long time... i didn't blog... my mind still in blank... still stuck in the mood with school's shedule... will blog if there's something to tell...

darling ish not back from malaysia and worst of all... he can't be found. i've been lyke looking fer him since afternoon. where ish my precious?

yesterday, i turned up in school fer one stupid lesson. cos nobody was informed about the cancelation of the other tutorial. gosh, i woke up so early just fer this. felt so silly. nonetheless, i managed to find something else to do. 'a visit to darling's lecture'. 74 was really draggy. i waited fer almost half an hour. but luckily i met shunfoong. finally!! it's been so long since i last met him. miss him lots. had a nice chat with him. too bad he's not going the same route as i. he said many pleasant stuffs to me and i appreciate it alot. just hope he isn't lying. haa! (= right? foong?

hmmm, blah blah blah. and i landed in darling's lecture hall. hmmm, their lecture hall ish really nice. compared to the one in np. but i don't really lyke the atmosphere there. i guess it's too formal fer me. after the nonsense in sp, darling and i had macdonals. nothing much to eat there but we had a full meal. i went home to sleep right after seperating with darling.

then... it's reunion dinner's time. with dad around, everything ish so un-reasonable. he keeps complaining and shouting. i know he ish intentionally refering to me. but i don't care. (have been so sad about his attitude these days. hate it when he said darling ish a idle. gosh, what does he expect darling to do when darling sees him in work. he said darling gave no respect to him. so does it means, darling should call him 'uncle' during work?) forget about everything. i still had a nice time talking to grandma and grandpa. dinner with abalone... hee, love it. actually it doesn't taste really nice. but just the thoughts of it makes my mouth watering...

after dad and grandparents left. darling came over to 'bai nian'. mum was happy to see him here. we also had a great time playing with my brother. we played childish games lyke heart attack and sparkles. after the gathering at my house, we went fer a walk downstairs. we bought alcoholic drinks at 7 eleven... hmmm, i didn't drank much. darling drank most of it and he was nearly drunk. actually he ish lyke playing around with me. but i don't lyke it. cos it's so not darling anymore. haa, he ended up really kinda drunk. i sent him off the bus... couldn't bare to let him off. hee. but he ish now in malaysia celebrating in his grandmother house. think he ish enjoying himself. i can't wait to hear his voice soon. can't wait to see him smiling at me. can't wait to give me a big hug. can't wait to tell him i'm missing him...

enough of all mushy stuffs... think it's time fer me to sleep. tomorrow, i shall be taking ang baos!! hope it won't be boring... happy new year to everybody!!

gosh, this stupid keyboard ish giving me a hell of problems... my 'M' & 'E' ish lyke so stuck. i can't really type them out. i have to lyke use violence. but worst, they ar not the only ones... think it's time i get this keyboard thrown. school ish fine. maybe it's much easier compared to last semester but definitely more boring. i had sport and wellness today. it's quite fun but tiring. with all that running... i love the part to catch. yeah, balls. i chose softball fer my S&W. oral com ish scary. 5 mins to think of what to speak and you're up next! your heart goes tumbling and yur mind goes into blank. it's lyke you can't really focus well and whatever comes into yur mind ar just spat out. so please have a great general knowledge and vocab.

the doctor gave me a huge shock today. luckily it's all not happening. i've been having tummy aches on and off since saturday. last night, i couldn't put myself to sleep at all and i rest at only 4am in the morning. my eyes went blood shot right when i woke up at 6 plus in the morning. can't imagine myself falling asleep in lectures. although i managed to survive fer that 5 hours of lectures, but i'm pretty sure i'm caught eyes-shut. oh, about the doctor. he examined me and later suggested fer a urinal test. he said he wanted to check my kidney. he said that there might be chances of stones or infection. i was lyke, ah.... i'm dead. further test prove that it's just food poisoning...

wanna say thanks to yahui, bean and darling... made my day seem a belated brithday celebration. seems lyke i can't do rebonding or spa perm fer this moment of time, all thanks to my stupid bleached hair. but it doesn't matter cos bean got me that geometrics 8 in 1 multi-styler. finally it's here. i actually went westmall this evening to get it myself but i met bean. called him to accompany me in but i didn't expect him to pay fer me too. so 'bu hao yi shi'! first ish yahui then him. yahui, my poly classmate paid fer my movie tickets. caught mona lisa smile today. kinda filled with all those women determination and the changes from traditional rules to modern 'free' lifestyle fer them. by the way, i've got a slight trim on my hair today. i definitely feel lighter... lesser burden too. haa.

i'm playing with dad's new e700 now... think perhaps i'm not getting it anymore. cos the functions ar not those i really fancy. in fact, after using darling's s200 fer 2 days, i find that phone much easier and interesting to use. despite the lack of camera functions. maybe i should think of another handphone to get fer myself... phone designs suxs nowadays. how i wish it could be better if i could choose my own design, my designated functions and everything ish so customized! that would be wonderful...

wah... the day of schooling has began and soon i'll lose all that glow i had during holidays. my time table ish a little distorted but i don't care. things will never be the way you actually wanted. just hope fer a quick semester ahead. first day of school and i have a huge time slot of lectures. busy, busy, busy... many holidays ar coming soon but there must be make-up lessons fer them... i would rather skip the holidays cos' make-up lessons ar hard to generate, all thanks to those messy IS modules. making my classmates and i limble here and there... nonetheless, i'll just hope fer more beauty sleep... haa!