no, the top ish not blue! it's grey. but i'm falling in love with the blue.

loves the bag i got yesterday at icon. especially when it's duper worth it.

someone really important said something with great importance today and yes, i'll treasure fer whatever ish said.

it's 15 mins to 4am, i'm turning in soon. had a pretty productive weekend with school work. though someone says that's not even considered, it's not mugging but just doing what you suppose to do. fine fine fine, i know we see things at a different light. darn, i'm pressured on and off even if i'm not in school.

Muse - Starlight

Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold

it's lyke 3 but i'm just done with the clearing up of my wardrobe. argh!

i think i was too overwhelmed by one thing and shadowed the other.

sneak previews of the room!



love that postcard i got from bangkie!

and mr and ms lexie ish there.

rose from collin.

and yoz, the 3 whites! the 3 gree ish coming too. soon*



e working space.



lovely bed! once again, it's not the cage!



there's just this big difference in my room now. can't stand it! faints*

my room ish almost complete. i'm left with the cupboard, 3 sets of boxes, 1 pencil holder, 2 more photo frames, photos, dustbin, 3M sticks, 1 bedset+comforter, 2 more pillows + 1 huge one, new curtains and waah laaa... yups, and perhaps one really good freshener fer the room. and there i have a really yummy room. but i gotta make another trip to ikea, marina square.

i'm sleeping on my lovely bed (not a cage* hrmps, alex.) tonight weee.!!

i think i didn't mention catching gridiron gang on last friday. a note to keep. hrmp*

my dreams they tell me, i'm so not ready.

i had a really really busy weekend. so much till i have to reject poor cabin twice fer shopping. rush midnight to bean's birthday on saturday night. today, painted the room and finally settled everything. and shit, i haven't got my biochemical tutorials done, marketing lecture read, and biodiversity practical report done. faints* i hope the room gets done asap and i can start studying. i have a seminar to attend tomorrow evening, a 600 page book to read. alright, time to sleep in that stinky and empty room of mine.



no, i'm not a fan of tt creature. but someone ish.



the auntie in me.

i know i'm playing dumb towards his affection and totally not being myself when i need to be. but it's superficial to love someone just because of his unknown TLC. if you ask me why am i blessed lyke out of the sudden, i have no single clue about it. things will change and soon, we'll find out how and why. if things go on the right track, i'll be able to settle things well tomorrow. just give me more time and courage.

i know i haven't been really recording what i've been doing and friends lyke you dunch really know where i've been and am i still moving on the right track? or was that just my wishful thinking? oops. i think i was emotionally lost fer a moment and blogging doesn't seem this necessary. i wouldn't say i'm back on track and there's still tanglement on and off. but i'll be fine, dunch worry. school ish fine and i can't wait fer SSD2213 lecture which ish happening in lyke 30 mins time? i'm stuck at this weird corner of some science block with no disturbance besides that buzzing sound from hell i dunch know what but it's alright, patience ish running through and providing me some peace.

back about being fine, i'm still masking every single day, skipping lectures because there's webcast, appreciating the attention of one particular, renovating thoughts revolving my mind every single hour, cash strapped with all the new textbooks, school ish still evil (haa.) but i absolutely love my timetable, daddy ish back (he got mum a louis vuitton handbag and me, a miserable watch which i concluded costs lyke the most of 5 USD, but lyke what one says it's at least the effort.)

yeah, fer this moment, i'm feeling lightened. i miss all my lovelies and this stinky place ish filled with mosquitoes. bye...

let me stay low fer awhile and learn to appreciate who's ought to be.

they say i'm this, he says i'm that, adds that i'm those, you say i'm lyke this. so tell me now, who the hell am i? my identity ish rouse up into sometime i can't figure out myself in.

but what's with blurting out things that i'm not. that i dunch appreciate yur kinda of life and whatever you say. it hurts and i dunch feel good at all.

absolutely missing that cute* lingerie i saw at vivo the other day.

i love my SSD2213 - Singapore Urban History and Architecture lyke crazy. it's by far the most interesting module i've taken. amazingly details of singapore. indeed influenced. and he knows the bits better than me. how lovely can this be?

drove to school with a last minute decision yesterday. sad to say, i'm pretty worn out just fer the first day of school. without any anticipation and stuck with numerous thoughts. i know i was pretty pissed off last night. but i know it's just me.

on a happier note, i think i'm officially kicking start school today with 10am to 9pm. i love myself and not school. bleah.

and please stop that undergraduate thing. i think i'm lyke undergraduate, yeah.

i'm learning to move on and i know hell, i will.

the problem of sleeping too early (3am) ish this! now, i'm stuck. awake with my lecture only starting at 4pm. dreadful. i never ever lyke waking up in the early morning. my limbs they seem numb, my body feels weak, and i feel lyke i'm drifting.

