i hate aqua and memorisation to core. can't seem to get a damn thing into my head.

i've been having cheese-dale almost everyday fer almost 2 weeks. i'm such a cheesy lover fer no reason. and oooh, i'm super in love with my darling...

so yesterday, after the previous night of irritating sms-es i gave to king.. he came over and got me what i wanted. a hug. that's good enough and finally his sorry seem all so pleasing to me. we then left to ang mo kio to get his motherboard replaced. our next destination was marina square. we caught electra. gosh, she had such a nice figure. and that marvel look. ooh so good. a better series of marvel movies i can say. better quality compared to spiderman and the hulk (honestly speaking, the filming techniques used by lee ann in the hulk was totally a put-off fer my eyes. irritating and just simply irritating.) we also headed to suntec fer our lunch. sakae buffet. and full-filling one especially when i had all the sashimi i needed. but i still gonna say, suntec's sakae ish one of the lousy branches with average tasting food. lot one's ish the worst. caught the wildcats and got free tickets to today's game in singapore indoor stadium.

today i went to school and blargh blargh blargh... finally got my aqua washing tank project done. studied and waited fer king to fetch me. so we rammed our way to the singapore indoor stadium.





the wildcats and sydney kings match was nice. it's my first time live watching such teams play. of cos they couldn't be compared to nba but they ar much better off asians. tall and oooh, i'm so in love with their dunk. and liam rush. he's oogle doodle cute. haa.


there he ish jumping high up.


king's jason smith ish charming too. and i'm oh so smitten by his charisma.

gonna start studying now... boo, 2 days. and CTs ish coming...

once again, evanescence brings me sorrows and tears.
this ish another fabulous melancholic song from them.
i absolutely love their songs.

Missing
by Evanescence

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there

Isn't something missing
Isn't something

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

i believe it has beautiful lyrics.

sadly, i'm letting him affect my concentration.

i'm freaking not studying.

screw me.

so what if you had book yur boyfriend out today a week ago?

so what if yur hunger preach since morning and you were waiting the whole day just fer yur boyfriend to get a meal fer you?

so what if yur boyfriend keeps giving his 101 reasons for every defence fer himself?

so what if yur boyfriend does everything in spite of breaking his promise-S and say sorry in the end with a in-sincere tone?

so what if everything was meant to be and you've stop picking stupid habits of yur boyfriend?

so what if yur boyfriend never plans anything and never ever make the chance to date you out?

so what if you always took the initative to accompany him despite the heavy amount of stress on CTs you have but he never realises?

so what the hell if you love yur boyfriend so much till you never try to find faults at him but it always ended up that he always thinks you did?

so what if you decide to give up on him and he doesn't bothers?

so what of all above?

yur boyfriend never reads yur blog anyway.

from FEMALE.


look at female's naked fish of the month.

may seem nothing special. just a regular charming guy with nice body features.

but wait.


damn. someone from biotechnology?

wants to own a fish farm someday? maybe this guy learns aqua too. haa.

why do i never ever to get to meet such a hunk in my biotech lecture?

vooa la laaa...

just taking a rest from all those stressful immuno stuffs. though they haven't been driving me crazy. i'm just lazing around and i hope i'll not regret doing so... had a nice and cozy day with king again.

all i hav in mind fer the past few days was FISHY this, FISHY that. FISHY business everywhere. haa. cos aqua has been driving me nuts. it's an easy module which totally drive me no interest with it. so i took merely a day to complete that irritating module. i know i'm lacking with lots of details but i don't give a heck. wait! maybe i will, later...

been having nightmares of CTs. especially that particular one about having another new paper which i totally don't have a clue about it.

anyway, it's all about immuno now. so B and T cells rule. gonna get back with my studies now.

haven't been blogging. blargh... but i've nothing to blog since it ish study week, my common tests starts next week and all i do ish indulging in my beauty sleep, FEMALE and SEVENTEEN magazine plus spending some mi-nute time with king. simply have no ideas to blog about. besides those daily complains i have.

