what's with a bunch of girls/ladies squatting down at the school gate smoking and showing their $2.99 g-string? man, this ish darn disgusting. it spoils my whole morning listening to perfect 10.

amazingly, after feeling over-bloated, fat and swollen. i still weigh 45 kg. but i will still slim all the way down to 42 after my exams. no matter what it takes. cos it feels so bad being fat.

ths is hw sress i am toay.

a C wil do fr immuno. a C will do. a C wil do. a C wil do. a C wil mak me feel lke i'm in heavn. a C will do. plese grant me a C.

C
c
C
c
C cc C cC ccCc cc c cC c C C cC c C !!

and this ish the first time i'm aiming fer a C. so you shld know how fcuking stress i am now.

blargh... i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking afraid that i totally don't feel lyke sleeping tonight.

finally i have some quality time ( relaxed without the mugging of exams ) to blog. ahuh, maths was today. it was overall pretty okay. i just hope there wouldn't be any careless mistakes to stop me from getting my AD fer this module. been out today with king. had my favourite kimchi soup at scotts. it was oooh sooo de-bi-licious. and yeah, i finally went to check out my birkenstock sandals and two of them caught my eye. i so wanna get them asap.




anyway again, it cost freaking 160 bucks that even i would reconsider before buying. so that little girl, don't rip off yur parents' "blood-sweat" money again.

caught the eye 10. i was pretty good. at least being quite a comedy. but maybe too much. but it's okay. at least it doesn't spoilt my mood studying in the late night.

and i agree with king that i love shopping supermarkets. especially big ones lyke carrefour and cold-storage. i would spend 10 times the limit i normally spend in a shop. many of my friends have this impression that i can't cook. but damn you, i started cooking at the age of 7 when i'm all alone at home after my primary school days. my favourite primary school pastime was to peep at my late grandma cook all those yummy cantonese dishes fer the family. my family loves my chawanmushi, black pepper steak, butter garlic prawns, baked potato pie, fried chicken wings. and now, i mean TODAY. i've learnt how to make oreo cheese-cake. that's so arghhhhhhh my favourite. and it taste fabulous fer the first time. haa. i shall let mummy and brother try tommorrow morning.

it's almost time i gotta leave my blog aside... suppose to be studying. but i'm quite relaxed fer the past 3 days. been entertaining my king after a huge quarrel with him. and it's seldom he ish able to stay overnight at my house. exams ar coming in a week. so if not otherwise, tata!


both of them having a great time.


i think king ish the only one able to bear my horrid look when i'm sick and retard.

it's nice staying up in the middle of the night, studying, blogging and reading at blogs that i appreciate alot.

words ar beautiful. and the way you fix them together makes them even special. though of cos' they can be fugly too. it all depends on yourself.

it's nice reading true love stories with that tune of evanescence at the background.

it's lovely to think of king and picture him hugging his pillow lyke he ish hugging me.

back to love stories, i've been reading this blog about this couple.

it's not about how mushy mashy things ar written.

it's not about the same old together folk story that's found there.

it's about flash back of the most vulnerable part of relationship.

a breakup.

a heart-breaking moment of bringing yurself back to normal again.

i began to think about my own past.

my foolish part of life.

and my worst mistake that i swear it would never happen again.

my silly thought to create a beast to hide in.

no, tears will not flow for now.

maybe tomorrow when i'll be in king's arms again.

for that moment, the urge of wanting him to say that he misses me badly.

this lovely blog really touches my heart.

though the author i am not close with.

but somehow it links.

cos she does exactly the same things as i did while waiting fer king to be back.

cos she felt the same things as i did while waiting fer king to be back in my arms.

interesting hur.

sometimes i hope my king writes and tells.

though i know that may never happen.

he's just this super duper un-romantic guy.

hee.

i seriously have quite alot of messy thoughts to blog.

but somehow i just can't put them in paragraphs.

so bear with the sentence entry.

(=

my friends, my love.

i miss all of ya to core.

i'll give each and everyone of you a phone call right after my exams ookies.

wait fer me.

sick and not productive at all.

practical exams ar coming in days. maybe 3?

and revision seriously not done.

weekends were heavy.

all i did was entertaining.

got my digital cam. thanks to king and my jackpot.

but i burn king's pocket into a big hole.

was gonna show my new cam in blog.

but have decided not to show.

cos i'm afraid some freaking girl which i know her name, gets the same stuffs as i do AGAIN.

but you won't be able to afford it unless you rip off your parent's money.

which judging from yur age, you always do.

i'll tell you how it digust me.

i'll show you how damn freaky it ish.

seriously, i could vomit my dinner out just to prove this to you.

king ish taking good care of me by getting me meals and letting me sleep the whole 2 days.

i still love my king and will not allow anybody to snatch him away from him.

r* posting.

at least i don't abandon my blog even when i'm stuck at 38.4 degrees.

went on a excursion today. it's lyke ages since i've been one. counting years since sec school days. been to 3 fish farms. not gonna write much. too lengthy and boring in words.



in the bus.

