Never Be Lonely - Feeling
Album: Twelve Stops and Home

People in love they're fast and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely

B-b-b-baby I think I'm going c-c-c-crazy
Why should I be sane without you (hahh)

They tell me to fight it
They can bloody well just try it
I'll never be the same without you (hahh)

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
They'll never be lonely

B-b-b-baby I think I'm going c-c-c-crazy
And why should I be sane without you (hahh)
They tell me to fight it
But they can bloody well just try it

and you know what? i realise i cannot stand myself being too casual to school. sometimes, i just think i look lyke crap if i do so. especially the past week when i fell sick. oh dear, i miss shopping at fcuk.

i'm still awake. yeah yeah yeah... not surprising after all. but i'm sooooo stuck with my organic chem and eeeeks, i think i'll sleep at most probably six AM? i guess i have no choice cos i gotta spend the day out later with lovable girlfriends.

supposely i've waited fer quite sometime and things doesn't seem to get better. more than enough being passive about something particular. i wanna just play hide and seek now. tadaa... bye, i'm gone* we'll see if you can find me. but then, please hope i dunch run when you do.

i have this baby who does't smiles and say i love you.

if you've notice, there's changes. yups, it goes according to my life and yeah...

it's been 5 months. i love memories and i absolutely dig in the happy walks.

waiting fer 2 weeks, 3 weeks. forgetting about what i've held on to.

i just realise it has been more than 2 months since i've mention i wanna catch how much do you love me? it feels as though it was just a few weeks ago.

i love reading my past entries. awe... it makes me feel silly at times and yet amazed by the things i write abt.

Sunday, July 16, 2006
my heart throbs,
what if he's able to hear it?
with the distance this close,
the imperfections ar flawless.
does he share the same vision as mine?
there was once he look into my eyes and i just melt.
awe...
when was the last time you toss over the bed non-stop thinking about that someone special?
where's that key that lies in it?
ar there only memories to keep but never to last?
i'm 24/7 all about you.
*addicted to romance.

used to? or still?

it's gonna be 2 months since my sharks came into my life. goodness. this ish getting really freaky. time passes so fast and in less than 3 months time (19th december), i'm touching the big 2. dots. and my wish this year ish to have my love ones right beside me and i want a hug from everybody (i'm so in need of them to pass through my 2006). a simple affair and simple gift and yur presence, that's more i ever wish i'll get.

and did i mention? i'm missing someone.

i seem to always make decisions with others in my mind but never has one thought with me in consideration.

k finally! i'm not a big fan of karaoke though. but sometimes you just need sing aloud sessions to chill you out. (=



i dunch know why am i'm grinning so happily and gfs should know i'm fretting more than i should.

and so we have a surprise guest today.

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was out with jimmy fer kbox. poor jimmy waited fer me almost an hour at clementi. but eh, i still went over to fetch him to suntec.



shopping after k and dinner at rennthai! my favourite thai restuarant.



yummy crackers.



debilicious tom yum soup.



mine.



the 2 pathetic shrimps came after.



jimmy's super spicy chicken with basil leaves.

after dinner, we head to the fountain and took a few pictures.





and soon after, we went to look fer new capsules. and we went to play DDR! dots. lyke how childish can? haa.



not very cui la, jimmy.



last stop was esplanade and when i was there, memories seem to spark. i dunch know why. but yeah, i did wish of something.



taken at the roof terence.



tadaa...



nice effect i took while trying so hard to take clear pictures for jimmy.

and so that pretty much ends the 1 day as a tour guide.

it's lyke 1 weekend and it's? all over,

love ish not a maybe thing.

http://www.freewebs.com/tvshows4you/thehills/the_hillss01e09_2.htm

sometimes it just takes an effort or 1 word and that's more than enough.

http://www.freewebs.com/tvshows4you/thehills/the_hillss01e07.htm

http://www.freewebs.com/tvshows4you/thehills/the_hillss01e07_2.htm

this was the reason i slept at 6am this morning.



poor moses, i manage to find this really old fuji cam and tried webcasting with him.
i'm still waiting fer daddy to get me a creative one with mic! soon and everyone can webcast with me!



CLICK and see if you can spot me.

the flower was supposely still blooming lyke a day ago. now it's curling and infront of me. it smells better though.

you know the times you feel all dumb? and you just think that "hey, since you dug yur own grave then please just jolly well smile while you fall in it!" * ar uncontrollable and it gets worst when you fall sick and yur stomach ish rejecting meals. it hasn't been the worst but when am i allowed such good fortune? i still need answers.

did i mention that quite a number of ladies were wearing retro outfits to the ball? 1 simple dress with patent belt? and even some vintage belts that we wear to school? hrmp, should have just gone in my black and white stripes if i knew it was that informal. and i saw so many girls wearing red patent heels, some even with red clips, roses and BRA. i know RED ish so this season, even i was so attracted to this RED valentino dress the other day. but hrmp...

anyway, i was sick and stuck at home and so i caught this 1988 maggie cheung movie. how cool yeah? just when i was only 2 years old. and guess what, the scenes ar the exacts copies of the fashion now. tights, vintage belts, high cut dresses, charm earrings. aiyo, we ar just lacking of that bouncy bouncy hair. woooooo weeeeeeeeee...

hey kristen, i can't seem to tag. but anyway, the dress ish from ebay. try searching fer it. and thanks fer the compliment. (=

i'm overflushed by what has been given to me yet stumbled by the rules that hasn't been set. we'll see if it works out.

