allow me to be mushy fer this column.

with all that obstacles, quarrels and disagreements.

and with all of that lost of security i had recently.

i'm gonna cherish king even more.

I LOVE him. I LOVE my KING.

king must be thinking that i'm nuts if he reads this column. but i'm not shy to continue telling everyone.

I LOVE YOU, Darling.

ooh, and i've just messaged him.

and yes, he replies. 'Of cos, I love you darling.'

though he's not romantic at times,
not sensitive enough,
and seriously doesn't catch hints.

but i love him and he loves me whole-heartedly too.

i think mum ish gonna get real mad if my 'i'll see if i'm awake' morning excuse to skip school continues. gosh, i just can't seem to lift myself up fer school at 6.30 am in the morning. but i'm sure i wouldn't benefit much even if i went fer aqua lectures. i love doing selective learning. but now it seems that i'm becoming a lil too choosy. every lectures that isn't beneficial, will be a strike off.

maybe it's time to stay focus fer the last 3 weeks.

i'm simply in love with my king. cos no matter how tired he ish, he ish still willing to accompany me out cos i'm feeling super melancholic. went to marina to catch white noise. i guess i know why it's officially give a big fat C. it stinks quite badly. a lil too bored.





some pics taken before the show.

oooh, and due to my heavy need of tees. i got myself a fcuk t today.



white and simple.

i love t-s. and i wanna get more of them. armani exchange ish next, that ish if king keeps his promise.

went to malaysia over the weekend with king and his friends. had a long car journey here and there. but i did enjoy cos it's still better than idling at home in singapore.





went fer their otah there.





toliets.... eeks.

we ate almost everywhere we go.

and i even had my first time driving... kwute.

i found a serious imitation condition going on. and i feel totally digusted by the fact of it. i hate people around me doing the same things i'm going, buying the same stuffs i'm buying and worst of wearing the same stuffs i'm wearing. my friends know how much i would curse someone with such similarities and how much i would do to prevent myself from being the same as others. it's so freaky. i don't know what the fcuking bitach you ar trying to be similar about. seriously i suggest if you ar somehow related to me either directly or indirectly. please stop getting the things i already have. or ish there some other intention you having?

i'm gonna get a new digital cam, thumb drive and hopefully, ipod?

can't wait fer the IT fair to come. wanna get my stuffs asap.

gonna get a simple one. 5 or 4 megapixels fer me ish too sharp.
i'll see how.


i think this suits me. 3.2 megapixels, just nice.


for a 5 megapixels. maybe this?

sat and sunday morning was a freaking ugly day. i hope the rainbows will appear after the storm.

caught seoul raiders on sunday. action comedy. it was alright, funny.

dine at baker's inn.


bloody mary soup. too rich. i felt lyke i was swallowing a whole tomato.


their ice tea ish really ice and tea. bitter.



the white cream was delicious. too bad i wasn't in a good appetite.


this sandwich ish awfully yummy!

it's okay if yur mistakes roam over and made a big loss fer your CT results.

it's okay if yur ans was there but yur teacher said you were just simply writing down the qn.

it's okay even if yur friend wrote in paragraphs of craps that kept repeating itself and still score the marks fer it.

it's okay if there ar many projects and you must be the one coordinating all of them.

it's okay if you stay up all night doing yur project and waiting fer the one to be home.

it's okay if you waited all afternoon with a terrible diarrhea fer the one who ish still sleeping.

it's okay if you haven't eaten and the one who finally woke up didn't bother a shit about it.

it's okay if opinions ar not similar.

it's okay if you tried hard to let someone realise the reality of the future but yet no matter how many times you scream, the one doesn't get yur idea of it.

it's okay if you wanted to cry so hard but the one left you just by hanging up yur phone.

it's okay if the one doesn't sms back and realise his mistake.

it's all okay.

we'll get over it someday.

woooh, i bought new specs at the atrium fair today. didn't really plan fer it. got it at a low and discounted price of 48. original was 148.









chose black out of purple. purple ish chic but black ish even classy. haa. i was playing around at the stall with those yellow specs matching my top i wore today. had quite a fun time selecting the frames. with my friends, of cos.

today's lab ish simply disgusting and gross. but the rabbit refused to sleep after high dosage of anesthesia. i was falling asleep while waiting fer that fat but poor rabbit to sleep.

but she simply refused to. so the the work started.





