so much fer not having an appetite today. i'm gonna suffer with my gastric while i try to fall asleep. what a day... i want it to heal so badly so that i can have a nice weekend out without humilation.

my hair has been crop and it's fugly. cos i think it's short and bulky. i think i look lyke a tomboy now from my right view. the fringe ish bob-short and i hate it. bleah. though alex says there's no change and mummy thinks it's fine. midnight sales at wisma and ck tang was kinda miserable. xmen3 was good even from the left side of the cinema but it's a little tad too short. love the mutants but they died too fast. the nice chat, clear breeze, tired walk and irritating mosquito pretty much ends the lovely day. teh, the mosquito ish still around. terrible when i need my beauty sleep. omg, the pimples ar popping and it happens whenever he ish around. argh! can't stand the humilation. (what was that suppose to mean? hrmp, now i wonder.)

i give you 5 cents and you return me back 5 cents. isn't that fair? why isn't it ever square?

omg, i can't wait fer my hair to be crop tomorrow. and that shall depend on the time i'm waking up tomorrow. and yups, 10 june fer me to get those black roots gone.

very unglamourous pictures from adolphus N70 but nah, it's okay to have fun. (=





omg, as much as i need my bliss. i'm single alright. so fer those who has asking about me and adolphy. he's not my bf. he belongs to someone else! haa.

awwwwwwwwwwww, you know what. i miss my girlfriends oh-so-much.

and of cos, it includes adel.

2 weeks gone in a flash and the anticipation fer everything somehow vanished in that flash too. how disappointing fer the twitching and all. come what may. being patient ish definitely a virtue.

today would be the last day i'm driving daddy's car. at least not till it's fully repaired. apparently something ish wrong with his gear box and i feel sucha turtle on slopes. you know how much i'm worried about embarrassment so i shan't risk any chances of having the car stall in the middle of the road. it's gonna be traumatic situation which i myself would burst out in tears. pray hard that daddy doesn't get stuck in PIE later. i'm was happy fer the night at least though i left cabin dancing alone. (sorry*) i got to meet new friends, ate 2 tables away with andrew chow, got to meet that guy from the kfc spicy drumlets commercial and that pleasant surprise of nautical.

awwwwww, waiting fer the impossible to happen. maybe lyke yan says the other time while i was gleaming with joy, some arrangements will come at the right time.

the eye twitches fer a good reason. it keeps the heart empty. i feel disappointed with myself. actually no, i realise that it's the people around me that's revolving and i'm stranded in this lost island of mine. reason of them to leave me here all by myself? i do not have a single clue. the chastity (no, it's not refering to virginity) ish gone and it makes me wonder what's right and wrong. maybe what xin says ish true. i'm placing "it" on my palms and not guarding it when i need to. it's not lyke i can ask fer things to go my way. but i'm not avoiding it when i know that it's just gonna be a piece of blank paper in the end. i'm just feeling inferior, dunch bother.

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

i personally think the singlish one was really good. haa.

from tomorrow onwards, everything should start in the right and normal way. no more hissing around with things i could not draw a conclusion in the end. and if you really want it to be that way, just be responsible with yur actions and have it within yur limits. grab yur own opportunities and either way things would turn out to be, keep it naturally.

fer once, the tagboard ish relive. not fer any kind of special reason but yeah, it's just there. i'll suggest those who wanna diss to just get lost. i'm not perfect or near to it. i dunch need someone to rectify whatever's missing or should not be here. it's back to the same old story that if you assume i'm sucha bitch, go erase me of yur life. and yups, my command of language ish not strong. so as long as i understand what i'm writting and i feel good with them, you'll get me. i'll have my own means of making myself sound better.

the taiwanese really have a odd way of learning english. you know how they did they pronounce hoobastank in their entertainment news? "hoob-ba-STINK!" wahahahahaha...

omg, that junk food rolling stone tee i saw yesterday at heeren's queen couture ish still stuck in my mind! grey tee with shimmering rolling stone logo. argh! i want i want!

and yups, that french actress tautou. eeeeeee-uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuksssss...

ooooh and before i sleep, about da vinci code. if you have read the book, i seriously think you should just spend your time reading it over again. you couldn't imagine that i fell asleep TWICE during the movie and gawd, it's awful when they change some of the details. somehow trying the make the movie shorter, better or ?

1) what happen to robert being disturbed while he was resting in bed finally? and that polite gesture the DCPJ agent did when he gave robert his tweed coat in his room telling him "spring in Paris is not all your song boast."

2) the difference bwt the cryptex found in the box and the one sophie had when she was young? "but i've never seen one so ornate and large". the one i saw from the young girl seems larger than the one found in the box alright!

