Everything will change
But, love remains the same

i'm pretty stuck.

my nose ish kinda swollen.

i'm not getting enough sleep.

i just got myself a near 150bucks webcam.

plus i have 5 B.I.P cards now.

my maid lykes putting my fan near my headspace and i have no idea why.

its all blank.

the new jac laurent bands ar gorgeous!

its not that easy.

sometimes i really wish that i was there with him. not fer my selfish needs but hoping that i could be there to share his troubles, stress, worries, keeping him accompanied and making sure there's suitable meals fer him to eat.

time passes by too slowly without him around. i wish i was there to share that duper big room with him.

wooo, its great hearing his voice.

gosh, those nasty feelings ar really starting to eat in. i miss my boy.

i really wish that baby is just away fer a week of holiday w/o me.

starting to worry about the next 5 months. how would it be lyke w/o baby around with me in the new sem?

and so the time has come, baby flew just 10 mins ago. no, i didn't weep lyke a baby in t3. yes, i tried means to control them. i know he'll be fine. everything would have to take a pause fer the moment. no more safe rides home, supper nights, sme and hotcakes, passion fruit bubble teas, baby right there in msn, baby keeping track of my well-to-do, weekends, stayovers, someone to cuddle, someone to lean on. but i'll be fine. emotional needs beats physical needs. tonight ish what is meant by home alone.

the thought of sending baby away tomorrow at the airport saddens me. i will curb the tears and pray fer his safety.

not sure if you all had notice. i just had a new haircut and slight blink of color fully sponsered by my beloved including treatments which costs half of the whole package. did you saw that shine of love?

dark knight and my fav steamboat on sat. everything with baby beside on sunday.

you shouldn't really be expecting me to blog. as you might have all known, someone ish leaving, infact just 6 days later, all i wish ish to squeeze in all my time fer him.

last night baby brought me to henderson waves - wish granted. i know he's trying to make sure that i'm well taken off before he leaves. been to places i wanna go, eat what i hunger fer, do activities that i wanna do, purchase items that i wanna have or need. to sidetrack a lil, he even intended to get me something from tiff & co although there wasn't much nice designs on display and i wasn't prepared and didn't had a glimpse of the palamo picasso crown of hearts collection. (who remembers sucha long insignifcant name and the sales lady couldn't even figure out which i was refering to when i tried describing it as many hearts piece together. wasn't that fantastic afterall looking at the webbie.)

back to topic. so it was henderson waves, suntec fer tuesday gelare waffles which stuffed us so badly to the brim, spin around the singapore flyer and visits to chinatown. everything with baby doesn't have to be that complicated and planned as long as the day goes well.

pictures fer the night.

















favourite picture of the night.

any-o-ways, i'm really hungry now and that boy isn't back from bball. i think i can eat him up when he's back.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJOzdLwvTHA

INGRID MICHAELSON - "The Way I Am"

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

fer all i know, baby's leaving real sooon. to be honest, i have no clue what would life be lyke when he's gone. i know things will gradually get along the way (it has to anyway) but before he leaves, there's still so many things i wish could happen. as long as it's a mutual thing and i'm notified, i would feel at least contented. the only thing i could do ish to convince myself with ignoring the last week of july and first week of dec and its only mere 4 months that he's going to be away. 28th dec? though he's not half way off the globe but half year away from home.

baby, used to have this shy grin which i no longer see in pictures anymore.

you should never have said that.

when you have a sudden urge fer something particular, you just wanna have e satisfying one. its not being over persistent. dunch you people just get it? there's no alternatives to what you really want. stop forcing me york when i ask fer the whites. it spoilts my appetite.

we caught 'hancock' yesterday after a long wait fer a better movie. the choice was mine with will smith producing really good films lately. hancock was 3 stars, maybe another half with will smith being the lead. the story was twisting, heroic, hilarious, hrmp... the power woman was hot and probably just all. another 17 days before baby's leaving. darn, the countdown makes it seem lyke there's no few secs left.

anyway, here's pictures taken by my photographer with his new canon s5.

my photographer.


rockiest road.

eeeewwwuu... those slimy eyes. would have been better with contacts, eyeliner, fake eyelashes. haa.

what a 'nice' caught in unglam action shot.

probably the best picture outta the night.

subtly, you blew kisses into my heart.

the ERP girl.


thanks baby fer keeping grins.