i didn't knew people at this kinda of age and look could still be sucha bitch and hypocrite. perhaps the wrong company. and this ish lyke what yan says, childish! people could look kind and amazed upon meeting you and go, "oooooooh, i didn't knew you were here!" but the actual fact? they knew it long ago that they would be sticking their piece of arse infront of you. you ar so pathetic and i don't wanna know why.

i'm back with the headache and the flu. i shan't mention about the mess i had yesterday cos seriously nobody bothers.



joyce was telling me to suck the hotdog hence the side view...



natsudase@hotmail.com says: mel are u just super fair or i am just super dark ?
natsudase@hotmail.com says: hahahhahaa
medio melodi-chic mel says: okay. i look lyke steam chickie. you look lyke roast chickie!
natsudase@hotmail.com says: u look damm fair
natsudase@hotmail.com says: hahahaha
medio melodi-chic mel says: i agree!



this pic ish too big to be clear in my blog template. so i'll split ookies. and look at how retard i was standing. darn! haa.


i dunno if i'm proud of my belly or what.



i think zhen you didn't realise he ish doing that manhunt look. haa.

i've been having sore throat since the 10th. you just imagine. fuck.

i feel so out of love. yeah, i've always felt this way. and i guess only minimal knows why. though i haven't been thinking of my own actions lately but when the ah mei cd starts, i really do start being sober about everything. i'm just disappointed fer being foolish. you made me felt inferior. i hated you fer not hurting me. i would rather it stings lyke hell than letting my heart numb. i guess it's lyke what yan says, no matter what happens, it will be just left hanging there and it stays my dear.

i was watching channel 8. (it's been sooo long since i ever caught a show from there) and sooooo tell me, how could a poor and blind girl get to wear a junk food tee?

i know there's minimal possibility NUS would freaking care a damn at my application now. it's the season of tears and wah wah, i'm not racist ookies. but i got a fcuking C from another indian lecturer again. it's lyke the same drama over and over again. it's not lyke i've not studied and i seriously do not get why the C. why?

heck, i just wanna rejoyce. i got an A+ fer attachment. this shows that i'm good at communication. nah, haha.

and most importantly, i happily called mum just and told her i cancelled out the evil curse i had since PSLE. i got a freaking DISTINCTION fer my FINAL YEAR PROJECT okay!!! it's a AD, A DISTINCTION.

lalala, i wanna big envelopes to come. and please, will you?

urrrrrr, phuture has all the good looking guys and they are so much better than the saliva dripping crowd in smoove. zouk has really relaxing mambo music that i seriously still can't figure out how to dance in it. wahahahaha. so me and yan was really lonely exploring zouk and phuture. thank gooodness to kind aik wee, who came and fetch us over to MOS. smoove's music ish soooo much better though i always hear the same tunes but DJ tang is soooo worth being there. overall was fun besides the hitch i got from someone. it was the first time i left MOS at 3 but i got a free ride home. weeeeee. free entrance, free drinks and free ride home. thanks aikwee. (=







all taken in phuture. everyone looks so pretty in the dark. haa.

*coz i am giving u a gentle smooch n tats all i want to give to u :> cheers* omfg.

there ar people you enjoy talking to fer hours and some you can't stand 5 mins with them. so now it makes me wonder, do people feel bored with my never changing stories?

i'm absolutely addicted to MOS on thursday. especially DJ Tang plus his lovely gf!

4 more days and i'm getting the last results from poly. i dunch normally say this but someone please pray hard that the As will increase. i wanna get into U. and cos it has not been a really good month. i hope the ending works well. amitaba!

someone said my links were so pathetic. hey, i just do not have time to add on after i eliminated everybody who didn't blog religously anymore. haa.

i have quite alot of photos to upload and i'm too tired to do so. while i take the time to do so, please wait patiently. enjoy the pic below.



i'm so duper in love with this pic. i dunch know why. but yeah, we had that much fun in MOS.

finally! i've got every single detail done fer my dnd this thursday. my heels, my clutch and all to match my forever 21 dress (don't worry. i'm not wearing the common black. but i heard pink ish gonna be the majority this time round?). with my appointment settled, i'm gonna look really casual this time round. something more appropiate fer a dinner. but darn it, i just realise my necklace looks a lil tad too weird. why? i dunch know. but it just simply looks weird with the whole combination. maybe i'll search fer a new one tml hoping that i'm not spending anymore cos i'm too broke. the clutch itself was 39 so? blargh! i'll show pictures of every single buy i had recently after thursday ookies? had been too busy on preparations and entertaining. i just hope i'll enjoy thursday well enough regardless the fever and coarse voice. i wanna party with everybody!