3) sophie's family died when their car went off a bridge into fast-moving water and her grandmother was inside! did they have no water resources to catch a scene lyke this and instead left their car crashing against a truck? omg. and where's the grandmother? i didn't see that old lady in shit inside there.

4) when was monsieur vernet instructed to track the armoured truck? he told his manager to activate the emergency system! not fache telling him to do so!

5) where ish sophie's grandmother another rosewood box?

6) hell i do not see sophie recognising her long-lost brother in that movie.

7) why didn't night fall over rosslyn? cos people ar afraid to film in a dark rosslyn chapel? i saw sophie stepping on that pond when the sky ish still bright.

there's more minor details that's different which i think adds up to the whole book. argh, i'm just so glad i'm just only at the first half of the book. so it isn't that disappointing at the 2nd part of the movie.

and there were too many missing parts (it wasn't lyke harry porter where everything written was exactly in the movie). i felt lost watching the movie cos what's important within the elements of the book wasn't found and that they just simply minger around with jesus having the royal bloodline. everything went too fast, short and never sweet. i freaking spend few chapters with the lovely start and yet they scrap it out within less than 10 mins? it's lyke i spent 1 hour writting a poem fer my darling and he spent 10 secs glancing thru it, saying a dumb meaningless "thank you." only.

i want to sleep now! fed up.

and if you haven't read the book, you can still catch the movie cos apparently it still seems good to the others. or i'll strongly suggest you to read the book or if you ar really sucha lazy arse, spare at least 5 mins fer this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Da_vinci_code.

finally fer once, i've enjoyed clubbing since 28th april. maybe the reason was becos i'm back at MOS! with lovely toilets and awesome dj tang! this new song playing in MOS, love it till bits. the mtv ish really hot. go peep at youtube.com. "loosen up my buttons baby (ah huh)" sexaye..



the guys. basil and mister sg, adolphus.



adolphus and me.



we look lyke ghost! moses and me. "me" in this pic looks so familar.


there i said so. right? haa.

so much better. i'll post more pics when i get them from adolphus.

i'm sick of waiting fer acknowlegdements. feels so much lyke an idiot. lyke what i've said today to someone, when can i ever be the one that's troublesome? similarly, when can i ever be the one that's going mia.

this ish what happens when there's sale and you need a shopping therapy. buying when you know you dunch have the extra cash to spare.

mango top. 15 bucks. mango shorts. 30 bucks. gawd. it's 50%. weeeee...

i think i ought to be lock at home when the great sg sales arrives next week. it's the 26th babies...

some spastic photos that i'm willing to share. haa.





bye. i need to get dresses and heels when the sales ar here. haa haa. daddy ish going to be in great trouble. hohoho. nah... just kidding.

i'm very much in need of a shopping therapy. heels, dress.. and omg, i miss dunkin donuts!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

even the horoscope knows exactly what i've been hesistating about.

Sometimes the only step to take is forward, no matter how scary it seems. If you're so afraid of being wrong, you'll never be able to figure out what's actually right. It's time to move ahead. Now.

and yes, fer those who will be concern. i've submitted my decision.

The course you accept

NUS - Science (Life Sciences)

has been registered by theJoint Acceptance system.

Thank you.

my reasons were very simple.

to recall back to the time

1) i wish and hope desperately that nus would accept me when i saw my disappointing Cs.

2) the hesistation when bean told me to look into nus's online system to check if my offer has been sent.

3) the smiles i had when i saw this online.

Application status

You have been offered Science (Life Sciences) in academic year 2006 - 2007.

The details of the offer will be stated in the offer letter.

Your letter of offer was sent on 27-Mar-2006.

4) the excitement within when i took the keys and went down to the letter box.

5) the fairy sprinkling flakes above me while i was peeping at the BIG NUS envelope on my way up the 20th storey. (to recall, i can't believe i was behaving lyke this small girl leaping with joy in the lift)

6) the tears that gave way while the silly girl was gleaming in the room alone.

nus was lyke a dream and the hesitation grew when i felt that it was a deal too good to be true. i didn't wanted to gave my heart away and ignore ntu. but since after ntu decided to offer me direct entry to second year, i had second thoughts about the whole matter. i doubt if i had a good foundation from ngee ann, considering the fact that it's gonna be months till uni starts. the thoughts of jumping straight into second year with immunology, virolgy and those major topics ish definitely scary.

and so, give me yur blessing. the heart was so heavy while submitting the choice. i guess it's a tough route and there's alot to be done. planning of modules, majors, alternatives, preparing fer advanced placement credit tests, revising, recapping, blargh blargh blargh.

bring me to a party now and let me enjoy myself fer awhile.

