i was weeping through that hongkee lifeforce show. it's my 3rd time watching and i'm still very touch by whatever's on the show. and lyke i've told others after the first time i caught the show, i'm very inspired by it and that's the keeping motivation towards my career path now. applied clinical research. i wanna help and bring more life + new beginning to this world.

and ps, dunch take anything fer granted.*

i slept last night near 4 am with the rush thinking that it's necessary to get back my sony ericsson and save all my precious smses. woke up 6 + am fer stats lecture. and amazingly, i was bright awake throughout 8 am to 12 noon lectures. very new motivation fer me. aha. (thanks terence fer shaking me up when i nearly fell asleep during the last part of chem lecture.) i broke the record further by staying up all the way to NOW! i did some mugging in school, went to visit this master khor in school (seems easy fer me to believe in such palm readings but then i realise 80% of what he says ish pretty much the same he concluded to everybody. so stop yur wasting money fer it) finish my tutorials fer tml and lastly enjoyed some heart to heart chats. now that i need more lala time. lalala, oh dear, i'm so influence by someone. lamo.

as usual. pictures from last night's bash.



the only 5 sharks available.



wenyeow and lijun.



jimmy and sandy.



jimmy and me.





me and lijun.



look how they look lyke office boys chilling after working hours.





please do not suggest fer pictures taking right after a drink. look at how red i am.



the guy who thinks i'm a clubbing noob. so happy~





yuhan and me. one of my scamp senior and SOW director. look at how spastic ish he and how RED i am.

we went fer dinner after the 1st drink cos the crowd wasn't even there yet.



jimmy munching my mcspicy.



me! nice pose.







and the sharks went silly in the mid of the streets. taking pictures just beside the main road.



back to phuture.







the 5 sharkies.



sintale.



taken while waiting fer the guy who left me alone.



we went fer supper cos the sharks couldn't stand the bad music available. after which i went back to zouk to look fer alex and the rest of the sharks went to the bridge to chit chat.

and we took pictures before we departed fer the day.







the hunch backing!



alex and me.

nonetheless, i enjoyed the night with new friends and old friends.

just got home from science's bash night. zouk on sat ish terrible. if only all the sharkies were there, we would have tore down the place even with that sucky music. all the science people were mostly with their scamp group but where the hell ish mine?

had a nice day today despite sleeping at 5am. spent quality time with the family, had fun at bash (i meant with the 4 sharks), happily taking pics, even met up alex and took some unglamourous pictures with him (haa, all the hunch back and fat arms). but the day ended with someone leaving me alone outside zouk. (i was waiting fer him all along, we all knew it and yet he left w/o waiting fer me! even alex who stays so near zouk offered the accompany home, ignoring it would put him in circles and wasting cab fare. how could you just leave me alone? that's so very nice of ya.)

finally someone who thinks that it's my first time clubbing. weeeeeeeeeeeeee... after so long~ meyson (i'm not really sure of his name) said that i'm not shaking much (i think he thinks i'm a noobie and i'm oh so happy.) but seriously i dunch know how to dance with house music besides the shaking of head that alex taught me to. i think alex ish pretty much the one enjoying the whole house/trance thing. but i do agree that his favourite song ish really delicious.

we took near 100pics of 1/4 of them was JIMMY's. and i tell you, he gets drunk ao easily! 1 tiger beer. everyone's gonna laugh at him. (aha, finally someone lyke me!) and when he's drunk, he's super duper narcissistic.

pics tml. i think i look so bloated tonight. i hate that blue dress. it always makes me look FAT! alright. time to bath and lala land.

*why should i get close with someone who gets mix up with me being in NUS/NTU/SMU all the time?

some pictures yesterday when i was out with vera. went shopping finally. got vintage belts, a new necklace, dorothy perkins top, tights and more.

come, play in my playground.

i seriously wonder what was i doing.

oooh, so colorful.

some adidas ad.

studying in UNI ish an expensive chore.

i will, i will edit the template a lil or re-adjust to suit my current lifestyle SOON.

i slept at 3+am, i'm suppose to be up at only 6.15am and look at the time now. seriously, i do not dare to get back to sleep and i'm really freaking out at thie point of time. the very first occurance being affected by ghostly dreams this badly. i had a really really frightening dream and i hope memoirs of it doesn't stay.