all so bloody rabbit. thanks goodness i'm not the one slicing her ears fer blood.

some pics i left out.





genie and us.



my cousin's adorable son. troy.

i'm lyke awake at 3 am not becos i'm rushing thru my projects.

the reason fer staying up ish to accompany a bastard who panicks and throws his temper at me when he's going to hav his CT later in the morning.

should i be mad about it? no... maybe i shan't. but i'm seriously utterly disappointed and hurt.

sheesh, this ish when yur happiness brings higher expections. and when expectations ar not met and things gets sour.

it's time fer me to get a new digital cam. and maybe a new ***

happy vday to all.

sooo yesterday was what i plan fer. a simple fare of celebration. was in school till 5pm. met king at his place before we went straight to far east square fer debi-licious ramen. while passing by orchard, it's visible that lovers ar everywhere. everyone were in pairs. and even without fine dining, big bouquet of flowers or any special celebration, ya could just enjoy a romantic stroll with yur darling hand in hand in gimpse of the lovely atmosphere.

okies. where was i? debi-licious ramen. ya guys shld really try it. especially the devil hot ramen.


food fer the day. quite alot. cos i was hungry and in a good appetite.


nice jap environment.

everyone in the restuarant were couples. married, dating ones.


we were sitting at the thumbs up corner.


both of us acting sooooooo silly.

after that, we went to clarke quay fer a good stroll and some good trackback about our first un-official date. sat by they bay and took pictures of cos.


one ish more than enough.


i think i'm totally in love and my eyes tell the truth.

clarke quay ish all so nice & class now. thanks to capital land. i guess they ar really earning big bucks. i really wanna go to the indochine there. maybe in our 2nd anniversary? it's in a ancient building which used to be a disco. and i've been there once fer our band performance. it used to be all so gloomy and dark. but now indochine had totally changed the place and enhanced the original features there.


even the toliet suits the enviroment.

gifts time.


i bought king a grey shirt he wanted all along.


as told. my nike presto.


our gifts. miniature of jack russell fer me and retriver fer him.


i won't be all so mushy here. so i'll shall end here. whatever he need to know, he shall be told.

*i don't understand why the same irriating peep wanna keep disturbing something she/he can't get into.

i'm suppose to go quite a no. of places to 'bai nian' this year. but i didn't went to any of them. cos i have a very good reason. i'm not in the mood of entertaining, hence i don't think i deserve the ang baos that would be given. i know extra ang baos means more $$$ and more post-cny shopping. but i'm not greedy and i still think i have a very good reason. sorry all peeps fer missing the fun and laughther ya guys have.

vday ish coming soon. and everybody ish complaining fer not having a date. vday ish not as special fer couples. rather i think fer singles. cos everyday loving day shld be a damn vday fer couples. we don't need a day to make things special or love someone even more. but fer singles, we could anticipate dates and flowers from secret admirers. but after saying this, i'm still gonna celebrate my 2nd vday with king. and this year... everything ish gonna be simply simple.

oooh, it's chinese new year. and i hope i won't be gaining any weight.


food fer steamboat and bbq!


sakae salmon yu sheng.

since genie ish in such a festive mood. she allows to give some attention fer our photo shot.


genie wishing you...


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

GONG XI FA CAI!

wooo. so i went to chop chop my hair today and manage to get a nice tone down colour. ash blonde. everything was so different this time. cos i told my hairstylist i wan it to be simple. i lyke the outcome. had real shades of ashes and brown. and i manage to get all my bleach hair covered. i had 3 hair-dryers and 2 straightening ioniser at one shot. i feel lyke a princess. haa.

as usual, i took pics.


not really this colour. lyke the right pic.


classy black and white.




open yur mouth. ahhh.


this ish more alike to the actual colour.


i wish i hav bigger eyes.

caught flight of the phoenix at PS with king. nice show. shows the determination of survival. and most of all, the marvellous gobi desert, terrible sand storm and interesting facts of the desert.



ahhhhhhhhhh. i hav school from 8am to 8pm again tml.

these will show you how bored i was today.


nah nah. not nice.


not nice too. my arms ar fat.


not bad. but the focus ish better on the legs.


shiny by flash light.


my fav of all.

haa. i spend the whole day doing marketing. and i bought a whole 2kg salmon fish. yummy. i think this year's new year dinner will be fabulous with my gourmet help.

i lost a kg. i lost a kg. and i have 2 more to go... !!