sg shops should import more stuffs from uk and us. you can see the quality difference from ebay and yahoo. blargh... i wanna get my tiered skirt!!

i'm so addicted to online shopping now. and i'm in love with ultimately most shrugs. i hope i can get a few soon. yummy.

i will not change my blogskin fer a long long time. reason being that i'm really comfortable with this. though it seems that everybody has been changing to that single page, multi click look. it seems nice but when everybody gets the same look, it appears so crappy to me. my friends know how much i hate similarities and love individuality. yixin knows how much i bare all my sins to curse someone who ish trying to be somebody but actually ain't even half step there. king knows how fustrated i get when i meet someone with something similar. (unless of cos, a babe) keeekz.

oooh, and i've tot of so many ideas being evil to someone who doesn't learn her lesson.

and whoever visits my blog which includes her, will get to know every single shot of it.

shan't be sucha friendly blogger anymore.

may you deny or whatsoever reason. i will still believe in my instinct. i'm a terribly sensitive girl.

curse me if you think i'm childish. cos seriously i still don't get the reason fer this "you have, i also buy" situation and will i in future?

i know she's gonna get birkenstocks soon too. and fuck you. i'm not showing any pics of them. i hell do not want you to get the same things as me AGAIN. and do i have to repeat. AGAIN. how long can i tolerate this fucking arse situation. i don't care if you wanna fancy any part of my sucking life. but just stop being a irritating 'copycat' and rip off yur parents' money. discusting piece of freak.

there's so many pretty girls and babes out there fer you to copy yeeny weeny. you need a links? i'll leave it at his house.

not blogging cos the stuffs i do daily ish oh sooo boring.

friday, i just spent straight 12 hours reading scientific papers and writing my literature review.

thursday, i saw my argh disappointing results. i just feel lyke blamming myself at the wall though i now this was going to happen all along. i'm just pretty happy that it still turn out better den what i expected. but i still wish fer more. i don't want +s. i want an grade up. guess i just gonna curse why am i so reluctant in double checking my exam papers.

sat, i went out. shopping in town, dining at chinatown. i got myself a ethic brown pants. just what i needed. cheap and simple.

today, i can't wait fer my birkenstock to be shipped! cos i just ordered three of them. one fer king and two fer me!! and i wanna get more. yummy. but my bank acc ish reaching it's limit.

i guess this semester ish gonna be my worst result throughout. judging from the countless number of times i've skipped lecture, the hours i've spent asleep in lectures and most importantly the competition i'm having.

this ar my expected results.

aqua - B
amb - B
immuno - C
mst2 - A+
pqs - B
3ps - A+

some pics i took on friday while i was out with king. chinatown to be precise. where we had yummy $2 fried kueh tiao and fish soup fer lunch and claypot frog leg with porridge fer dinner. and wah la... i'm still 45 kg though i feel that my tummy ish swollen. i think there must be something wrong with king's weighing scale.





i love this surprise shot. "come, please take a shot with me."



i'm under such good protection.





i'm guess i'm left with the camera myself.

this ish yur blog. you should blog whatever you want and not be affected by what others blog about you. why bother anyway? it's their irrelevent talks when they speak without any knowledge of yur life.

i'm sucha happy baby going to tioman with my king.

i've just realise i haven't been taking self-potraits of myself lately. maybe i'm feeling utterly fat that i think i look so shabby.

i lyke my hair today. it feels totally great after the wash.







i'm sucha vainpot without looks. curse me.

do you know why teachers dress the way they ar? cos they are not allowed to dress normal lyke other teenagers even during their nie trainee days.

you know what? i'm now stuck in king's house and i feel damn sick about it. to be more precise, his room. and he's not even keeping me company. i wanna go home oooh so badly. but he ish unwilling to pick me up from this room. somehow he's just stuck infront of the tv and i don't know what the hell he's doing. i always hate the feeling to be awake and the next moment you wake up not seeing yur family members. especially when it's how sloppy you look. those ar only the moments yur family members should see. and to be more precise again. my mum, brother and king. eeeeks, i feel lyke crashing this pc now to get he's attention to come into the room.

i've seen most of my school mates blog and everybody has been talking about their attachment or project matters. it makes me wonder if anyone ish interested in mine. by far, i've not written anything about mine. but what can i say? the terms i'm gonna use will never seem familiar to you. i'm doing my attachment-linked project currently and i'm stuck at ntu, iese. iese stands fer institute of environmental science enginneering. er, i don't know if it's this at all. and i'm lazy to double check. so just take it as it ish it. my supervisor ish super duper friendly and that seems the case of the rest of my friends. i'm doing routine job lyke crazy. all measurements to take everyday to note of results so as to jugde performance. EPS, TOC, MLSS, TMP, Fixed Flux, Particle Size and many other terms you never understand. but you shouldn't cos i don't want anyone particular to do the same thing i'm doing except my project mate, yixin. i've not started reading any scientific paper at all and i pity those who have. but my time will start so don't you worry.