sorry. if everything isn't that clear i'm typing in a shock state and i have vauge memory of the 10 mins ago dream.

i forgotten the first few parts of the dream but it's basically lyke a movie with some happy and interesting scenerios rousing yur attention firsthand. everyone was joyful and we were running about school, my neighbourhood (i had liyang telling me some stuffs about my neighbourhood and me telling some of the sharks where my place ish.), taking lrt, begging an auntie to sell me lemon juice as someone wants to drink badly though i have no idea who, more with people related in SOW, chicken drumstick and here goes...

we (in memory lies, me, tanching, liyang, alan, chauting and i think a few more sharks running behind) were running around some street with malls crowding playing frightnight+amazing race. yeah! fright night in the mid of the streets. tebeh. i know i did walk through abercrombie and fitch (i scream throughout the outlet cos i was pretty amazed with the presence of it. i guess it reflects how much i want to go shopping.) we were in street 102/100 and we were looking fer this street 62. (i remembered flicking through my own map cos it's a shopping area and i'm quite familar with the place.)

and then, we turn out a street and bascially someone was suppose to lead the quest. the one who's suppose to ish right infront (i think it's alan) and i was behind the someone leading the sharks. and when i realise we're there, street 62 ish just this isolated alley. me and the someone infront (which i assume ish alan) pause and wanted to wait fer the sharks to follow up before we ventured into the alley. i heard voices ("come inside, come inside.") calling us to go in the alley and i scream loudly just fer effects and to notify everyone that we have reached our destination. but then i heard some noises at the back and turn to check if everyone was right behind.

it was then, i saw tanching and (i think chauting) tripled and fell. tanching was rolling and then i saw him pouncing on the floor with his arms rotating (at very weird angles) and his facial expression was freaky i tell you. he sort of gave this "someone ish controlling me" look with his hands moving 360 degrees and freezed. i was practically screaming throughout, behind me was someone (which i still assume ish alan) kneeling on the floor, and lil did i realise this car suddenly came close to my left and when i turn, saw this car right infront of me and behind me was another car. (sort of a car crashing me scene) i wanted to run after seeing tanching last expression and arms moving 360 degrees (the bones cracking and all) and to escape from the cars... but i was slowly rose up and i couldn't move! all the cars was aiming right at me. i was crying and chanting, "please do not kill me" (sounds timid but yeah, i am.) i was rotated about until i was above the first car and the one (i'm still wondering if it's alan) who's kneeling down kept begging nonstop and soon the car ate up begger with red lights gone(which i assume ish her lover) and i was let go. that's when i got the froze and woke up in fear.

it might not seem really scary but seriously tanching's stunt was really freaky and i saw it happening! (not visually but yeah, it still tingles.) blood didn't splash out but his bones were cracking and eeeeeeks. i'm so sorry but i'm not gonna join anymore fright nights nor participate in it. this ish so cursed.

alright, the 0.00000000000000000000001% person claims that the blouse i wore today was some cloth i should wear during fright night. dots. how nice ish that.

there's one kinda of people which really irritates me. i absolutely dislike their character, their attitude and whenever they try to assume something out of you, you just feel lyke telling them straight off that they should jolly well stop the nonsense. and this kinda of people ish existing in my life again! argh...

alright. now i'm not only known fer sleeping in lectures. it's a plus fer skipping lectures. i hope the good rest works.

i'm off to bed late again. oh dear! stats at 8am. kill me!

i was discussing about aquarius guys and was reco to this website.

http://www.114fun.com/birth/

it's super duper accurate fer us.!!

additonal pictures from SOW.

FIC - huo jian hua behind!



my oh my. chancy fell and why ish liyang screaming at yvonne. haa.



there i go dancing in tutorial room.



look at alan's expression. act cute eh. haa.



and liyang. yawning away...



supper after the dance craze at 4am. it's more lyke breakfast and the prata at foong seng sucks!







suffering from sleeping at 6am and waking up at 8am.



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eh eh sa pu leh, gucci bebe gucci be. haa.




point at the stars. (CLICK)



pai zhao pai zhao!



finale of SOW. (CLICK)

but can someone explain to me what's this?



dear oh dear!!