oooh, but there's this bruce lee t-shirt from FRESHBOX that caught my eye. could someone please get fer me from bugis junction. i'll pay fer it. hee. size S would be fine.



the moon has been real full and bright since friday night. so do enjoy. (=

i'm a super money spender. i really gonna stop shopping fer months. fer months. eeeeks. i bought another levis jeans today.



and now i intend to sell my other levis jeans which i only wore 2 times.

me and king went town today to get his stuffs from ck tangs. unknowingly, i step into a trap. cos of the 20 percent discount i'm able to get (thanks to king's colleague), i bought that levis i wanted so badly.

i also saw this nice nike watch i fancy.



it's a new arrival and 3 available stocks fer each colours. (there ar 4 colours. black, white, red, plum) which means it's unique. and king got it fer me! gosh, just becos i said it's really nice and suitable fer my valentine's day gift. i just simply love him. muacks. (ps* but i love him not becos of the money he spends on me. ish that he's willing to dote me no matter how foolish my demands ar.)



look it's crystal clear. hee. (=

while shopping at far east. i saw special skirt. it's demin with paint dots in the front. really fancy it. but too bad the splatter design i wanted didn't fit my size. way too small fer my BIG hip bone. so i guess i need to for-go it. anyway it cost 50 bucks. and i wouldn't spend 50 bucks on a skirt.

king and me took neo-prints today. we love it lots.


both of us ar totally in love with this. but too bad the print out ish way too small. shucks.






we ar totally in love with this too. thanks to my good hair day.

if you try to notice. i've made some changes with the pics at my profile.

i miss king so badly now...

i know christmas was lyke few weeks ago. so i've decided to change my main pic to prepare fer the coming chinese new year!! ang baos. i want more ang baos. and i'll make good sure that i'll keep a strict diet during the new year season. i don't wanna cry after new year. haa. i know the pic ish not those 'red red' new year colours we often see. but it's 2005! i think the pics shows a little modern touch.

blargh... i just don't understand why singaporeans must be so kiasu.


the bus has arrived. and it's way off the bus stop. but?


people still try to rush up the bus.

eeeeks.


now now. you get what i mean by old? the ventilation ish bad. the seats ar yellow and dirty. what else.


king got me this two nike bands. i simply love it. (=


and this nike shirt too. beware. it's size S. but it's more lyke a XL to me. ar malaysian girls all so big size till the extend that their S ish more to a L? i don't think so... (king got it from malaysia.)

nice cdior stuffs.





2 cars i really love.



my family car. (forever adore)



volkswagen beetle. small and sweet. (short term fancy)

both works well in black and white coating.

so today i went out after realising my skirt has been stained. fer the whole day i was throwing unnecessary tantrums. maybe to think again. it's not so unnecessary. would you get mad if yur guy was staring at *(shall not say)?

i caught meet the fockers today. finally hur. it's not bad. quite sexually corny show. but at least it shows how sweet family ties could be. and that's good.

so after the movie i had my dinner at this *(i don't feel lyke naming) italian resturant in suntec. and gosh, i feel oh so cheated after paying the bill. even king thinks the same way too. food was 'so so'. expensive calamari can't be compared with pasta brava's. pasta was way too creamy fer mui taste buds. after eating, i felt that i've been drunk with milk. and the pricing was so weird that king can't stop grumbling over it. and made a laughter over the whole issue.

sooo after all the mess i had about my skirt issue. i didn't got a exact new one. maybe next time.

i bought a abercrombie and fitch skirt. cheap and neat.


it's been lyke months since i've been searching fer one.

some pics we took at esplanade.


don't stand so far from me.


close.





