling around me. i didn't drop any tear when i saw him far away from my vision. but lyke i said, i would. and it would happen in the night when i'm all alone again. i used to have king talking with me on the phone every single day fer 4 hours. i can't stop thinking about my king and won't stop sobbing alone. i know he misses me too cos he couldn't sleep at 11 plus. and sneak a call telling me so. i miss my king so much and i'm already planning hard fer the weekend 2 weeks later. awwww, though i'm sucha independent girl in my studies, i'm always ultimately dependent on my king. i can't imagine the weekends which he wouldn't be able to book out. i guess i would be devastated just lyke now. stop reminding me of king or my room floods. how am i gonna spend the 2 study weeks alone. blargh, i'm soooo lonesome. i'm lyke a lil baby missing her milk. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwh. )=
Friday, July 08, 2005
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Sunday, July 03, 2005
yuppie, i've finally got one boho skirt today. too bad it's not long enough but i still love it.
you know how pearls and those big 'gong taos' ar in the fashion these days? they ar everywhere. the classic pearls ar still okay. but the black, purple, red, green and glitzery stuffs ar scary okies. especially the big 'gong taos'. makes you look absolutely lyke a nun.


i kept joking with king that, those ar actually white in the first place but when you curse someone, it will turn black slowly cos it has absorbed all yur sins. just lyke bad jade turning greener as time goes by. and ooh ya, those big button earrings that everyone's wearing. it's sooo retro.
if you really find sucha need to follow the fashion, don't waste yur money buying them. dig out yur mum's jewellery and there ish it!!



i remember the times i kept playing with mum's earrings when i was only 6. and theirs ar really classics oookies. ya don't even need a hole fer it. holes ar so unoriginal.

mummy's age use 'clip clip' style.

and there you hav the pearls too!
and lastly, the crappiest photo i've taken. a copyright of how young girls pose these days.
the 1, 2, 5 !!


ooookies. tt's all fer the day.
you know how pearls and those big 'gong taos' ar in the fashion these days? they ar everywhere. the classic pearls ar still okay. but the black, purple, red, green and glitzery stuffs ar scary okies. especially the big 'gong taos'. makes you look absolutely lyke a nun.
i kept joking with king that, those ar actually white in the first place but when you curse someone, it will turn black slowly cos it has absorbed all yur sins. just lyke bad jade turning greener as time goes by. and ooh ya, those big button earrings that everyone's wearing. it's sooo retro.
if you really find sucha need to follow the fashion, don't waste yur money buying them. dig out yur mum's jewellery and there ish it!!
i remember the times i kept playing with mum's earrings when i was only 6. and theirs ar really classics oookies. ya don't even need a hole fer it. holes ar so unoriginal.
mummy's age use 'clip clip' style.
and there you hav the pearls too!
and lastly, the crappiest photo i've taken. a copyright of how young girls pose these days.
the 1, 2, 5 !!
ooookies. tt's all fer the day.
Friday, July 01, 2005
thursday has always been a day fer movies. and the episode will end next week when king goes fer NS. war of the worlds were ultimately great. i didn't even felt that it was too lengthy. it just kept my eyes glued to the screen. most importantly, i lyke the meaning behind it. it says they plan, came, conquered and lost not due to the weapons we created. everyone has a right to survive and human nature builds it's own immunity fer survival.
i wanna increase my wishlist. fer soooooooooooo long i wanted tiered boho skirts. i hope zara's sale will be able to get me one. and yeah, i wanna a big victorian ring fer my thumb. saw this fabulous one yesterday. but it cost freaking 29 bucks and dear dear, i'm totally broke. so we'll shall see what happens.
i wanna increase my wishlist. fer soooooooooooo long i wanted tiered boho skirts. i hope zara's sale will be able to get me one. and yeah, i wanna a big victorian ring fer my thumb. saw this fabulous one yesterday. but it cost freaking 29 bucks and dear dear, i'm totally broke. so we'll shall see what happens.
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