was looking fer furniture the past two days. did a great amount of purchase and decision making. the room would most likely be done a week after daddy ish back. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... lovelies. can't wait. everyone has been telling me that my concept ish way too rowdy. i'm cutting down a number of things. it should be fine by then. thanks collin fer driving me around. school's starting tomorrow at 4pm. faints*

He will call.



the usual wait* and lies to oneself. (picture taken from website stated)

school's starting and someone (ahem*) says i've been enjoying myself fer one whole month, that i'm been slacking, and i'm sick cos i partied way too much. bleah. there's no kick to school besides being stuck at home fer the past two weeks bidding modules. i've no classes on monday and if my ballot goes well on friday, i'll have supa long weekends (fri to mon) on certain weeks. but the lectures, tutorials ar at way disgusting timing till 6 or 7pm. rejoyce! cos there's no 8am lectures. on top of that, i have one lecture on wednesday 7 to 9pm, but loves fer that. i'm getting way influence.

i'm wrote the 16th fer you ma boy.*

hurt, bleeding, weak and sick.

it's the first time * gave * concern in sequence. loves.

was looking through the blog while on the phone and we were amazed how memories tagged. (or rather, i am. mi3 was the 2nd alright.)

yesterday was well spent. caught the planes finally, the skies cleared amazingly fast fer us, i counted lyke a million number of stars, the moonlight shone with tingles, the rest ar secrets fer me to keep.

there's always one night you wanna spend the time alone or with e company in silence and tonight might be just it.

*who's gonna play the rock tune fer me?

mOS, dj tang, empty smoove, lovely UK tunes, and let's skip the weeping on and off. you ar vunerable, you're simply hurt, you played a game you thought you could afford but got lost in it. to hell, i'm never going back to mOS fer no good reason. bad memoirs haunts.

the timing has just 1 meaning.*

blood diamond was good just lyke what yan says. i wept lyke thrice during the movie. yups, i'm just a emo baby. vivo gv max ish big but the seats ar not comparable to cathay. uh, misses.



the lovely xmas tree still stays.



there you go, the best picture fer the night.

the possesion of anything begins in the mind.*

*absolutely addicted to this tune. i should catch 2046 soon.

DJ Shadow - Six Days

At the starting of the week
and someone talks you hear them speak
It's only monday

Negotiations breaking down
see those leaders start to frown
and so did monday.
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late.

You could be sitting taking lunch
the news will hit you like a punch
It's only tuesday

You never thought we'd go to war
after all the things we say
it's april fools day.
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late,
tomorrow never comes until it's too late

You hear a whistling overhead
Are you alive or are you dead
it's only thursday

You feel the shaking of the ground
The feel of candles all around
is it your birthday.
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late,
tomorrow never comes until it's too late.

Make tomorrow come, I think it's too late

so the wishlist has been updated. there will be changes in a week's time. let's keep this fer memo i guess.

01* [/]A Good 06'
02* [F]Romance
03* [/]Ma Simple Bday Dinner
04* [S]Study Hard
05* [S]Healthy Lifestyle
06* [F]Lose Weight to 44 Kilos
07* [/]500 Bucks
08* [S]Europe Trip/Exchange
08* [S]Hongkong
09* [F]Ash Hair
10* [/]Issey Miyake
11* [/]Dresses
12* [ ]Fluffy 3/4 Skirts
13* [/]Jersey Tops
14* [/]Heels
15* [/]Watch
16* [ ]FCUK's
17* [ ]Belts
18* [/]Heart Necklace
19* [ ]Vichy/Galenic
20* [/]Memories To Last
21* [/]Gift To Be Out
22* [F]Being Blissful

so e slash means uhuh, F equates to failed and S = SOON!

when you say you've no money fer clothes. there goes the rest. faints*





my favourite. yummy!



a little pampering to feel good.

photobucket ish giving a lil trouble. it's free anyway, so darn it.

i'm sending daddy off to las vegas tonight (3am) and i'll have the car fer at least a week. so let's see hur, i hope i'll manage parking. if only lovely bmw stayed.

bakerzin's indulgence.

David Guetta Vs. The Egg - Love Don't Let Me Go (Walking Away)

baby, i miss dancing with you...

this ish duper cute laa...

yeah, enjoy 2007! lovelies.

surprisingly, i have nothing much to say fer 2007. this pause might take some time.

come, let's sit down and read a really boring story of mine.

someone please tell me it's not 7 in the morning and the birds ar still chirpping.

bye. but baby loves. alright, let's skip the birds still chirping part.

and so after lyke mere 3 hours of sleep, i went off to ikea. sip some of alex's tea w/o creamer (bleah) tired and found out the tampines outlet would be a more lovely place to shop.

bidded farewell and went to ps. met yan fer death note 2. the usual chats and walk to peninsular plaza.

got home after 7, recieved a surprise call from bean.

had dinner and rush off to meet collin. met meiling and thanks so much fer the earrings. caught both ends fireworks. and then it was a merry go round everywhere.

i've met and spent who i wanna be with fer the last bit of 2006. so how's 2007 gonna be lyke? who's gonna play the tune fer me?