3 artistic shots i took.


now you see our face.

eeeeeeeeeks. hate mum so badly now. my poor skirt ish stain oh so badly by her clothes. the skirt i only wore once. blargh... i'm gonna get the exact same one and make her pay fer it. i don't care. i'm being so mean now. hecks.

so today while i was waiting fer my bus to school. i saw this taxi with a 'busy' sign up. it appears normal you see. i was looking at the driver who was talking so enthusiastically with his customer beside him. i could see him putting his hands over and chatting lyke never before. but then when the taxi pass by me horizontally, i see NO one there. no single arse in that taxi. gosh, then who was the driver talking to? phone? nah. i don't think so.... spooks.

i hate malaysia fer a big reason. and i'm not being bias. will not change my point of view in any 50 years of my life to go...

i hate childish guys who think they ar big enough to roam free.

i hate guys with no sense of responsibility.

i hate guys with no future and no life.

i was tuning in to perfect 10 during my way home this evening.

and i heard this 'i dunno who' deejay saying 'next we gonna listen to fantasia's new song. "blah blah blah" you know? fantasia can really sing and she ish able to make people cry after listening to her song.'

wait a min. who the hell would cry listening to daisy duck singing?

*blah blah blah = song title i don't know and wouldn't want to know.

am i being very bias? maybe i was. haa.

fer many many reasons, i just simply couldn't understand why some singaporeans ar soooooooo darn kiasu. why must they all run, sqeeze, push and fight fer a pathetic feeder bus ride? eventhough it still cost 80 cents per adult fer one short and can't be shorter bus route. i know there maybe many people boarding the bus but i'm sure this 'pathetic and old' trans-island bus would be able to contain all you 'kaisu.s' and actually still leave some space by the time everyone ish aboard.

i wanna dedicated by this space (just a FEW lines) of blog fer this auntie that i bump to today while boarding the bus (920).

or wait! i should say bump into me. cause she laterally slam her shoulders against my elbow.

dear auntie,

i'm still not gonna apologise to you. not just now and not even now. no matter how hard you tried stare or glare at me, how loud yur 'ouch' came (sorry, i was listening to my radio), how many times you keep rubbing yur shoulders and how many times you kept sweeping yur shoulders lyke there's anything 'bad luck' there which seem visible to you.

why?
do i not owe you a apology?

cause you were the one who tried so hard to be even kiasu. cause you tried to sqeeze under my arms to the front while i'm trying to board through the pathetic small boarding entry like as if yur 2 secs earlier than me would help decrease yur bus fare to 20 cents lesser. (so sorry auntie. i actually hav a bus stamp that provides me with unlimited bus rides.) cause i had already gave my courtesy to everyone infront of me or beside me. cause i don't see the reason fer you bumping into me when i'm carrying my laptop and lunch while you're just taking a magazine. cause i don't see why must you actually rush up the bus when it's already such a pathetic small boarding entry. cause i'm sure the bus was quite empty and you weren't that fat to take up two seats.

blargh...
melissa.

another space would be my dedication fer sbs.

dear sbs,

or trans-island. clearly i don't understand why when you hav conquered all bus transport service and yet some of yur buses still do not contain yur new 'brand' name. argh, let's skip this part.

next, i don't understand why must you provide such 'old, stinky, yellow, slow and noisy' bus. i know it's just a feeder bus service and the most you can earn ish just 80 cents per adult. but do you know that yur bus ish always filled with the residents here? and that you actually earn quite alot in overall. i guess you ar just trying to make use of this opportunity to earn more. low maintainance which leads to high profit. eeeeeeeks. i thought you guys were suppose to provide singaporeans with a comfortable journey environment.

the bus ish old enough fer you guys to send to the museum or if you really wanna earn a high profit of this trash. you all could just bring it to orchard and make the tourist enjoy this stinky bus. in turn telling them that this was the traditional bus singaporeans used to take. i'm sure they will enjoy the hertiage tour in this stinky vintage bus.