and so i've met the legendary "flying cockroach". screamssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

i'm really @#$#%^%$ with my own decision making. crash me with whatever you can and make a decision fer me. gawd! why ish it so hard to stick to what i really want? give me a call and stop me from the tears. HELP. i'm going bonkers.

weeeeee... just had a really tasty supper at east coast road. stupid aik wee drove us in circles (wahahaha, scolding him in my blog again)



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i didn't really lyke the french toast. so it's 2/5.



the shanghai hot and sour soup was really "HOT" as in hot. it's not spicy at all. but it was nice.



aik wee's black pepper chicken chop rice was yummy!



my baked rice was excellent. half of it was seafood in cream sauce and the other half was this really good tomato sauce with pork chop. yummy!



this mango king was fantastic! mango blended with jelly, mango cubes and ice cream. woooooo...



nice supper. and guess what did i got fer mummy's mother's day gift? beef brisket! wahahahaha. but she said it was de-bi-licious. (=

i've told alex that i'm going to attend today's tea session from ntu and will solve the whole problem (making a final decision) before he comes back. gave myself confirmation that i'm heading towards nus after ntu's talk. and then after that yummy tea session with lovely desserts, i'm stuck. (noo, it's not because of that yummy chocolate custard with blueberries) i seriously would love to go into nus (just becos it's NUS. it sounds so much a brand to me and it takes an poly elite to get in, therefore some recognition to me. yups, you might say i'm bias or foolish.) but that direct honours from ntu makes the deal sounds so tempting. you just gotta pass to get B.Sc (Hons)! PASS! you can get a freaking C fer e whole of yur 4 years and get paid a few hundred bucks more. blargh, dying alright. perhaps alex ish going to have the chance to say "after so long that i've went, no decision yet?"

poseidon was good. and i think it's so much better than mi3. wahahaha. i'm bias but yups, it's good so believe in me! and try not to catch it under digital showcase. cos it's the 2nd time, something went wrong during the film.

alright, i'm not offically bored fer being at home since sunday. infact i'm still loving the company of yan's da vinci code and i'm planning to go through it slowly till the 22nd. but yeah, try to date me out alright? i know friday ish a public holiday and i dunch wanna to get stuck at home.

i was forced up at 6 plus in the morning by this terrible nightmare (i do not recall how scary it was but it just gave me an adrenaline pump resulting me to look around my room lyke i'm somehow force to) and the worst part of it, the chill stayed fer quite sometime. i tried to pick up my phone, start smsing to get away from the attention and only knew who the sms went to the next moment i woke up (no, i didn't pick any particular but just the first one from the previous list. you would understand if you knew how a sony ericsson works). phew. what a night or should i say morning.

i'm missing good food. i think i'm gonna get all chicky and persuade mummy out fer a nice brunch and dinner tomorrow. i wanna have spicy ramen at far east square, waraku at marina square (fer sashimi and hotpot), crystal jade (fer dim sum. thanks to moses fer reminding me of it), "chay kueh tiao" and canto desserts at chinatown, "mala" hot pot at suntec, oreo cheesecake. that's all fer now. i know i'm damn pampered when it comes to food. i'm lyke a small child, "i dunch care!"

i was falling asleep at 12.30am and i woke up 15 mins later telling myself, "aargh, i'm sooooo sleepy today and it's so unlike me. i think it's time i should get tuck in bed." and when the phone rings at 1.06 am, i realised that it's the first time i have someone thinking about me and calling me up from the airport! urrrrrrrrr... (so friends, remember to always give me a call with that free phone service at the airport ookies?) and of cos, if you're travelling, get me goodies!

i had a really complete day yesterday which was of cos enjoyable. a pity i didn't took my digital camera out fer pics. aweeee... after sleeping fer merely 3 hours, i woke up at 9am and there goes my busy day out.

mi3 was good especially with good company telling you more about tom cruise. but cos everyone kept saying that it's fabulous, i shall not dread over it. the night was fantastic with the only part of seperating at park mall's bus stop.

went down to rouge to support adolphus. infact i realised that mister singapore didn't look as bad as they seem in the blown up pictures. i wasn't gorging on them the night, it was the gays with their eyes totally glued on them. but punggol was really a package (phew, i did vote fer the right one). and ayer rajah looks yummy in real life. aha.

from rouge, i was forced to walk to liquid room. darn! and we took a whole big round. kenneth was busy entertaining this new friend. and left his irritating model scout with me and moses. gawd, apparently he was only interested in talking to moses. so i was left behind them most of the time. bad night walking...

i do not understand why people love liquid room. i have to pay 20 bucks and dance till only 3 am! with that "i dunno what kinda" remix. perhaps i'm just not into raps and raps. it spoils my mood to dance. i rather pay 20 fer MOS's clean toliet. haa. and at least i dunch get to meet weird drunk guys in the toliet. but it's no more clubbing fer now unless i've got good company. so aik wee, dunch expect me to pay 20 bucks fer 2 cups of sprite again and again.

i'm feeling really tired now and i need my dosage of lotsa stuff.

