guys want excitement while girls need refreshments?

i see... it has been a week. life ish well... hrmp... pretty mudane. besides the fact that i'm sick and i feel lyke crap now. everybody hopes fer someone to take care of them when they're weak or perhaps to lighten up the day.

female lecturers ar VERY naggy. they sound lyke my grandmother trying to explain to me what's A. A is A. A is not B. B is not A. so A is only A and not B. they can drag some half an hour content fer almost 2 hours. dreadful.

and if i have to mention again, it doesn't mean that i'm skipping school if you happen not to see me in campus.

i look duper anaeroxic today. its either the dress or myself.

elfie.

imagine having yur love ones saying things which they just sprout out w/o knowing how much it hurts you. it leaves you with tears but just when you tot that you can catch some good rest so that tomorrow will get better. somehow only several hours later, you got awaken by that really bright moonlight and realise that yur dog has just made a big mess all over her cage. how bad could it be from picking up all that newspapers to yur dog creating another ls mess all over the cage while you're washing up her shit. remember that you're clearing up her trays? and all the ls ends up on yur floor, yur ROOM's. i'm not asking fer any special treatment, not demanding fer a better life, but why can't i just get some appreciation just fer my presence, my concerns, my patience. if everybody has a bad day and throws it out on me, wouldn't my day end up bad too? i dunch need you to be nice to me but at least just dunch be mean to me.

does yakking about all these makes me feel better? no. cos you guys will never find out and even if you do know how much pain you've caused, you won't apologise fer it. does it mean that i'm there, you can sit there and watch me by?

it all boils down to not being able to close the windows cause the stupid aircon's has no gas, which i urge to pump a week ago, yur stupid aircon was connected to mine and yurs happen to leak, which boils down to why the whole old aircon system hasn't been replaced? do you know all that noises i have to endure from 4am in the morning? that stupid traffic of lorries, buses, cars making a hell lotsa noises? you never ever realise that do you? i bet i have not complain a single bit and yet you have to take it fer granted. where's that lil privilege and attention i deserve just because my name ish melissa lee huay er.

just because i yakked about it instead of throwing my temper when i have a bad day, doesn't mean i'm weak. i can be yur punching bag but not in this way.

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there's some reason i need my boy's love and attention badly now.

everyone has problems.
everyone has bad times.
but why should we sacrifice the good times fer all of those?

by a fat lady in enhanted.

immerse into a fantasy world. a lil fairytale brings out smiles to end the day even if you're alone(what matters most ish who's at heart).

Enhanted - That's how you know

(A Capella, Giselle)
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?
(Marlon Saunders - Calypso Singer)
How does she know that you love her?
(Giselle)
How do you show her you love her?
(Together)
How does she know that you really
really
Truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show that you love her?
How does she know that you really really truly love her?
(Giselle)
It's not enough to take the one you love granted
You must remind her or she'll be inclined to say
"How do I know he loves me?
How do I know he's mine?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey?
He'll find a new way to show you a little bit every day
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

(Calypso Singer)
You got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each little something to lead her to believe you love her

(Giselle)
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?

Well does he take you out dancing just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you?
He'll find his own way to tell you with the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love
He's your love

That's how you he loves you
That's how you know it's true

Because he'll wear your favorite color just so he can match your eyes
Plan a private picnic by the fire's glow
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know (x5)
That's how you know he's your love
That's how you know
That's how you know he's your love

i feel lyke quiting msn.

there's some reasons i just hate msn.

science lecturers ar seldom interesting lecturers. even if their topics ar really interesting, they still can't work miracles outta it. cosmetics and perfumes would be really fine if only.....

nero with his extravagant perfume fantasy.
chanel no. 5 with all the aldehydes.

http://www.askandyaboutclothes.com/Teasers/Teasers/FragranceHistoryOf.htm
(oooh, so she got her timeline here?)

i miss my baby.* hearts, xoxo. LOADs.

yeah yeah yeah, school's starting. like? tomoooorow! 2 hours of perfumes and cosmetics ish just nice fer the start.

amazingly, today i jumped on that weighing machine and guess what? mel mel lost 3 kgs during last semester + the holidays. she's 44.6kg now. omg. 44? what a crazy figure. dunch reprimand me about losing weight cos i had no intention at all. but nobody lykes to put on more weight, sooooooooooooo......

still considering if i should get that light gold gucci brit tote. i was aiming fer that black one quite sometime ago. argh! oh, i think i just told baby half and hour ago, that i'm not gonna splurge. but its toooooo irresistable.



should i? should i?

sometimes its just really weird that the people closer to you might not hear yur cries. its either they dunch realise how important they ar to you or we all thought that presence ish more than enough. who fulfills yur emotional needs today? who feels that empty space in yur heart?

lately, i've been thinking about my future and it has always been this blankout memory of my mind, i can never seem to walk my way through it. (i'll find my way somehow.) we bring ourselves hope with the important people around and connected to us. just lyke how a painting needs different colors to paint out a beautiful picture, a beautiful future.

growing old means that yur memory might fade slowly.

to keep track last saturday - baby and i went on a duper shopping trip to raffles, marina, suntec then vivo. my boy broke his record. after several kwute attempts of making the cockuu clock work.

camwhore



with my dog.



school has started fer baby, and poor baby is having mind over stress now while i'm here daydreaming about him.

i'm so lethargic from all the modules planning. taxing and wasting too much of my brain juice. you know i dunch have much left to survive fer that few years. so restricted and yet so many things to look into. school's starting next week and i only have 2 modules on hand. this ish yet another disastrous semester. i dunch wanna hate school but under circumtances lyke this, i guess everyone ish beginning to dislike the bells.

ignore me, i'm just yakking. a lil won't hurt.

*i'm so bored that i have to resort looking through friendster.

did i mention how weird has it been to see yur friends flirting with each other even though both ar attached? sorry. but that's too much a disgusting sight i do not lyke seeing. not that it bothers me that much but everything you do has a limit. and when it comes to such boundaries, mel despises these offenders.

i was waiting and waiting fer bidding statistics and i fell asleep over the close bidding time by just 5 mins. hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow nice? now, will my 2 bidding points survive? under a duper kiasu world, i seriously doubt so. argh. i just hope MANY ppl give up bidding.

say that you love me, say that you do.

maybe i should have a short getaway before school starts.

311207 - The Last Day Of 2007.

last year, i spent the last day of 06 with baby and it's really really different from this time.

we caught AVP, dine at Chinese Feast and surprisingly caught fireworks after a long walk from suntec to one raffles place.



my favourite yet expensive hotpot.





the wind caught us and his hair got messy.



but i'm contented.



watching fireworks was delightful.









we had a swift ride home within an hour! imagine running away from zombies and i guess we did survived.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS!

(surprisingly, we got to see fireworks this year! delightful.)