i ain't really interested in blogging about the bangkok trip. i'll leave the bad situations behind and keep the happy memories. if you ask me if i had enjoyed the trip, i would absolutely say yes and wouldn't think twice. becos baby ish around and no matter what happens, he will be there. i guess that's the most comforting part of the trip.

before we set off.







the big van fer all of us. 4 am in the morning.



spot me!





got my chanel compact.





we stayed at baiyoke suite. big, quite an old hotel, the airconditioned was way too noisy, thiefs in the hotel, good location.

day 1 was cheap ramen again and isetan, plus a lil platinum mall and big C at night. we nearly got tricked into some ulu restuarant, reckon that the previous experience was worth it. "we just wanna go chinatown, white orchird hotel, not fer dinner yeah?" or probably just hop on tuktuk.







4.60 per set. no service charge, no 7% GST!

day 2 was temples day + speedboat around the dirty chaopraya river. platinum mall, pratunam market, indra sq, chinatown.



golden buddha.









standing buddha.



day 3 was chatuchak weekend market, JJ mall, MBK.









day 4 was some alone shopping around pratunam market. platinum mall with the rest, suan lum night bazaar.



buys. not alot. but sufficient.



bottoms.



shirt dresses.



dresses.



tops, tunic tops and a dress.



lingerie, sunglasses, belt, necklaces, flats, bags, shawl.



tees.



baby kiki.

not willing to be back. there's stuffs ahead yet emptiness peeps in. i hate this feeling. really hate the darkness. maybe i'll idle fer as long as i could. i wish that i could stay, at least it goes without responsibilities. that he's just beside me.

BAD july.

i dunch lyke things on the rock.

we have to live with it.

i'm having classes alone next sem if i ain't wrong about it. worst of worst, there might be drastic changes which i ain't keen about it. don't even wish it to happen, dunch even want it to.

and i dunch wanna live with it. argh!

why do i feel that i'm drifting away...

BAD july.

i really hope things to go well fer everybody, just EVERYBODY.



i'm really missing my baby.

7 months, another 24th to go.

i love you so.

i'll be missing fer the next couple of days. going fer prep camp, leaving halfway fer my long awaited bangkok trip and with just a day plus of rest, i'm off fer orientation camp again. i'm still not ready fer school yet....... damn, lost of words. alright, there's so much to pack.

my eyelids, they ar twitching yet again. all i hope ish the july to end well fer all of us. we'll be smiling and everything will be just fine.

missing my baby...

i wanted to blog but left blogger here alone last night before attempting to even log in. 3 more long days.

we'll need no explanations.

http://will-o-thewisp.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html#1949450045228257237

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blue
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone
When we can be together, baby?
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

did i mention how much i dread going to work these days? or perhaps i've been complaining ever since. so much that baby ish getting sick of me yakking about work. work ish just perhaps too boring, the workplace isn't very enjoyable with no youth to talk to besides a few aunties who ar very lovable, but the rest hrmp... facing the IBM 8 hours a day makes me going bonkers, sometimes i'll giggle at people's foolish acts and talks, sometimes i'll attentively peep into others' gossips. or perhaps i'm just too lazy to work, too lazy to work fer unattractive pay. alright, i guess mummy should be somewhere near PIE now, or maybe the bus ish still going around the neighbourhood in circles.

just look at the rate i've been blogging and all these un-interesting notes.

this weekend was fine. sakae was really bad. so no more sakae in this lifetime. yucks. let's talk about the good stuffs, double chocolate from donut factory was fantabulous, transformers on 070707 was boomerang woom, killzone liberation with baby the whole sunday was the best to sum up the sweet weekend.

i'm awfully missing my baby.

working ish very much boring. maybe i should go on a hiatus. one till camp starts and the bangkok trip. 3 more weeks to endure i must say.

been working, rushing gst... life ish nothing fantastic and someone dearest just robbed away the only anticipation i have every week. i'm not happy at home and i dunch wanna stay home.