we caught rule #1 last saturday.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OQtVsTpDQQ&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0uGIb90S-M&feature=related

omg, i almost fainted watching this.

can never imagine that BIG hole and bump left.

what if it's twins? i guess i'll probably faint halfway squeezing. and why do they have to cut yur pp lyke it doesn't hurt? will they sew them back? oh dear.

someone... bring me to see dolphins. kwute...

i can't see my future. can you?

if you have been wondering...

i haven't had a clue about it.

all i know ish i have 3CAs, 1 lab report and 1 assignment due this month.

i just dunch wanna think about anything else. but you're willing to cheer me up, lighten me up a lil, please do so...

i miss my man.

just caught this somewhere and found it teed-weed-beautiful.

sharing the full story , calling on friends

When we are going through a difficult time, we may hesitate to call even our best friends because we don’t want to burden them with our troubles. This can be especially true if we’ve been going through a series of challenges, and we’re starting to feel as if we sound like a broken record. It is important to remember that at times like these our friends sincerely want to be there for us whenever they can. We can always check with them to make sure it’s a good time for them before we start talking, and if it’s not a good time, we can call back at another time, or call another friend.

We know for ourselves that when we have a good friend, we don’t want them to suffer alone when we are just a phone call away. We want them to call us and share their sorrows with us, as well as their joys, because this is what sharing a life through friendship is about. It is at our lowest points that we really need to rely on our friends without worrying that we are a burden. If you are feeling self-conscious about having a tough time, you can bring this fact into the conversation by acknowledging it. Chances are your friend will reassure you that she is happy to be there for you. In fact, rather than feeling taxed, most of us feel better when we have helped a friend simply by listening empathically while they share their feelings.

Without our friends, we would be hard pressed to get through the tough times and celebrate the good ones. If we leave our friends out of our process when the going gets tough, our friendships can begin to feel shallow. On the other hand, when we include our friends in the full story of our life—the good, the bad, and the ugly—we build authentic relationships in which we can be who we truly are. When we do this, we invite our friends to bring their whole selves to the relationship as well.

i'm alone by the window.

Relient K - Give Until There's Nothing Left



No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much is too much to give you
Well, I may never know so I'll just give until there's nothing else

Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give

No one told me how bad I need you (I need you)
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself (all by myself)
And I want all you have to offer (to offer)
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else

Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left

Sometimes it seems like all I ever do
Is ask for things until I ask too much of you
But that's not the way (that's not the way)
I wanna live (I wanna live)
I need to change (I need to change)
Yeah something's gotta give
Yeah something's gotta...

Give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give, give until there's nothing left
I'll give

just two days ago, it suddenly shot up my mind yearning fer a home with our own privacy, our own control over time. when will we reach that age?

remember how they always laugh at singapore men being too mudane and practical? how they say let's buy a hdb flat together instead of baby, i love you and i wanna provide shelter fer you fer as long as i'm breathing. but if a man is willing to build a home just fer you, wouldn't that have meant alot already? though we might always want to indulge in a lil romance and fairy tale. just lyke how much it keeps yur smile glowing with that i love you in the morning.

i'm not blogging yet, i've been momentary hurt and have deadlines to meet every single week till they call off this semester, literally just every single week. i dunch feel a inch to think about it anymore.

i know i've been looking really haggard lately, if it seems that i've been ignoring you in anyway, just take note that it's done un-intentionally and blame it on the toothache. it's getting better though, why wouldn't it? with >1k spent? money makes the bad seem better right? puke!

i just wanna catch the leapyears and cuddle kiki to bed fer another thousand lightyears. when will it reciprocate?

i nearly lost my conscious this morning. with difficulty to breathe, breaking cold sweat, losing vision and everything pixelated. i dunch know if its the painkillers or my health deteriorating but i really hate this feeling that i'm growing weak. everything needs money. gawd.

i have a toothache and its cutting my patience off everything. i can't even concentrate mugging fer amino acid breakdown.

somehow my tooth hurts ever since the erupting wisdom tooth. now the bottom right set keeps haunting me. my cramps hurt and i find it so hard to breathe. all at a wrong time when i need to concentrate mugging. but i'll feel better with baby just by my side.

it's a few hours of 1st of march and this ish very random, i just wanna say that i love him so.