we wanted to have carousel yesterday but unfortunately, it was fully booked? damn, all that halal food being so hot? so we ended up having yummy dimsum at imperial treasure. we enjoyed L, sme and hotcakes. let's see some hope fer 2210. (=

i'm missing my baby every single day.

it was bro's bday on wed. we brought him to his favourite jap restaurant, had mud pies and the usual stockup from the jap supermarket.















peekaboo! elfie says happy birthday.

you can have different types of balls. but so be it, if you flirt lyke some bitch pussycat dolls with people you shouldn't. it just makes me wanna puke.

i want tt agnes b charm. be it bracelet or necklace. screamssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...

i want tt agnes b necklace. screamssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...

this ish mr c.x

the important man of my life.
the one guiding me through.
the strong and brave one protecting me.
the man who constantly supports me unknowningly.
the most competent man i've ever met.
this ish the man of my dreams.

thank goodness, its finally raining tonight.

trust me, air conditioned keeps yur skin cleaner.

albeit too heavy though.

i dislike my windows.

if you have realise their existence.

the amount of money i've spent lately on correcting the phenotype of my genetic defects could have easily got me 5 of my gucci brit tote. talk about living in luxury and getting rich, when will it ever happen? at the rate i'm flushing those moolahs or rather people skinning my lean meat, probably never.

tomorrow another half k fer protein enrichment. gawd.

dunch rub salt onto the wound.

lately my dreams has been too believable, i tend to mess them up with reality. and that's a bad thing.

last night, i got badly bullied in my dreams.

it does not mean that you can go around knocking people off just because you're pushing a pram. having dying cells doesn't make you any fragile that you could take that credit off and show that freaking ugly expression on yur face even when people has been kind enough. what's with the older population these days. please just make the world a better place with the last days of yur life, stop yur bad habits and show the younger population some good examples. incorrigible and uncivilised.

its not that my drive ish gone, its just chase away by this stupid system. not that i'm not interested in my field anymore, but...

its so scary yet true. it summarises every we have to memorise fer metab's exam. they ar slowly driving us to hell.

http://www.colby.edu/chemistry/BC368/metabolism.jpg

true love comes by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

damn. that new gucci wallet i saw this monday ish rubbing my arse off my seat.

why does all the labelled things seem this attractive these days.

white gucci, silver gucci ar sooo irresitable.

time to sleep mel. knocks hard on e head*

to my own SURPRISE, i bought another PINK chiffon dress after the new one was literally and intentionally tore by my MAID. shopping ish too much a therapy though the money ish really depleting. how can i control?

suddenly, everyone seems to be leaving next semester.

突然间有一种很失落的感觉

too many things changes with time.

i took a number of stuffs away.

i don't lyke feeling threaten. do you? damn.

bleeding fer love. so much fer the vday spirit.

baby brought me to royal plaza at scotts which i enjoyed myself and definitely anticipating the lunch buffet with more western delights.



the seafood. ooooh, really fresh and yummy.



just fer vday. strawberry fondue.









addicted to candid shot. (=

and thanks baby fer the shopping, the willingness to get me just something and my graphite havaianas + tuki tuki. next year we should start selling flowers fer my tiffany and co. with diamonds. over commercialise the world!

happy valentine's day! especially to you baby. muacks*

surprises would be really delightful.

what would you lyke to recieve today? a peck of kiss on the lips. a surprise you.

it's the effort and sincerity. just lyke that virgin bouquet of blue flowers. the mashimaro painting on the wall. the roses sent to the office during the fifth month. that heart+wing necklace.

i know it all takes time. but one's time ish priceless and money isn't just everything.


on a very happy note, baby ish still bringing me to the on vday fer high tea!




i hope we can just jump straight to 5 years from now.

i still remember that particular item from club street. this ish so outta the blues...

no pictures this time fer cny. the habit has been long forgotten thanks to one.

but i enjoyed it as much as i thought i wouldn't.

we caught 3 movies and cj7 was the best i would say.

the rest were ultimate craps just fer family entertainment. jay's? maybe not.

i'm still very in love with my boy. even more whenever i think about those silly times together. although those dates always matter alot. counting and counting how it has been months. but i love him so and will always do.

i know we've come a long way.

just by reading the message, i realise things have change. i know how much i've been willing to be better and i must thank that one person fer that.

that's how i realise miracles do happen. thankew so much fer being there.

appreciation. that's what we all need.

tt's how much she loves you.

last year on the first day of cny, i was home watching marketing's webcast. i guess this time its going to be molecular biology's revision. sulks*

i hate myself - the fact that my memory ish failing. what's wrong with me?

yeah, after all that shopping alone... anybody asking me about the loots?

it's actually very interesting to see a guy still totally in love with a girl after ages and infact he loved her more than she ever had. but i would say that's really sweet and i'd give my blessings to them hoping that they would prove something outta twinkles.

something very random. i know, i'm sucha kaypoh.

save the glitters and sprinkle them bit by bit.

someone once told me the most convincing proves ar buried in graves.

wandering around the streets alone fer almost 4 hours freaked me out. isetan, far east, chinatown, haji lane. i dislike lonely school breaks, lonely rides, lonely moments.


I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight.

have anyone ever thought about you?

rememer last year when i blogged about kris bears?

http://will-o-thewisp.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html#8508213764722074682

that i love you kris bear ish still avaliable this year. and i just saw it again just yesterday at vivo. sweeto.

i must say i'm pretty excited about cny. especially when i've bought a PINK dress with matching pearl nail polish to go along. you know how much i hate pink but its all about being different this year. shopping ish sucha therapy. i'm regretting my decision now fer not getting that black bcbg dress.

then again, i'll only be home visiting on chu e'(2)'s morning so who cares about lovely new dresses.

not in the picture.

my boy, my baby, my boo means everything to me.

i miss sme and every single details that revolves around it.

i need the stars, the tingles, the night...

most importantly i need you.

i feel wasted, aimless and no where near.

i hate this empty feeling.