oooh, and lastly. my project topic. "Concepts And Comparision Of Membrane Bioreactors"

okies, i seriously think it's starting to get boring and king has finally came to fetch me out of this lonely isolated room.

hitzradio ish absolutely coochie coochie cool. haa. thanks to king.

i laugh whenever i see this case going on. i laugh at that bitch who ish a well known backstabber. i laugh at the guys who hav been with her before. i will of cos not name the person cos it's as if you guys would know who am i talking about. but this girl i knew since quite sometime ago. has her boyfriends scattered everywhere in the same circle of guys. it's lyke a bunch of guy pals sharing the girl one by one, bit by bit, enjoying and passing to each other at the same time. don't you feel utterly di-e-i-digusting to share the same piece of cloth have left with yur odour, yur liquid, cleaned with every single friend you see every gathering. blargh, i've ask mum before this question. she says guys somehow don't mind the fact that the girl they having now has been with their guy pals. 'share share lo'. that's what she says. haa. but between two guys pals ish okay, but this girl ish falling in the same circle of guys lyke almost 5 of them so far? who knows more might come. i could only pray hard fer the rest not to fall in such stupid situation.

ah huh, i'm not jealous by the way. i just think it's a damn joke and it's still funny everytime i share this story with my friends. plus the fact that she's a mean arse backstabber. amazingly the guys thinks that she's a one cutie arse. from what i see, she never throws her temper at guys no matter how they irritate her. that's what immature guys lyke after all.

i know how much i love him and how much he loves me. after all, it's been that much we've been through. people ask at times how a relationship ish able to last fer years. won't you get sick of each other? yeah, maybe at times when you get really low and mad with each other. temptations ar there fer to you to choose better cos you always think you deserve better after giving in so much effort to keep the relationship working.

quarrels ar always a big part of our relationship. it hurts so much to quarrel over stuffs you don't agree on but at the same time you begin to understand each other even more. you begin to appreciate each other even more. and through times you feel lyke giving up, it's the love that pulls you back. although i'm always telling him that loving and being together ish a total different thing. i don't know how great love ish but i do know that he ish important to me just lyke part of my family. if he lies, it hurts the same way if what i do ish not appreciated by my family members.

i know how absent minded he ish so no matter how mad i may be, i will always get all lovely-cuddly back with him. at least i'm not FAKE. lyke how he realise some others ar. i guess it's such a blessing in disguise. that such a silly cheating case, leads to the discovery of a even worst. at least now he knows that such a liar actually exsist even when he ish such a ignorant guy.

if things end well, we will be even closer from this moment again.

ooh. some thoughts i had.

newly found. singaporeans adds another k to their character. which ish 'kaypohs'.

darn. why ar some singaporeans so kiasu and now they ar kaypoh too. i went to bbdc fer my first theory basic lesson. which i can tell you ish a total waste of my 16.80 and time. it's just a fcuking way the driving centre make it complusory to dig more money from us. but how i wish there ish a option to pay and not attend the lesson. i'm not saying what we learn ish not useful. but this kinda stuffs can be easily understand and read directly from the book. besides, the tutor wasn't teaching any extra stuffs and the lesson wasn't interesting afterall. lyke i've always said, i will not attend a lesson that i do not learn anything from. (my main reason to explain all my excuses fer skipping lectures)

back to the original 'kaypoh' topic. on my way on 187 to meet my mum and bro, there was a massive jam at teck whye road. my bus was stuck there fer half an hour. why? cos of a serious collison leading to a death of a motorcyclist. and when my bus was reaching that point of incident. everyone in the bus was straining their eyes hard to see what's going on. it's perfectly fine to be curious, cos i am too. but should you go to the extend whereby the auntie standing at the back of the bus, moving to the front of the bus and popping her eyes large right at the bus screen? or whereby the sleeping person sitting beside me, waking up, being too short, standing up and stretching her head all the way front to check what's going on? unecessary. i'm sure the news tonight will broadcast what you need to see.

and do you always know why does a traffic jam becomes worst because of an accident? this ish because 'kaypoh' drivers slow down their speed at the point to 'kaypoh' on what's going on. which somehow 4 to 5 secs of 'kaypoh' per car, leads to a bigger jam.