*hoping fer 0606

i got sandals fer 39.90 and seriously i think there isn't any chances of wearing them fer long. 39.90 was just to solve the hurt from the irritating mummy's heels.

first, i tot the cathay was bad. cos they only allowed me to watch the first 20 mins of mi3 and dang* i got back my refund though.

now, golden village has this serious problem and they better get it solve when i wake up in 5 hours time. dang* why ish their system down. it's lyke from 11 to now. eeeeeks.

*updated at 9.28am. problem not solve yet. they practically cmi.

ntu loves me, mr cabin.



they changed their mind and offered me direct entry to the 2nd year. this ish making me even mess up. damn.



ooooh, and friends. now when i ask you nus or ntu, you can stop telling me nus. cos i won't be the one you fight with fer yur space in ntu.

yups. and so i was told that this happens once every 1000 years (a light year). NO alvin, it's 100 lo. haa. you make me pass the wrong info around. regardless the case, be lucky that you ar going through this moment and as fer my case? i'll make a simple wish and make good use of the luck. fer couples? tell yur baby i love you so and fer everytime the clock continues to tick, i'm still gonna love you. baby, you melt my heart.

time and date.

01:02:03 04/05/06

you know why some guys flock girls in clubs fer one night affairs? cos even if they grew old, they would also take up their CPF to batam fer one night stands. so now what does it concludes?

and so friend tells me it's fort minor with merely 10 seconds of the melody under the 20 bunch of noises around. yet he still claims he has no time fer radio. duh!

ooooh, so you wanna yur MP to speak in singlish? "pluuuuur-lease LAH!"

eeeeeeeee-uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... sounds so awful. wahahahahhaha...

when someone influential starts asking, "what ya gonna do tomorrow?", you'll start to realise... "yeah, what am i gonna do tomorrow again?"

when someone influential continues asking, "what ya do every night since you go to bed this late?", you'll realise... "true, why all the late nights?"

yups, maybe something ish lacking. i hope things gets coming and arrange fer me.

From:
Sebastiano
Date:
Monday, May 01, 2006 5:26:00 PM
Subject:
hello!
Message:
hi cutie... love ur long sexy leg ..
hmm ..
mind making friend with me ?

irritating pest.

it has been twitching fer almost a week. gawd, i'm so terrified and living in fear.

*just recieved this from a email. and i think it's interesting. long but enjoy when you have the free time. (=

THE ORIGINAL VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he comes back, he’s yours,
If he doesn’t, he never was yours….

THE PESSIMIST VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he ever comes back, he’s yours,
If he doesn’t, well, as expected, he never was.

THE OPTIMIST VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
Don’t worry, he will come back.

THE SUSPICIOUS VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he ever comes back, ask him why.

THE IMPATIENT VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he doesn’t comes back within some time limit,
forget him!

THE PATIENT VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he doesn’t come back, continue to wait until he comes back…

THE PLAYBOY VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he comes back, and if you love him still, set him free again,
Repeat process!

THE LAWYER’S VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second amendment of
the Woman’s Charter clearly states that…

THE TECHNOLOGY COMPANY VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he comes back,
I think we can charge him for re-installation fees and tell him
That he’s also going to get an upgrade.

THE STATISTICIAN’S VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he loves you, the probability of him coming back is high.
If he doesn’t, your relationship was improbable anyway.

THE POSSESSIVE VERSION:
If you love someone, don’t ever set him free.

THE MBA VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free… instantaneously…
and look for others simultaneously.

THE PSYCHOLOGIST’S VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he comes back, his super ego is dominant.
If he doesn’t come, back his id is supreme.
If he doesn’t go, he must be crazy.

THE FINANCE EXPERT VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he comes back, its time to look for fresh loans.
If he doesn’t, write him off as an asset gone bad.

THE MARKETING VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
If he comes back, he has brand loyalty.
If he doesn’t, reposition the brand in new markets.

THE ENGINEER’S VERSION:
If you love someone,
Set him free…
Proceed then to calculate the forces in the ‘x’, ‘y’ and ‘z’ directions
Find the resultant force, which will determine if he comes back or not.

and so mr short fingers was asking me to go test out how evil i was cos his was apparently 66%.

You Are 18% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm. Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

haa. and i didn't cheat!