changi nasi lemak ish duper nice! *

ookies dokies. i dunno why people say pokky. haa. but anyway, my dinner and dance ish this coming thursday. i haven't gotten myself any dress, accessories, heels, tame my brows, made any appointments fer my makeup and hairdo, and etc. all just not done. i guess everything ish gonna be last minute? i'm gonna slip into my forever21 dress (most dresses that i fancy ar lyke 200 and above? plus it's buffet style lo. wear so nice to take pics only ar? haa.) and get some freelance artist here. and there i go. i do hope the makeup and hairdo would work well. money fer that ish not of a matter anymore. it's gonna be a busy to week to come considering the amount of dates i have next week. so taa daa, i hope it never stops.

MOS was duper happening and big i think? though the smoove arena was darn squeezy and i do not understand why they love being stuck there.

happening why?

first, you try to squeeze into that teeny weeny dance floor. while you were looking fer yur friends, someone grabs yur butt. initially you thought it was "aaaa-o-kay-lo, un-intentional." but then someone started pinching yur butt and you go "aaaaaahhhhhhh". so ya keep dancing with childish cat fights along the way. and you start observing interesting people around. some would just keep rubbing against ya fer not much reason. i think it's just dancing right? but the guy who then decides to ask fer ya name and keeps smiling at you. expecting a duo dance? you'll go to yur guy pal and say hey, protect me okay?

when you leave the dance floor and go back to the mess searching fer yur friends. they suddenly go missing and some childish bunch of guys started fighting. you got push around and the guy besides you ask why? you say "fighting lo". regardless the dumb blonde hair, they were still so much of a gentleman and offer to let you go behind them.

with a failure of searching, ya go to the next arena and taa daa. friends! but then interesting "botak" ah peks and sexy trans linger around the place. ah peks were all sooo popular that every single girl seems to get a hug from them. but it makes you keep laughing while dancing. and weeee, there's so many other hot and pretty girls around.

you leave when the lights were on and you continue seeing catfights out of the club. alamak. cannot stand the show loooooo...

and that ends the 1st trip i had to MOS. entertaining!









muacks!

this must be spread out fer some days actually but nah, i'm simply lazy. sooo yeah, i'll go along if i could okay. i've been staying out quite frequently. mainly becos staying at home makes me think way too much. and i'm too tormented to continue.

sunday? out with vera. hrmp. the main event. hot pot at bugis. but i still think that suntec ish soooo much better.





we had 5 plates of meat. diao.





of cos, we couldn't manage to gobble them all. so i resorted in this.





tuesday night? i had the car and drove my pals out fer a ride and supper. weeee...





at wala wala. thursday ish so much better.



this ish what i call spastic. haa.

empty and gone*

some guys ar simply irritating and they just do not know why. they seriously think too highly of themselves and when they meet sucha stubborn girl lyke me, i feel so darn irritated by their insensitive attitude. glad they had no gfs to began with. blargh.

weee... so yesterday i bought this zara shorts which ish duper cheap though i risk the chances of wearing the same out with every pretty lady. but it's nice. so yeah, i'm sooooo in love with white now ever since that miss sixty white jeans i saw.

and weee... today, after walking that far. (thanks fer the company, vera!) i bought my long wanted satchel at ****. been craving fer it since september. as in not exactly this but any satchel. am happy with this cos its cheap and good too. and i'm sooooo in love with the geninue soft leather. i wanna be back to get that chole paddington replica. or maybe to aldo and get the smaller version and color?





before i was out.



rich tai tai wannabe. wahahahha...

yeah, i forgotten to take pics with vera again. please always remind me to keep memories of my friends.

and so i was looking through my childhood photos 2 days back. and i found this pic. and darn, i think mummy really knows how to dress me into one real princess.



and here comes the devilish me.



i love YMCA. they give me really good chances to dress up and dance all i want!! (=

school's finally over and i don't feel any inch of release. dunch know the reason perhaps there's not much celebration going on. nonetheless, enjoyed the day with xin and lianghua with "pink panther". i would lyke to have a HUM BUR BER. haa.






the kawaii 1 to 5 finger manipulation. eeewks. haa. love the last pic. it's darn natural. i was laughing and xin was going "what the heck?".

i'm changing from a size 8 to a size 6 fer bottoms. this ish sooooo no good.