i know you may argue that you're trying to save resources and prevent wastage that such stuffs would lead to worst. and you guys ar trying to save the earth (cos i seriously don't know where you ar gonna dump this few buses). but this pathetic bus ish a mobile pollutant. just look at the black smoke it gives. yucks.

lastly, i still hate yur irregular time slot which ish lyke near 15 mins interval.

it's been some time i've been typing such a long arse. but this doesn't mean i'm in a dump mood.

it's way too long fer me to re-check. so if there ar grammatical or spelling errors. do spare me.

my house ish turning into a mini pet shop.

first, there were fishes and rabbits.

now i have swordfishes, goldfishes and jack russell.


genie ish cute. but i prefer calling her melanie.


goldfishes that look dumb fer a reason.


i'm smiling sincerely so please don't find fault at me.
what i wanna to focus on ish the no. of FINGERPRINTS on my mirror. eeeks.


i think i finally look thinner. but my arms, still gosh.

i'm munching my subway club right now. yummy and sooo 6 grams of fat. makes me feel happy while eating.

one trip out had increased my desire to shop again. blargh...

i have a urge fer subway now. someone please bring me there...

yesterday i went to Mt. Faber with king and his friends. hrmp. i still prefer Hongkong's victora peak. though it's much more colder there and you can't possibly dine in that environment. i drank sex on the beach. ain't tt nice afterall. turns bitter after some time. hrpm, the next time i wanna go wala wala!


me hallucinating. haa.

my hair now ish super artificial. in other words, ugly. i think i need a hair cut real soon.

my new wishlist which doesn't include much stuffs to buy. i'm really happy about that. cos i really wish to save alot now.


me and you can't see tt king. he's almost sleeping.

i'm getting sick of those fcuk up attitude i get from certain friends. come on, don't think that because we've known each other fer quite sometime and you can throw yur fcuking dying temper to me. i've never ever threw my temper before, so don't take advantage of it.

just look through ngee ann's website.

so how weird does it goes?

in the coming 2005/2006, ngee ann will be offering diploma in chinese (i came poly to escape chinese and i guess most of us did the same), diploma in nursing (nyp hur?) and diploma in product design and innovative (i thought this ish worst enough fer a one semester module?).

seriously having a full time slot from 8am to 8pm on mondays, ish not a easy thing to handle. the worst situation that happens ish all that lump of tired spirit would be carry forward to the next day. spanish lessons last evening was the same. learning a total new language ish never as easy as you think. the fun part of it, ish to giggle at everyone's pronunciation. i always love making fun of my own pronunciations and allowing yixin laugh the straight 2 hours. the other laughter contribution comes when you see someone else trying to do spanish in a cool manner but got the wrong spelling or translation.

today morning? i'm blogging cos my freaking spreadsheet lecturer loves to mibble his words. hrmp, let's not talk about this 'missy' anymore. oooh, that's what i love calling him ever since the last incident of him ignoring my calls in class fer a million times.

i'll be packing most of my stuffs by this week and selling them. so if you're interested, keep a look out in the next few posts.

i know it's late to say this but Feliz Año Nuevo! anyway.

Happy New Year!

went to bugis today. gosh, had buffet again. think i'm totally terrified of it now. siam kitchen... normal thai food. not the best of all. have tried better ones.



king paid fer the adidas bag which i wanted so dearly. but i feel so guilty now of spending money again. i think i need to stop from being such a spend-drift. oh... please, let me stop spending.



ghost in my blog... haa. beware.

if you think that the Tsunami disaster ish worst enough, think about the aftermath of it. the weak water supplies, the contamination of water in those affected areas. you should be lucky that the tap water you get today ish throughly clean.

first, water floods and kills. later, water contaminates and infects people. epidemic flu could just spread causing a disastrous situation you could not imagine.

an epidemic outbreak of influenza

it will infect just by a snip which maybe worst than sars or bird flu. so people, stop crying yur hearts now to pray fer those dead. do a part to help in those still living. even 10 bucks could help if it comes from every single family.