okies, enough of blabbering today.

so i was talking about green. though i had never fancy green. but this summer. green came into my mind. even the nike shirts now ar green and yellow base designs.


got into mango and got myself this green top and skirt.

yups, and i got myself my long awaited bag. not crumpler but just some 'cow skin' sort of big handbag. brown in color. had a hard time choosing between brown and black.

and i got myself a huge yellow pillow. kwute.



mum treated us fer dinner today. here ar some pictures.




silly brother doing stupid poses.



end of the day.

coochie coochie cool. oooh, i think this 3 words sounds so cool. i got it from today's urban paper.

went out today and did hell alot of shopping. i'm so in love with green and yellow now. especially when spring ish here.

i've always mention that i'm in need of tees. and i got myself 3 today. will get more. but it must be push to the next month.



finally, got that bruce lee shirt i wanted badly. i don't think it's that fancy. but somehow there's a spirit in there wanting me to reach upon. haa. crap. i love the skirt the most. had wanted to get it fer quite sometime. and today i'm willing to spend the money on it but i don't know why seriously.

got myself a short black cardigan and a pants which i was so reluctant to waste my money on. up till now, i still don't get the reason fer buying those pants.

went to crumpler and saw their new series of colors. i'm so in love with the green. but i know mum would kill me if i were to get it straight away. i'm gonna wait. i hope my urge to buy would stop. but at the same time, i wanna get it oooh so much. i'm such a spoilt brat. wait. hell, ain't i spending my own money? sheesh... maybe i should wait fer darling to get it fer me, that ish what he promised willingly. i'm gonna let my bank account rest fer a week, till i get my birkenstock madrid. why do girls love shopping so much? kuso! ("damn it" in jap which i dunno how to spell the actual)



pics i took today while waiting fer the retail therapy time.

my wishlist ish sooooo cramp now after only a trip out. but i'm gonna get myself in the spring mood and that's fer sure.

went to ntu today. okies, i rather be killed den to get stuck in 180 sleepy bus with heavy traffic jam everyday. plus will never choose to stay in jurong. cos it's sooooo crowded everywhere. i guess the neighbourhood ish far too big and the population density ish growing non-stop.

my final year project ish iap-linked. that means i'll be going ntu through and flow almost everyday. will talk more about project matters soon.


old building, antique door!


sooo poor thing, gotta shoot in the toliet.


biggggggg mask to protect from breathing in harmful acid.

went to suntec area with darling today. had sizzler fer dinner and bought my favourite's coco lee exposed cd. got saw too. gonna watch it tomorrow with darling.




nice balloons...




darling with his popeye.






artistic display. kwel.





its tedious to write about every single detail and it would be damn boring to read through.

A Forgotten Pic.

genie!

i'm getting sick of childish little girls protruding my blog once again. And leaving sense-less comments that mean nothing to them. it's the same case that happens in some other of my envy blogs. i don't see a reason fer you to dis-repect the blogger by leaving rude comments. had always wanted to do something about that corner, and maybe it shall be done soon. when you said it's a public blog, everyone ish able to be in. but in the first place, i had never gave my blog address to friends who have childish girlfriends who have even childish girlfriends. so why? explain to me how did so many insignificant people ended up in my blog. and then pricking into things they disgust at. and why do only bitches bark in bitches' blog. and never in guy's? maybe lyke what yixin and i agreed, girls ar born-bitches. they bitch at people they envy and interested in. every single girl bitches, just lyke me and you. darn... i rather have 10 regulars visiting my blog a day then 30 insignificant children of my life.

fcuking pms day...

this ish my hate-list fer the day.

i hate being singaporean. cos singinporeans ar so well know to being 'kiasu' and seriously they ar.

i hate able-bodied neighbours who take the lift up to 2, 3, 4, 5th floor. cos it's a freaking short distance, a waste of my time waiting fer the door to open and close and i don't see why you need to take the lift cos you ar darn NOT handicapped.

i hate watching movies with a bunch of secondary school BABIES who scream and laugh fer nothing and i feel lyke taking my shoe to throw at them. if only i had wore heels.

i hate inconsiderate aunties who stroll the small pathway of the flea market with their pram. and pausing fer seconds to pull their bra, looking at those unattractive clothes in the middle of the way, blocking the way without shame.

so far that's all.

my schedule fer the day was all the way in town. shan't elaborate.








12 people sqeezing in a neo-print machine. how cool ish that?


the curtain drop and left chaos.