1st station - smelly guppy farm.



but they really breed cheap and beautiful guppies.



the guard dog there. they have lyke 8 of them. wow.



pretty cool to stand in the middle of a empty road.

next stop. fishfood farm.

the uncle ish kwute and friendly.





if you think he looks lyke an average uncle from the coffee-shop. please keep in mind that he owns 4 football fields of land,



earns 50 million a year. which ish extremely more than enough fer a guy with no paper qualitfication.



the eel and 'shen yu' there.



frogs. all frogs you find in the local supermarket ar from his farm!



bloody peeling phase.



seems lyke everywhere in lim chu kang has flies.

last stop - qian hu.

damn big, damn rich, damn R & D



the quaratine areas.



the money-tree fish they have there.

IT Fair. IT Fair. After which, ichiban boshi.




yummy ookies.

i'm getting sick of IT Fair.

i felt lyke i've never attended any immuno tutorial before. in my possible memory, maybe yes. 2 freaking times? and that's lyke fer a whole semester time frame with immuno classes every odd week. last night, i was still pondering on whether or not to attend my final immuno class today morning. i came to a conclusion after realising that i will still have a below 50% attendance fer tutorial classes even if i went fer today's lesson. but my friends told me that i've attended 3 out of 5 lessons just. and that means i could have pass my attendence score if i've pulled myself out of bed this morning. so should i make-up my immuno class in other available class slots? shall take some time to think about it.



slacking at king's house today again.



i think we both look good in our particular pic.

Today - 080305

done many things in a day.
went to school early fer project discussion.
park mall fer making specs.
the eye checkup was hell long.
and the guy kept asking. which ish clearer? 1 or 2? 1 or 2?
it repeats to 10. and perhaps 50 times fer each eye.
not forgetting the combo of two eyes.
damn, the dots all seem the same actually.

took silly pics with silly specs frame.



i think only my spreadsheet lecturer would wear such glasses.

then and after, went westmall to check up all the digital cam at dad's shop.
i've decided which to get. will keep comparing during IT fair.
went bbdc to enrol my driving license stuffs .....................
i'm taking class 3A. and that ish final.
had troubles deciding until dad said. 'auto, you'll get a auto car.'
with all that gears ish fun. but the test ish thorough, besides i will not be getting any chance to drive any manual car. so auto the ish easy and shorter route. so friends, please stop pestering me on why i chose auto.

Sunday - 060305

roam around bugis area, sim lim square.
ate sakae.





some random pics.

i was so irritated by myself today and poor king has to suffer.

but anyway, we still managed to catch hitch. damn. it was FAB-bulous. light and easy show. the way a guy learns to get a date tingles you every single moment. the words from smith were so ro-MAN-tic-lly kwute.

had our dinner at soup restaurant after a few rounds of fussy choices.


the chicken was superb. de-BI-licious.

and finally got some lingerie from La SENZA.



yixin ish gonna say i'm damn spendthrift these days again. that ish if she finds out. hee.

thanks to yixin, i've been stuck infront of my com playing diner dash ever since i'm home without king. i feel so over-ly childish. but at least i'm relaxing. gonna sleep asap.

someone please get me this pair of fcuk clipper sandals. size 37 or 38 will do.

after seeing mice-y being dissect. it's fish-y time.





gross, and i'm not the murderer. i'm just the forensic taking some pictures of evidence.

someone please give me a reason fer not being angry and disappointed with a liar?

a liar who told me he'll be back by 7 am today morning and he's 12 hours and ongoing late.

a liar who told me he and his friends simply can't wake up and he's coming back after his lunch. yet it's dinner time and i don't know where the hell he ish.

a liar who took advantage of the whole situation.

a liar who doesn't realise why people get worried about his safety if he doesn't call back home when he has been missing fer several hours.

fcuk. fuck.

and ps. fucker* why must you rob away my only thursdays with you.

eeeks. my left eye ish swollen and i don't know why.

it all started an hour ago and i think it's getting worst.

if you think my blog stinks in any ways. (i guess you don't since you ar still reading my blog in a regular basis, though you claim or you seem you might be.) read here and stop bothering something you can't get into.

i'm seriously not feeling alright. somehow, i'm thinking far too much. and when i say it's too much, it's really toooooooooooooooooooo much.

exams ar coming soon in a few weeks time.

and by the time it ends, i might be starting off with my 3rd year project.

soon, king graduates.

and when he's offically off poly life, he'll be indulging in his adventure trip with his friends.

and when he's gone, i'll be mugging fer my project.

and when he's back, i'll be still stuck with my project.

and soon after i've spend all my time with him, my 3rd year will commence.

and when all the exams come back and forth, back and forth.

king will be going to NS.

and it's gonna be 3 lonely months without him.

and when he's gone, i'll be missing him every single second.

imagine the 3 months without him.

and when he ish able to be out on weekends, i'll be starting my industrial attachment programme at ntu.

and hopefully everything ends well there.

and i still only have weekends to meet king.

and when it's the last semester of my poly life, king will still be in NS.

and when i finally graduate, king will still be in NS.

and when i apply fer my UNI course, king will still be in NS.

and when i start my degree course, king will still be in NS.

and when i'm about to finish my degree course, king will be out finally.

and when he's out, i will be soon making my way overseas.

and when i'm overseas, i won't be able to see my darling everyday.

argh...