*i dunch need a laguna beach hunkie.

should i talk a lil abt sat night? (it's too boring, just skip it if you're not interested. i'm just writing it down fer my own memoir.)

hrmp, i had a hard time sewing that marc jacobs dress the night before (fri). you know i did recieve the wrong dress and the size was lyke HUGE though it's already a size 0. the shoulders + lace were too spacey fer me and the puffer sleeves (too long) didn't seem lyke it on my FAT arms. i should have just brought it to the tailor and get the job done. argh, thanks to thurs being lazy. so the night ended with many bimbotic stuffs. (masking, waxing, blargh blargh blargh.) and i was so tired, i didn't remembered to take off my contacts before i went to bed. argh! curse. and there i go, waking up with RED SORE EYES.

rush to the tailor to get the dress shorten, had jap brunch at paragon with mummy and makeup+hairstyling at hollywood secrets. thanks to my sore eyes, i was only allowed with natural and light colors. alex came and pick me up and we were early fer the ball. so we spent lyke 2 hours walking around and around, socialising, looking at girls and taking pictures.

the dinner was fine but i only enjoyed the dessert. aha. the video that alex and his buddy did fer his unit was really good and yet he was worried the whole night.

we spent another 2 hours waiting fer US to move along to MOS. and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i miss the place oh-so-much. (yea-daa, the toliet only.) afterall, that's the place we first met. music was good at smoove and finally he agrees with me. DJ tang was still as suave as usual.

what happens after ... who knows?

alright, i seriously do not look good in curls and there's no way i'm gonna get curls again fer the next dinner (which i doubt there ish any) and so i recieved the wrong dress, got sore eyes, had a ugly hairstyle and i ended up looking and feeling lyke one ugly duckling fer the night. luckily the dinner and after was enjoyable and thanks alex fer inviting me to the dinner. we both enjoyed ourself and it was a really sweet night afterall.

my favourite shot. i think it looks so romantic with the rose and candles. people were staring at us when we did this shot.

we were too early fer dinner and went around searching fer a place fer shots. there i found a piano hiding at one corner. so i pulled alex to it and tadaa.

the manager came and saw us taking pictures with the piano and offered help.



nice!



us at the rest room. if you can see clearly, my eyes ar SO RED.



yeah yeah, acting suave with my white rose.



at the table of 10.



apparently, he didn't filled my name in time and i had this empty card. poor me. so he quickly borrowed a pen from the waitress and wrote MELISSA LEE on it. and it did puzzled me just one thing. how did he knew my surname or should i say remembered?



the ball.





people couldn't stand how hard we tried to take a picture with the rose and offered help. so there you go.





the complimentary shot we had. (more of lyke he paid fer it.) aha. we both thought we look ugly in it. i hated my hair and he felt that he looked funny in his uniform.



some OCS guys fer you all to gorge at. dots. alex, just what did you think you were doing?





the pretty girls. (minus me. i think i look lyke some oversized auntie.)



CLICK. it's super blur though. my lousy camera. i think it's time to change it.



us at MOS. i look so pampered beside him.



i look ugly but i love his mega watt smile here.



my turn to shine.

and so that ends a pretty non-productive weekend (fer school work i mean) but a good memoir to keep.

i suppose things do happen fer a reason and if you're willing to let me know why. i would be always be there to accept everything you have to say.

alright, the long awaited night cycling photos. 30 of them. so yups...

the sharks (thanks to terence to help me out by accepting the job load and coordinating the event) had this september birthdays celebration at orchard. a simple dinner at scotts and swensens blackforest cake behind the irish bar.

the cake!

unfortunately only 3 of the 6 came but nonetheless, i hope they still enjoyed this small affair.

preparing fer jumping act.

and the night cycling starts. the sharks were most of the time staying together minus the seniors. the pictures were of the order of flow fer night cycling.

the sharkfin group!

with our abalone (safety rider) and there we became "buddha jumps over the wall". haa.

sharkfins and fairy sharks conquered the waterfront bridge.

fins at esplanade.

our memoir at esplanade.

liyang and tanching going through the terrible factor with meal worms.

all the little sharks at LAU PA SAT! kwute.

liyang thinks he looks lyke the old man.

halfway thru the cycle and stopping at the sight of 'village cows.

newton circus.

at lavender food centre.

taking some hotel 81 shot.

we want to pee!

i absolutely love this shot.

so we ended up at aljunied food centre (i think so) and everyone fell asleep. dots.

so damn tired.

taking the van back. yeah i know. van.

at the end of the day, and what did we got? a tee. dots.