the loneliest friday nights home and it doesn't seem to get any better.

i am feeling the distance perhaps forced under circumstances. with the stress piling up and plans failing, i really wonder if there should be any anticipation. tell me what should i do next, plan my schedule fer me if you want me to be a part of it.

everytime a new picture appears, everything gets so foreign. change is the only constant.

"nothing lasts forever." i've been hearing this sentence fer upteen times. why?

this is noted down fer my bf just in case he needs to recall any.

there's no more CAs left. only with 1 lab report (15%?) which the practical would only be held on the last week of school.

i'll apply visa either first or 2nd week of nov. depending on school schedule becos i'm fully packed with practicals fer the 1st week of nov, which ish the 2nd last week of school. (gawd knows why lecturers ar failures in planning timetables.)

my exams start on the 24th of nov (1 more month to our 2nd anniversary!), next paper on the next day (25th), following on the 27th and last paper on the 2nd dec.

3rd, 4th, 5th would be busy days trying to exchange money, buying necessities and packing luggage.

6th dec, i'll shall meet you at pudong airport with a big smile on my face. (= yuppie!

just caught high school musical 3.

duper funny hamster.




and zac efron ish sooooo omg suave.

but to me, my boy's so much more the heart throb.

sorry baby, gotta dig out a really old picture from you. hee.

i found this from one's profile at sdu (http://www.lovebyte.org.sg/)

I seek for a long term relationship which is binded by love, trust and sincerity. Personally, I ve good feelings for girls who are relatively tall, slim and have sharp features. In terms of character, I like girls who are easy going, sincere and generous. To me, communication is the most important thing in a relationship. As a couple, I believe that both sides should be receptive to hearing about both the good and bad things about each other. It is not the utmost importance to be like minded. However, it is important to be able to respect and embrace each other differences.

Looking For Age: 20 to 28

Seriously this MR, must have not been thinking clearly when sending his application. do you think a girl of such calibre needs sdu to help her search fer a good man?

the end of this year would allow the grants of my wishlist

01* [ ]A Better 08'
02* [ ]Bliss & Happiness
03* [ ]X Overflushed

05* [ ]Study Harder
06* [ ]44 Kilos
09* [ ]Memories To Last
10* [ ]Peektures
14* [ ]Wallet
15* [ ]Patent/Leather Coin Pouch
16* [ ]Tote

and most importantly, the last of all,

19* [ ]C.X

its all gonna happen during december! i hope its gonna be a great trip.

worst rebonding nightmare. i knew it when my hairdresser was doing tricks. =(

missing him lots. nothing can take away that feeling. been trying not to think about him but he's just there. he's getting further and there's nothing i can do now. i just wish he was right beside me.

months without a narcissitic moment. i'm still young, so why waste the youth? nothing should bide me down and i've been thinking about it.

1 picture with one too many variations. soon, you'll be sick of my face. haa.













haa. i told you.
okies back to mugging. i'm done plastering my big head all over.

sometimes it feels so dumb. even when its taken away, nobody knows.

still awake and thinking about something.

its the time of the month, feeling the blues. sadly, alone and used to it.

i'm not a blog reader.

unhealthy mel has officially fainted in a public bus after numerous attempts (thrice?). what an embrassing low sugar moment. now, i have a huge phobia standing in buses, smrt ones. helplessly, you only have yurself to depend on.

i wish fer a braun epilator, canon ixus, ds lite, painless wisdom tooth extraction, a trip to disneyland.

immuno lab today was fruitful. not in terms of what kinda of theory they went through fer 5 hours but it reminded me of days during poly.

what the hell is wrong with singtel. been constantly having connection problems every single night fer almost a week. damn you! we're not paying so much fer this kinda of lousy service.

there's a few friends i really miss, infact has been missing fer a long long time. shamefully i have to admit that we're all drifting away and sadly, that's something we can't control. especially when people starts walking different paths and having different goals. i'm just lucky to have met them and at least memories still stays clear in my heart.