family gathering at jumbo. food ain't fantastic, service w/o quality, restaurant seems lyke a factory.

peekures.








cousins.

really addicted to mac's sausage mcmuffin with egg. something i can have every single day, w/o feeling sick of it, yearning fer it more and more. including the deliveryman or driver that comes with it.

i really wish i could attend to every single gathering but work ish pounding. 2103's information ish overloading, i have less than a week till CA and i'm only 3/8 thru what's needed. 2104 ish crap, i have no time fer it. stats assignment ish simply a question mark. and to think that i have 2 more 2201 assignments due after recess week, people please stop scaring me.

i dunch know if i can't express myself well sometimes or i'm afraid of doing so.

i dunch know why but my birthday means alot to me. and someone just ruin everything i need on my 21st. i dunch know if it's about me complaining too much or being too fussy. but the least ish to let me spend some special time with the special ones. why should i be stuck at some stupid foreign land and and be back only on the last 2 hours.

sometimes it leaves to circumtances reminding you what's more important.

i need no surprises, just you and you and you and you to be here.

how do you talk when it's a fake motorola phone and it's upside down?

why would you be married with kids and still carry a torch fer yur old flame?

it's all just a drama.

everytime i tthink of work during free day. and after being lock at home half a day, i soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo just wanna go out and shop, be pretty. STRESS. could someone just stop working fer awhile? stop feeling tired fer awhile? stop feeling guilty fer not studying fer a day?

do not wish to meet anyone better.

cos my heart, it stops right at yurs.

irreplaceable.

i must say, valentino makes really lovely dresses.



perfect fer a wedding dinner gown. loves*

i wanna detox!

i miss my boyfriend.

sulks*

i have messy brows, messy hair. argh. i need a new hairstyle.

and perhaps to slim down.

it's been 2 years, a year, and still...

i really wonder how long it takes just to get a decent phone.

from waiting fer my desired choice to waiting fer smt minimal.

i guess it's not about the phone anymore.

infact, i would lyke to live w/o one. (after all the trouble i had with this one.)

the dirtiest job a girl can do ish to flirt along with a guy who doesn't belong to you. dunch talk about love being selfish, that's just a whole lot of excuse people play with. bitach.

later?

craving fer yummy desserts. mango? strawberry? kiwi? a mixture of tropical fruits. creamy, milky ice. hrmp...

belgium chocolate seems good too.

T.R.E.A.S.U.R.E.D

something kept in the draft since sept 12th.

they keep saying "what do you want fer yur birthday?" and 'they keep saying i'll buy you this or buy you that.' yeah, presents, surprises makes yur day and how do i often say "just give me e money" so that i can choose whether to spend it or not.

how often did you say you'll get me this and how long have i waited fer it?

if you can't get them, dunch even talk about giving them.

i would rather accept a promise that you would be able/remember to score.

if you can give me something that means so much more than just what money can buy, i would be jolly happier. i dunch need luxury to go along with life. that's fer now, at least.

it's pure happiness to get to see my baby even if it's just that few hours.

and no, i'm not madly in love. clearly, i know where i'm heading...

Ratatouille last saturday with baby. we stayed in town the whole day, shopping in town seems so boring. sometimes it feels good just to idle and cuddle. anyway, ratatouille was kwute. baby was cuter.

last thurs night. shakies unite fer the 20s birthdays.

one deck of cards, reads yur heart out?

sometimes it's really up to yurself to believe it or not.

so the queen's ace was right beside the king, and king was right smack between 2 aces, the queen ish 3 steps away from king's ace with no jack/jill/jane involve, king and queen opposite each other.

life ish fragile. sometimes we just need a lil encouragement to get thru with it.

i had so much trouble trying to study in peace today. there's this dumb-wit keeps shouting aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh every few seconds, my dog keeps barking, there's people coming to fix the ac, there's people knocking the door. crazy...

i just miss my baby so damn much. he never fails to keep me smiling, motivated, and my day so much rounder. love you baby. muacks*

it's 10 more hours till my first CA. crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy.

before i knew it. phew. and so yang was telling me yesterday that i can make that ah peh talk and move so much faster. thankews!! now, i can't believe i've caught 7 lectures in afro speed.

i'm so in need of bags.

friday - baby brought me to chinese feast fer my long awaited 'ma la hotpot'. but tanglin wasn't as yummy as suntec. but nonetheless, thanks baby. fer the lunch, the walk.

i need sleeping pills. its so torturing.