越害怕失去他，你越会失去他。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/illyqueen/12373769

the things that would make you realise how much you actually love someone.

this chinese new year makes me realise one thing especially when cousie is getting married next month.

you dunch need a guy with great looks or even one who is very capable. you just need one that loves you, willing to take care of you and most importantly someone who has strong family values.

When i was young and pretty (i have pictures to prove it. my grandma just brought me really old photos with unglam panty shots and me enjoying macdonald sundae with a straw. shall scan them up someday.), the first day of cny was always going around with my grandparents and collecting angbows from seriously, i have no idea who. As i aged (very old already), the custom stops and i would just stay home because daddy doesn't visit his relatives. But happy and lucky me, fer the past two years, baby brings me to his place and i get to celebrate that family spirit there with elfie. There's so many things on can cherish upon. Pictures fer the day. I've yet to wear my expensive dress and my big aunt came to visit. Dang*

impulsive buy!

a 149.90 dress to start this cny.

however, no salon packages this time round. shared heels from mummy's cny buys. 50 cents ribbon from baby's neighbourhood.


but i need more angbows to recuperate my loss (from a empty heart).

i must be crazy to wake up at 6am and get stuck in a 2hr jam, only to reach school when half of the lecture is over. since its the last semester, i'm aiming to reach school at 7am so that i wouldn't be late fer class anymore. applicable to only tues lesson.*

school work is as usual pounding just that we chose to ignore it.

cny is coming and i'm not very prepared yet. maybe its time to dig out those clothes that were once bought and never worn. we'll see how this cny 2009 is going to be lyke. at least elfie has her own cheongsam this time.

i need rainbows to color up this empty space of mine.

i'm not sure if its myself who's pushing everything away. but even for times when i put in lotsa effort, all i get are disappoinments. even when there's no expectations.

are we all drifting apart?

i'm getting old and i see the generation gap coming along the way................................. gosh.

school's gonna start and i'm gonna die with everybody rating final cores 'terrors'.

3 referees to a job. how 'bright' can the future be?

yups, hurray. i'm back! after bday, after xmas, after new year. we're back! quite an amount pictures, modules to select and timetable to set, bidding time, shows to catch up, lotsa things to pack. some important tasks to do. shall see if there's time fer my travelog.